If You Love

If You Love
Eps. 15. Am I Okay?



Finishing breakfast at the long table of eighteen people, Brill was not calm in his seat. People around him who wear batik uniforms talk too much, unfortunately the mami serve with a smile and hospitality. She sat next to the mother so she couldn't stand up and get out of there, she was bound by manners if there were other people around her and her mama.


Brill sent a chat to Markus, who was standing at the end of the room, ready to wait for good orders from the young boss. He sent a gesture several times as Brill's eyes turned to him, so that the foster child would be a little patient.


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📩 I don't want to wait anymore


⁇ ️ Yes


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Om Markus approached Liany, the mother regent who handled the protocol.


"Lia... How much longer? Brill kid won't wait any longer, you know what he's like..."


Liany looked at her watch.


"Yes.it's done now..."


Liany came closer to that long table.


"Mothers.the event here is over. I have another agenda... Please..."


Brill swiftly stood up as soon as his mamm stood up, he clenched two hands on his chest, no matter if anyone saw it or not. Completing the 'good boy' attitude this morning Brill gave a kiss on the right cheek of the mother...


"Enjoy your work, mam..have a great day..."


"Thank you, Ully..."


"Love you more. mam..."


Mami kissed her left right cheek and the top of her child's head. It is not difficult for Inggried mother to do that, with a height of 170 cm plus her highheels she can reach the head of a child who is also a tall puppet.


Brill then turned right to his room, he was sultry using long-sleeved batik, sultry with his own words to the mother.


"We haven't had a chance to take a picture with Brill..."


A teacher still hopes to have a photo with Brill, when else have a regent's student.


"Oh.I'm sorry my son can't take a photo together..."


Sayup Brill caught the same sentence from her mammoth lips, explaining her reluctance to take a photo together.


"There are no more photo sessions, yes, father mother..."


Liany the sespri took over. The regent's mother pamit then gracefully headed to the private room for final preparation before heading to the office.


"Call my husband..."


This time swiftly Deisi, another sespri, took a special hp and did the command of the regent mother.


Brill almost slammed the door of his room if he did not see Markus who was following behind him.


"You want to drive back to Susan's house now?"


Om Markus pretended to ask, but in his heart already knew where their purpose after this.


"Ommm... We go to Rilly's house, forget?"


Brill said a little annoyed.


"Oh. yeah..."


Om Markus keeps a smile. Actually just want to make sure your own guess that the foster child has grown up. At this age a man is interested and curious about the life of a girl, it is not unusual. This is a step phenomenon, this is Brill's behavior that is out of the ordinary, especially this girl actually has flaws. Other children are interested in seeing a clear and attractive appearance, Brill instead.


Om Markus looked at his foster child who looked dissatisfied with the black tee shirt he wore when he pecked himself in the mirror. Can't help but smile when Brill finishes replacing with another shirt and then stitches himself again, and there's a small grin on the corner of his lips. This is one of the other signs that further strengthens its temporary conclusion. Brill is interested in the opposite sex. Brill who was indifferent to his appearance before this. today he reflected on his appearance.


"What a handsome boy.. Come on..."


Brill bent his lips and walked quickly past Markus.


When passing through the middle room coincides the mother is also ready to go to the office.


"Honey.. tomorrow papi come home here. we want family photos for papi billboards..."


"There's no need for me..."


Ketus, cold, if you do not want to be called rude, that is the normal way Brill communicates with the mother. The long-burdened anger and aggravation crystallized in his attitudes all along. This was already understood by those close to them, this was the original character that Brill showed, his sweet demeanor was only a mask in front of outsiders, in front of the guests of this official house.


Brill ignored his mom, stepped out the side door. When Markus sends a signal to Liany, they have often collaborated to conquer stubborn Brill. The regent's mother had understood about it, that Brill's problem was safe in the hands of the sespri and the Markus, she also stepped gracefully, appearing plenary in khaki uniforms, and, trousers and blouses full of emblems plus a special pin as a sign of a regent is on the collar of his shirt.


In the car, Brill seemed nervous, his right leg moving irregularly. He tried to overcome that by taking sunglasses inside a drawer wearing the object on his face, taking a headset and then putting it on his ear and playing a song from the playlist on his phone. Songs by singers Tulus. Not a quarter of the song, the car has stopped. The distance of the official house with Betsy's house is not up to five hundred meters.


Om Markus spoke as he looked at his foster children, not knowing where Brill's gaze was due to his dark glasses.


Brill knows this house, he saw Rilly turn into the yard of this house at that time. His eyes narrowed watching from behind the window of the atmosphere of the house. The house slightly went inside about six meters, but the front door and side door were clearly visible, it was closed.


"Om the one who dropped off, call Rilly?"


When Markus broke the silence, Brill was silent since the car stopped. Brill was confused as to what he should do. A lot of what he wanted to ask, when he was in the middle of the meeting, all those questions had crossed his brain. But now he was confused as to what to start doing.


Downstairs? Or is it Markus?


Brill was still weighing. Om Markus took the initiative down, he was used to taking care of this foster child in many ways, accustomed to doing something or taking the initiative to act for the needs of Brill.


"Om.. I was..."


Brill chased after Markus who had entered the courtyard almost to the front door. Brill's long steps then passed by Markus, with his hand Brill told Markus to return to the car. Om Markus returns with a stifled smile. In heart...


Yes..forward Brill...


Not yet in the car...


"Of..."


"Why? Oh yeah?"


"No.. How should I be?"


Om Markus almost exploded his laughter, it turns out his foster children need a life tutorial, meaning they need direction or input on how to deal with a girl. But Markus soon mastered himself, sometimes Brill can be temperamental. Jatidiri this child is still fragile, handsome guy with a thousand sad could explode if offended. His ego had been hurt for a long time, and Markus had to be careful in certain situations.


"What's Brill's goal? You want to talk to Rilly, right? Invite him to talk, but go inside as a guest.don't talk outside, it's rude..."


Jeez om Markus, indeed can not talk outside yes.


"I don't want to ahh. I don't like sitting in people's houses..."


Om Markus smiled, he was just testing the recklessness of his foster children if he could beat his pack, he was not comfortable to be anywhere other than home and school.


"Take it out if it is, but it must be good with his parents..."


"This is not his parents' house..."


Brill notices the house once more, he remembers the mother's statement, Rilly is just a pick-up boy.


"There are adults inside..."


"Should that?"


"Yes, it must be polite. This is the regent's son, it's often mistaken to kidnap people's children, hehe..."


"Om ahh..."


Brill likes to be angry with the name of regent.


"I'm sorry, but people know Brill with that status, without realizing they will demand a good manner from Brill..."


Om Markus get in the car.


"Wait for me. I'm okay?"


Brill pointed at him.


"Yes. yeah. there..."


He quickly told Brill to go back into the house because his facial muscles could barely hold his laugh. When Brill turned around, Markus rubbed his face with his two hands to try to neutralize the taste that had appeared on his face. Behind her bated laughter she was honestly happy, hoping Brill's actions today were something that could hopefully make the child hepi. Who knew that the girl with split lips could be a filler for the quiet space in Brill's heart, she was concerned with the sad and lonely child all along.


Om Markus sighed, his heart was deep, Brill did not need a girl with an attractive appearance, Brill only needed someone who understood him.


Brill presses the bell home. The drift inside the house could be heard by Brill. Waiting for a while, Brill again pressed twice so that the sound was longer.


Door's open...


"Brill?"


"Yes me..."


Brill smiled awkwardly, and Rilly looked at Brill with round eyes. And a while the two lost their words, standing face to face just looking at each other.


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