If You Love

53 Eps. Number Row

“Indeed not Holly.. she was just, I don't know.. I also don't understand why I can insist on acting like a fool chasing after her.”.

“Hah? Then who?” Tory was at least surprised to hear Brill's statement that was as opposed to what he showed.

“That's Rilly..” Brill replied wistfully. He is not a guy who gets love easily.

“Why not catch up with Rilly from the beginning? Why just insistent on chasing Holly, it's strange boss.”.

Brill just shrugged his shoulders. He also doesn't understand why against Holly he's so aggressive but to Rilly he's not. Maybe he got too carried away with a gentle and pleasant attitude of a Rilly? Taken with each other's chemistry so connected that he forgot the important thing for both of them? The memory of Rilly makes Brill look for Rilly again in Rilly's social media account.

Brill suddenly upholds his way of sitting, paying close attention to Rilly's post. There is no caption kangen but there is another photo of writing on the black sand of the beach that he recognized. 13 121 11. Brill's brain was stimulated by the writing, it was his name, he was sure that, even though it was just a row of numbers, it was photographed from a distance but the small writing there could be read by Brill's eyes.

Her brain immediately connected two different posts a few months... Rilly miss him right? Brill flinches with that conclusion, and he must prove that conclusion by meeting Rilly.

Brill stands up now and rushes out of his college room, he has to meet Rilly, this time he won't care about anything.

“Boss.... lecture want to start loh... where to go?” Tory's appeal was not echoed by Brill.

Brill searched roughly in the building where Rilly was attending college now, then hurriedly directed his foot there. He recalled a while ago from the direction of the building where Rilly came and stood in front of his car. Brill smiled considering Rilly who wrote a number similar to the license plate of one of his cars.

In the building he asks some people about Rilly and finds someone who knows the girl.

“Rilly just went to the cafeteria with Tama, maybe have lunch there.”

Brill runs towards the canteen FEKON, his heart rumbles, the desire to reach Rilly again as if making his blood race rapidly towards his heart and brain. In the cafeteria there were not too many people, Brili quickly scanned the people and her eyes immediately recorded Rilly sitting opposite a guy she knew as a friend of Rilly's. The guy was eating, Rilly was staring at his laptop.

Don't count a few seconds Brill's been by Rilly's side.

“Rilly..”.

Rilly turned his head, a surprised face for a moment but then smiled gently at Brill.

“Hai Brill... pa news?” Rilly said between her smiles.

Hearts hinted the sense he had for Brill was not over yet. And Brill's appearance this time makes Rilly make a decision, with Brill still better for his heart even though he is not a lover but can always see Brill is enough for him, he does not want to stay away again.

“There is still a lecture?” Brill asked, his heart pounding with pleasure and longing and eagerness to ask about the writing, not only that, there was a lot he wanted to do with Rilly now. Suddenly his heart was full.

“Udah no Brill.. but Rilly wants to create a group task...”.

Without asking Brill closed the laptop Rilly put in the bag, also took the sling bag owned by Rilly, holding with one hand both objects then the other hand grabbed Rilly's hand.

“Follow me...” Just short but her gaze locked onto Rilly's gaze.

“Brill? Rilly again with friends want to make a task.” Rilly smiled again, in the heart of Rilly knew that speech would not be responded to Brill, Brill, one of Brill's attitudes that always came suddenly and like taking forcibly himself from among his friends this time was repeated. Rilly's heart was happy, and didn't want to turn down Brill like this.

“Let me take you here again, come first...yeah?” Brill said softly while pulling Rilly to walk.

Rilly just raised his hand on Tama who looked with a face that did not like her togetherness with Rilly several times bullied FISIP boy mayor's son, and Rilly never protested, Rilly always treated the guy better when it was very visible this guy was coercive and overconfident cuey around him.

Along the way to the parking lot of FISIP which is quite a distance away, Brill did not release his hand on Rilly's fingers, the two just a few times glanced at each other and smiled at each other, so enjoy the beautiful feeling that encircled the soul.

"Brill, where's Rilly's bag... Rilly's the one who brought it..." Rilly grabbed the bag Brill was holding.

"Son, I brought it..." Brill draped the two bags over his shoulder and grabbed Rilly's hand again.

"Brill's so funny... Diliatin the tablets..."

"Look, I like it..." Brill smiled, yes now he can smile his heart otw want to do something immediately.

"Hehehe..." Rilly laughed softly.

In the car, Brill just turned on the engine so that the AC could be turned on.

“Where are we going this time Brill?” Rilly put up her seatbelt overcame all the flavors that began to grow again beautifully in the heart. Always this was the case and he could shake it off, but this time the sense of being present so quickly overpowered his entire bloodstream and entire brain contents because someone who caused it was sitting so close to him.

“We are not going anywhere Ril.. I want to protest..” Brill said in a sulking tone. Suddenly a sense of comfort ruled the entire room of his heart so there is no awkward facing Rilly there is only a sense of wanting to express the whole longing now.

“Because you forbid me to miss that time... whereas you also miss me right?”

“Ehh?” Rilly lost her vocabulary to Brill like this.

“Kangen it really torments Rill... Don't deny me anymore huh? A year more I hold this.. Good thing I saw your post.” Relieved to be able to say what is in the heart.

“What posts?” Rilly thumped, unable to look at Brill right now, that look of an eye implied something.

“It…. This is my name, right?” Brill showed Rilly's post.

Rilly was puffed up, embarrassed that Brill saw that and could tell that about him. Though he several times assured that no one will know what writing is just a row of numbers right, it is the person who immediately realized it.

“Ehh... that.. why does it mean what does it have to do eh why did Brill say Rilly.... Rilly kangen?” The chaotic sentence was uttered by Rilly and ended in such a low voice.

“It...” Brill show existing photos caption ‘kangen’.

“This is where the memories of the two of us, Rilly, I'm sure this post is about us, about me. so don't refuse again yes if I say kangen… I can't get your name out of my heart, out of my mind, so. I want us to go back to what we used to be, even more than we used to… I want us to be a couple.. want ya?”

Brill said what he had to say, born just like that because of the strong impulse of a loving heart. Brill takes Rilly's hand. While Rilly could hardly believe it, Brill did not have any pleasantries when he met directly without gas.

So all this time Brill likes him, not just his treatment to friends? This makes Rilly like dancing on a cloud, his feelings soar to it. Rilly just stared at Brill, and the heart that had been overrun by the beauty made happy began to flow full to all parts of his heart.

“Rilly... accept me yes? Don't don't..”

Brill's words made Rilly laugh…

“Brill maksa Rilly dong.

“Iya... do not want to be rejected.. would you?”.

Brill's deep gaze, meeting Rilly's same wish, made Rilly's head nod. Brill laughed when he saw the nod. ahh plongggg.

“Why hasn't Ril been around? We have loved each other for a long time.”.

“Brill dong is wrong.. why not shoot Rilly from the first.” Rilly replied with an increasingly beautiful smile.

A hug Brill finally dared to do, he finally met the girl who belonged to him. Didn't actually from the beginning meet them already connected…

"I love you Rilly, you love your heart from the very beginning..."

Brill said wholeheartedly, he realized now from the very beginning his feelings for Rilly were not ordinary feelings, it was love at first sight.

Hearing Brill's statement makes Rilly's heart want to explode, this he never expected would happen in his life, the guy who sat next to him when High School used to be in the back row, he said, who never looked at him once. Emotions make Rilly cry, happy tears dripping down the cheeks.

Brill stretch a hug...

"Hey... You cry? Why?" Brill wiped the tears on Rilly's face.

"No papa... Rilly's too happy. That's why." Rilly looked at Brill, they were so close now, this hepi feeling was beyond description. Rilly's two hands also touched Brill's arm. Brill smiled while his hand was still rubbing Rilly's cheek, ahh...

"Can you kiss me?" Brill immediately went on, moving so quickly to the next level.

"Why is it still?" Rilly answered softly, embarrassed in fact but he also wanted Brill.

Two fused hearts are unbearable to do more and more to their partners. Ayooo Brill....

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System durability again has been a few hours, yes drowsiness do not re-read the contents of the story. New morning tickle blm release, edit again, do not know rising brp hours today. Although it repeatedly happens, sometimes the preoccupation likes to forget rambu2 especially if the pursuit sblm hours twelve mlm let the release be counted on that day. Bolak2 saw my story has come out yet.... Whywhyunrise? 🥴🙃

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