If You Love

52 Eps. Who's gonna be His?

College is just over, in Brill's car looking carefully at every student of FEKON who passed by. He was looking for Rilly among them, every time he parked here he would do this. Today Rilly posted a photo with the classroom setting, her dress in black. Then every long-haired girl with a black top will be noticed by Brill's eyes.

And for a long time did not see the face of Rilly, the figure he was looking for was walking closer, black shirt like in the photo with wide pants white, white, her hair had changed to black but remained beautifully stroked and waving as she walked. Rilly was alone. Brill unconsciously stared fixedly following Rilly's movements.

While passing in front of Brill's car, Rilly stopped and looked at his car. Brill wanted to get down, but something held him back, he wanted to know why Rilly stopped and looked at his car. For a few seconds Rilly did not move, his eyes were fixed towards the bottom, Brill had no idea what Rilly saw there.

Then Rilly quickly moved even as he ran away from the place. Brill goes down after Rilly, he wants to hear directly from Rilly if it's true that he already has a girlfriend, if it has to break up, Rilly must be his, with the intention that Brill increasingly speed up his steps. Brill follows the path Rilly used to take while searching for Rilly.

He still remembers that if he didn't come home with his friend, Rilly would walk to the boarding house. Brill is glued to his place when he sees someone picking up Rilly, a boy opens Rilly's car door and doesn't know what's being said that Rilly and the guy look very familiar. The man's hand stopped in Rilly's head, so that Rilly's head was protected when he entered the sedan.

The man's face was not very clear from his position, but what he saw was really piercing his heart. Sad to know that Rilly doesn't like it. Is it time to let go of Rilly's name from the heart?

Perhaps there will be a time when he meets someone with a similar interest among them and from the beginning to the end will be his. Who did the Creator send to be his?

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Brill's whim opened a friendship app, no goal, just time-consuming. He does not like to play games on his phone, since he often find out about Rilly he actively opened the application. This time just want to surf alone without the intention of finding out about Rilly again, he also never again parked his car in the FEKON area, trying to remove the shadow of Rilly from his brain.

Three friends are playing games, cooling the brain because it will soon enter for the next MK exam…

“What date's holiday, Tory?’ Pascal asked.

“Completed exam semesterslah..nanya kayak maba aja do not know info..” Tory replied without turning his eyes from his phone, he and Beno are playing an online game that is in trend.

“We go yuk, a holiday to where.“ Pascal tried to offer an idea and deliberately spoke in front of Brill with the intention of attracting the attention of the guy because usually he likes royal to his friends.

“To where? Outside the area dong...” Suddenly Beno stopped playing, interested in the idea of Pascal.

“Where to outside the area? Said the people now boarding the plane ribet..” Tory now who responded.

“Eh... to the next province just bring a car, there is a cottage on a small island in the middle of the sea, the name of the island of love... again hits the place, there are level brothers want to go there, together with you want?” said Pascal who really wants a vacation.

“Ask the boss... if the boss comes along anyway we are safe.” Beno chimed while moving his thumb and forefinger hinted about the cost of the holiday.

The boss in question did not listen, was observing Rilly's post that appeared on the homepage, not a photo of the girl, just a photo of a beachfront scenery with a word embedded.. ‘kangen’.

Bril complains in his heart, kangen aja spread in medsos.

As he shifted his screen with a short grunt he suddenly looked back at Rilly's post, it was a place he knew, the beach in the original village of Markus. At that place he and RIlly first enjoyed togetherness.

Who's he missing? Her boyfriend? Ahhe…

Brill let out a heavy sigh. Sick when the place that reminds a moment about the two of them is precisely Rilly kangen someone else. No other photo is just a photo that was listed on the post three days ago, it was Sunday means Rilly went home to Amurang and stopped by there.

“Boss...” Pascal calls Brill, making Brill turn his head while pressing the screen to exit that app. Brill only looked at Pascal's face while raising his forehead, an expression that implied he was ready to listen to the next sentence.

“Two days to finish the semester exam, we take a walk to the next province, rent a vacation cottage a few days,” explained Pascal.

Bril listened by frowning him.

“Tax me?” Brill was a bit slow to think, he was still getting carried away with Rilly's post.

“Iya boss..we take the car there , like exciting, ” Beno chimed.

Brill weigh a moment, then... “can... how many days? Set by Tor..”.

“We invite a girl friend yes.. like not cool if we doang..” Pascal conveyed what immediately crossed his brain when the boss agreed, his eyes looked at Brill asking for approval.

Brill just shrugged the sign of no care, there are girls on vacation together no effect on him.

“We take the three of them huh?” Beno pointed at the three girls who were going everywhere three, Holly, Faith and Joy who came out of the classroom.

“Holly will not want to be sure if there is the boss..” Tory talking but then immediately grimaced when looking at Brill sharp.

“Take him yes.. but don't tell me anything about me..” Brill responded with a smile.

His hand opened the app he had just closed, this time deliberately looking for Holly's account. He had sent a friend request, and he had not seen again until now whether it had been confirmed by Holly. Turns out, then Brill surfed on Holly's wall, saw some personal information about Holly, and there's a birthday date on it, it's this month and it's just a few days away… Brill smile.

“We leave on the 18th yes..” Suddenly Brill has a new energy to do something, it's because of Holly.

Brill is not yet good at sorting out his feelings, and when it comes to these two names Brill's heart can quickly change direction.

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“Udahlah Brill... move on dong, you must immediately get rid of the name Holly in your heart.. she is married now.” Tory touches Brill's shoulder, when she finds Brill's eyes looking at the chair Holly used to sit on empty.

They were sitting in the lecture hall waiting for the next MK, apparently Holly did not enter, according to information that Faith Holly was on her honeymoon. They all attended Holly's wedding a few days ago, even Brill with his pd agreed to be one of the bridesmaids as if Holly's marriage had no effect on her.

Tory is concerned with his best friend, all he has. The face is very beautiful with the posture is ideal, wealth can not be counted by the brain Tory, whether with Rilly, these two girls were equally unachievable. He seemed unable to connect his life with the pairing line.

Brill smiled bitterly not because his heart lost love. There was a reason he could not explain, but after finding out, it was not really because of Holly. On vacation, Holly's coming. Brill tries to get close but Holly resolutely refuses, even her last request to be Holly's boyfriend for a day is rejected outright by Holly. At that time, she just wanted to feel what having a boyfriend was like. It's ridiculous for that reason but from that day on she realizes that her feelings for Holly aren't as strong as her feelings for Rilly.

The beginning of his love for Holly is because Rilly actually, he lost Rilly and met Holly and then he shifted his feelings to Holly. In fact from beginning to end Holly belonged to someone else. With Holly she just needs someone's acceptance of her love, so the more Holly refuses the more she wants to force her love

But really all the urge to get close to Holly comes from her impulse to have the love of a Rilly. While with Rilly she feels that it is her love, Rilly never rejects her presence, making her comfortable and forget that love needs status, while she never confirms her status with Rilly, he lost Rilly at last.

“Brill? Forget Holly,” Tory repeats its point more simply when it sees Brill daydreaming.

Brill smiled bitterly in response, his heart never really hurt because of the girl, so he always came and came again to be a bully for Holly. The most excruciating pain was every time he came into contact with Rilly.

“Brill? There must be someone who loves you, but has not met you only..it is not Holly” Tory is still trying to direct the heart of this good friend.

“Indeed not Holly.. she was just, I don't know.. I also don't know why I can insist on acting like a fool chasing after her.”.

“Hah? Then who?” Tory was at least surprised to hear Brill's statement that was as opposed to what he showed.

“That's Rilly..” Brill replied wistfully.

He is not a guy who gets love easily.

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Hii... Two more eps today....

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