If You Love

Eps. 44. The friend who Nekad Sajakah?

Brill was agitated and confused to look at his phone. His chat and call to Rilly went unanswered by the girl. Unusual this happens, after they meet each other again Rilly always responds well to the call or message.

But not this time. Brill languished alone, even though there was an intention to invite RIlly to come home, especially today there is an oma Susan coming, and Ima Susan and Aunt Rina cook a lot of food because there are mami and papi also come in this house. Although still rigid but Brill's relationship with his parents improved because Brill has been more mature and better understand the position and status of his parents.

“Udah eat Brill?”

Mami Inggrid greeted her only child sitting at the dinner table, looking forward to her chat being answered by Rilly.

“Udah.” Brill answered short.

A kiss landed on the top of her head, then the mother left two pats and a slight sweep on her shoulder. Brill glanced at her mom for a moment and refocused on the green app on her phone. Brill is not always cynical now, only that attitude can suddenly appear because it has become a basic character when faced with his mami-papi, difficult to change.

When Brill meets Rilly then Holly, being open to seeing others, something rises up inside her, something tempestuous and needs to be expressed, care and concern for the presence and need of others in life. And this had an effect on the way he saw his parents.

“Why did you wake up, baby... can you? No more dizziness?” The papi also came to the dining room area and immediately came near his wife.

“Can... but still a little dizzy.” Mami replied and after that sip some water.

“Rina... I request warm water.” My mom said slowly.

Brill raised his head, the voice of the mami was unusual, the firm voice of an authoritative tough woman was like she was missing now. Brill noticed that the mother just took a sip of warm water that Aunt Rina put and looked at the food on the table without enthusiasm.

“Mam... why? Mommy sick?” Brill asked and began to look at her mother's face.

“Pale mom, mommy don't go to the doctor?” Brill asked again.

“Already.... last night the doctor has come here..” Now the papi who gave the answer.

And a mother is moved, her son cares about her. His condition these few days that did not well affect also his emotions, mami Inggrid then cried, tears rolling on his two cheeks. Brill saw that.

“Mam?” Brill still called out the name of the mother while staring at her mother and papa alternately and confused as soon as the papa smiled.

“Mami is okay, Brill.. but you should care more about your mom.” Papi answers Brill while rubbing the mother's back.

“Do not confuse me, my mother is not healthy papi even smiles. Weird..”

“Your mom is sick, but that's because mommy got a gift from God.

“Papi makes me even more confused. Take it to the hospital Pap...” Brill replied to his papa in a huff, carried away his emotions because there was no answer he was waiting for on his phone.

Brill stepped lazily leaving his papi and mama. His parents didn't keep him there, they were quite satisfied now Brill wanted to be more open with them, although still a little but Brill had begun to interact, began to ask questions, began to care. In the past he would only react to them when he wanted to protest or because he was making a drama in front of others.

Brill took the car keys.

“You to where Brill is..” The mother saw Brill's movement.

“Mau to home temen.. go first.”

“Eh there is oma loh, special come for you... when you go?” Mommy reminded Brill.

“Iya, mom... just a moment.

Brill moves away, one destination to Rilly's boarding house, he has to know what's going on so Rilly refuses to communicate with him, because it feels like there's no reason, Rilly's situation is different from what it was. According to Rilly, she's not being restrained by her foster family about her friendship.

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In a different situation, Rilly was passive with Brill. He could not shake the disappointment because what had grown beautifully in his heart was only his own, even feeling sad because it turned out that Brill's feelings were not the same. He is too quick to interpret all of Brill's attention and his close-knit demeanor is often possessive of her.

Rilly then recalls a sweet little girl whom he often observes before Brill comes to her. Bril's attitude towards the girl looks the same as Brill's attitude towards her. Based on that, Rilly concluded that it was like that Brill treated his girl friend.

It's Saturday, Rilly is in Tomohon at Aunt Irma's house because it's common to come back here on holidays. Oma Betsy lived in this house, and oma made Rilly go home every week.

Rilly just finished making hot tea oma. The cold afternoon air here makes this body want a warm one. Rilly serves tea at a round table close to Betsy's oma. Oma was knitting, an oma activity that had been stopped long due to her deteriorating health. Now oma did it again because her body was healthy now, only her ability to walk was still constrained.

“Hp Rilly sounds straight from earlier.” Oma lifts her face off from her knitting when Rilly arrives.

“Oh... deliberately Rilly did not lift oma, not papa... friend Rilly again a fad, free Rilly answered him.”.

“Maybe there is a need for Rilly, pity he calls directly from earlier.” Oma still urges Rilly.

“Important oma, later meet on campus aja..” Rilly insisted not want to answer.

He did not turn off the phone, it was not necessary because there were still other people who needed to communicate with him, he just ignored Brill alone.

Finally, Rilly's phone doesn't ring anymore and Rilly is not relieved but instead becomes upset, inwardly wondering, what is Brill's reaction…

But there is another voice that appears, a voice that comes from the part of the heart that is disappointed.let's just say, toch Brill is not a figure that should be treated more special, their relationship is just a regular friendship, without an intense conversation, it would not be a problem for them…

And there was another voice coming over too.

In the middle of a heartfight because Brill, the father of one of the assistants in the house, entered the middle room.

The father saluted and said.. “Excuse me, someone is looking for non Rilly, still outside, we have not allowed in.”

“Who sir?” Rilly started to worry, who would be determined to find him all the way here? Only someone would do that.

“Says friends non Rilly..”.

“Cowok?”

“Iya... Still held in front post, what is allowed to enter?”

Rilly started to be sure who that person was, definitely Brill because if college friends would have given him info. Rilly doesn't understand what Brill's heart is like. Is Brill this determined to just meet a friend, is there no other feeling for him? Rilly nelangsa's.

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Hi, it was written quickly spy can hunt for updates, but instead restrained the system. I edited it, hopefully it will come out today.

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