Heaven Under Husband's Foot

All For Arkana

Jingga has arrived at the Grand ballroom of Kartini hall for the seminar she will be attending with Arkana today, but the orange arrived first at the place because Arkana suddenly got an emergency call at the hospital.

The woman waits in the lobby checking her cell phone occasionally, she still has not received an answer from Arkana again. But he knew that Arkana was only going to check on his patients, and it probably wouldn't take long.

“ Orange.” Call someone who makes him look quickly.

“ Cross.”

“ You came alone? Where's your husband?”

“ She's still in the hospital, but she's definitely coming kok.”

“ Good, I prepared this seminar for your husband. So she has to attend, and I hope she can follow this show well.”

Gilang also had to go inside immediately after meeting with Jingga, after which Jingga again contacted Arkana to ascertain whether she would really come or not.

The call of Orange was not answered at all by Arkana, this further made him worry that the man could not attend. The show will soon start, the sound of an MC call from inside is heard testing the sound system before the show is really started.

A man ran towards the Orange with a breath of breath, a sweet smile was seen on his face at this moment. Moreover, when the man was already standing before him, seeing Arkana who finally came to keep the promise of making Orange very happy.

“ Streets stuck, so it's a bit late.” Lirih.

“ Not too late, the show just want to start.” Reply Orange.

**

Banners with the INSER CHILD NATIONAL SEMINAR: NEGLECTED LITTLE FIGURE plastered very clearly up there, Orange and Arkana just sat in the second row seat with a relaxed.

With Arkana's gaze fixed on the banner above, Orange noticed it and began to think that Arkana might realize something that this theme was about her.

The event also began with a welcome from several spokesmen including Gilang who is the main spokesperson at this event. During the opening both Arkana and Orange were seen watching it closely, and after a while the core of the event was discussed.

“ What is Inner child? So, the inner child is the little one within us that relates to our childhood experiences all of us.” Gilang opened the first plunder that made the orange immediately glanced at Arkana.

Gilang just mentioned why the Inner child in a person can affect one's life after growing up, and when discussing it, Arkana looks to pay attention to it with a sad expression with all the thoughts in his head.

“ Everyone has an inner child in each of them, inner child can be happy if your childhood inner child is happy, he can be sad if your childhood is also sad.” Continue Gilang later.

Gilang then gave an example of how the inner child so affects a person as an adult, he explained in one case someone who always asked for attention to his lover and had to get news from him.

From that case the figure who always wants to be noticed will feel panic, sadness, and worry overwhelming. And Gilang explained again that this case can occur due to lack of attention and affection of a mother, so that the little inner child thirsts for affection.

After Gilang finished presenting the material that day, a question and answer session was conducted by the moderator of the event. Some attendees were invited to throw questions that would later be answered by Gilang himself.

“ Introduce, my name is Ferdi. I want to tell you a little bit about my problem, Doc. Since my childhood I did not get more attention from my parents, they always demanded me to do what they asked. And now that I've had the impact of it all, I feel always lonely, insecure, and emotionally overloaded. After hearing the doctor's explanation just now, I wonder who exactly should be treated first? Am I as a child who is a victim, or both of my parents who are the perpetrators so I experience this inner child problem? how do you think doc.?”

“ Good, I will try to answer. In this case the parents can participate in the recovery process, of course it will be very better. But not all so, whether parents come or not are we not responsible for recovering ourselves?”

“ But they are wrong dok, why should I be the pathin therapy.?”

“ The concept of inner child is not to turn on parents for what is happening in our lives today, playing wrong will not make us better. So here we are more responsible for ourselves, even though we are not the cause of the problem inner child.”

“ So I have to how do doc.?”

“ As for the thing that can handle the injured inner child is to remember and look back at the problems that were experienced as a child, then try to understand our small figure, and then try to understand our little figure, then do meditation as often as possible to make our souls feel calmer, and lastly seek the help of a psychologist to help you heal your wounded inner child.”

Now is the time to listen to audiotherapy before the event ends, all attendees are asked to bow their faces and close their eyes.

Listening to audiotherapy is one method of therapy that uses music as the main medium, music therapy aims to help calm the mind related to mental stability.

Arkana followed all the words directed by Gilang, she listened to the music playing quietly. One by one his past memories appeared in his head, this made Arkan start to get carried away.

FLASHBACKS

Arkana recalled one incident that made her unable to forget until now, back then she was twelve years old from just returning home from school.

“ How is the test result.?” Widya's mom asked when Arkana had just walked into the house.

Arkana took out a few pieces of paper from her bag, three sheets of paper from yesterday's test results that were just given today. Of the three test papers only one made mama Widya glance at Arkana with a frightening gaze.

“ Almost perfect value yes.” Widya said after she saw the results of the Arkana math exam.

“ I got 98 in class, teacher said I got the highest grade in ma. So I can play ma.” Arkana was satisfied with the result.

“ Why less 2 grades? “ Ask mom Widya.

“ I'm sorry ma.” Speak Arkana with a bowed gaze down.

Mama Widya touched Arkana's head with a strong enough clap, then she likened her height to Arkana and said.

“ It does not answer the question mama.”

“ Mom asks, why is it less than 2? Answer.”

Arkana did not answer out of fear, it made Widya's mother immediately pull Arkana's hair walking inside. Arkana yelled apologetically at Widya's mom with a broken cry, but it didn't make Widya's mom feel sorry for her.

Arkana was thrown into the bathroom, then mom Widya flushed Arkana's body with cold water to make it soaked. After that he left Arkana in the bathroom, the door was locked until night and he did not care for Arkana who begged to correct his mistake.