Heaven Under Husband's Foot

Heavy Dilemma

Orange felt there was something odd about all this, he tried to use the phone Bima gave him to contact Diana or Qania. But unfortunately the phone can not be used other than Arkana number.

Today Bima is out and Jingga is trying to browse the apartment they occupied for the last few years, Jingga realizes that she is on the top floor and maybe around the twenties.

The view of the apartment on display was very beautiful, Orange could see a beach not far from the apartment. The nuances of the apartment that is dominated by European style remind Orange of someone who is none other than Nawa.

“ Why mas Bima keeps reminding me with Nawa anyway.” Muttering Orange with a raucous voice.

The orange step stopped right in front of a door of Bima's room, in the apartment there are indeed two bedrooms that are opposite each other and the room was used by Bima so far.

“ Sorry if I sassy mas.” The orange opened the door knob and immediately stepped inside.

Orange entered the room and was shocked after seeing so many photos of him on display almost filled the walls of the room. Orange got closer and saw there were some photos during High School, and in the photo it was clearly seen that it was him and Nawa.

“ What's the mascudine? Why does Bima have all these photos? He said he wasn't Nawa, but why is this all here.?” Orange is increasingly surprised to see some photos and other memories when he and Nawa are still dating.

“ What other secrets is he hiding? I don't understand at all.” Grumpy Orange while closing his eyes tightly.

“ What are you doing here.?” That voice had just made Orange turn his head quickly.

Bima had not yet re-evaluated, Jingga had asked Bima for an explanation about all the photos. Now it is quite clear that Bima is Nawa, but Jingga is still inexhaustible due to his death and his appearance as Bima instead of Nawa.

“ You're Nawa right? Answer me, you're Nawa right.?” Ask Orange while pulling Bima's collar and shaking her with all her might.

“ Let me explain first, you are calm, do not emotions like this.” Reply Bima in a slow tone.

Orange felt his body begin to weaken, until in the end Bima immediately helped him to sit first. Bima who had been caught red-handed that she was Nawa was no longer any reason for her to continue lying.

“ I'll be honest with you now.” Reveal it by looking at the sincere face of Orange.

“ The day I wanted to see you, it was true that I had an accident. But the one who died was not me, and at that time I deliberately let my death remain in the know of everyone including you. “

“ Why? wasn't that the time you wanted to marry me? But why are you doing all this?”

“ I have my own reasons, sorry that at this time I have not been able to mention my reasons. “

“ Then as long as you go, where are you? Why don't you know that I'm in a match with someone who is none other than your own sister.?”

“ About that I do not know at all, since I had an accident I was brought to Bandung by someone. During my time in Bandung, I only focused on my treatment and did not find out about you.”

“ You are really selfish know not?”

The powerless orange held back his tears again, he did not know to be happy or sad to know that Bima was Nawa. Everything that had happened to him was so painful that he could not blame Nawa for it, and now time had changed everything and Nawa's presence now seemed as meaningless as it once was.

“ And about this hp? you must have deliberately made me only be able to contact Arka mas right? This HP is completely useless, you deliberately did it right so that I do not go from you.?” Ask Jingga while showing her the phone Bima gave her.

“ I'm sorry about that, you're right. I just don't want you to go back to Jakarta first.” Balas Bima looked down guilty.

“ I still do not think with you, I want to go back to Jakarta now.” The orange moved out of its place and was about to leave.

But quickly Bima held him back and hugged the woman from behind, she apologized for her actions all this time and pleaded for Orange not to leave her again.

“ Now that I'm married and have children, we can't get rich again.” Speak Orange with sobs.

“ You have never said no love with me, now try you say. Say that you have not loved the figure of Nawa again.” Bima twisted the orange body in order to be able to look at each other.

Orange was speechless before Bima now, maybe he already knew that the man before him was Nawa, but he still considered the man before him to be Bima.

“ Look at me as Nawa, not Bima. If indeed you have not loved me again, I will definitely give up for you.” Said Bima firmly.

Orange could only cry while shaking her head, she could not answer that she did not love the man before her but she also could not say that she was still in love.

Bima then grabbed the body of Orange into his arms, looking at the Orange that did not refuse to make Bima confident that Orange still has feelings for him.

**

Orange refused to meet with Orange for a while, he just locked himself in the room all day. And Bima will only bring food and medicine for Orange, after his business is done he just came out.

For approximately five days Orange inhabited Bima, until at last he came out and met Bima with emotions that were quite calm than before.

Orange hugged Bima and cried so much, he said that he still had not forgotten his feelings for Nawa. Hearing that certainly makes Bima feel happy, he hugged Orange back as if he would never let go again.

“ You promise to live with me from now on.?” Ask Bima on the Orange.

“ I want, but if Arka mas really will marry again. I just need to know all the truth of it.” Reply Orange later.

“ Do you want me to talk to Arkana about this? or do you want me to bring him here to see you.?” Bima Tawar.

“ I just want to talk to him over the phone, please you give me the original number Arka.” Pinta Orange later.