Heaven Under Husband's Foot

Something That Is Called Love

Arkana had just entered the room after she had finished receiving a call from the hospital, she saw the orange who was lying in bed and then ascertained whether his wife was asleep or not.

" You must be tired." Arkana murmured while peeping the head of the Orange and letting it sleep.

From the day that Orange asked Arkana to tell the past of her directly, it seemed that their relationship was like there was a huge wall that was restricting them.

Arkana dropped her body on the bed while bowing her face, she did not know what to say to Orange. To be honest, he just didn't want to tell his past to the orange because he didn't want anyone else to know what he was like.

Even Qania did not know everything about Arkana, so what the Orange knew was only a small part of the Arkana's past that he knew.

Meanwhile the real sleepless orange looks just opened his eyes, when in the car when he returned home accidentally Orange found a lipstick that is definitely not his.

Orange felt that the lipstick belonged to Tsania saw the girl's post showing her in the car, and perhaps before Arkana came to pick her up, they had already left with her.

“ Mas.?” Call the Orange that makes Arkana immediately look quickly.

At that time, Orange who wanted to ask about Tsania was suddenly surprised to see the expression of Arkana who was like a sad person.

“ You why? “ Tanya Orange while waking up from her sleep.

“ Nothing, you why wake up.?” Arkana went to the side of the orange and grabbed the beautiful face of his wife.

“ Sleep again, I put you to sleep.” Continue soft Arkana.

“ You also sleep.” Sahut Orange glanced at Arkana's face and realized something was being hidden by Arkana.

“ I'm sorry ya.” Arkana's murmur suddenly made Orange confused.

“ You are sorry for what else mas.?”

“ I can't tell you about my past, I don't know why I'm so hard to tell everything to you. I'm really sorry.”

“ Nothing, don't think too much. I don't care if you are not ready to tell everything, what is important is that you are okay at the moment and can continue to be happy, that is enough.”

Arkana felt so happy that it felt almost exploding, she grabbed the Orange into her arms and let it happen for a few minutes.

“ Tomorrow my therapy schedule with Gilang, you want to come.?”

“ Want mas, I want to come.”

**

After going through therapy last week, Arkana finally came back to Gilang place to start his therapy. This time he was not alone because there was an orange who accompanied him, the existence of Orange seemed to give spirit to Arkana continues to struggle to heal wounds in his inner child.

“ We have not met for a long time yes Jingga, it seems that soon I will be om for the little one.” Excitement Gilang make Orange smile knot.

Then the hypnotherapy process was immediately started, Arkana was sitting on a chair of therapy while Gilang was giving suggestions to him to be able to enter his subconscious.

Orang-ga first saw the process of hypnotherapy inner child with his eyes directly, Arkana looks to follow all Gilang's directions well and looks Gilang was serious at this time.

Gilang had managed to make Arkana fall into his subconscious, and now they were just waiting for time until Arkana managed to find a child on him.

“ Normally Arc mas will react what after this Lang.?” Ask Orange curiously.

“ Miscellaneous, the first time he started hypnotherapy he looked scared and crying. And after that he looks starting to calm down, and I don't know what will happen to hypnotherapy this time.” Answer Gilang.

Arkana's reaction during hypnotherapy was noticeable, this time Arkana did not show excessive emotional and that means she can overcome her childhood emotions in there.

“ Listen to me, if you see that figure. Hug him and tell him like this.”

“ I'm sorry for all the pain you've received so far. Sorry for the trauma that hurt the entire memory space, sorry for the times you felt insecure and let you feel lonely.”

“ I'm sorry for what you've been listening to from people who don't love you, sorry to make you feel unloved or even make you unwanted.”

“ I know the wound is very deep but right now you are not alone, I am here with you and we have passed the wound together. You deserve to be happy, I can't change the past but I love you. Whatever happens in the future, I won't let you be sad anymore. “

“ We are adults now, already can protect the dri itself. No need to fear anymore, we are safe now. Come with me in the present and don't let the past keep us imprisoned.”

Arkana released herself from the embrace and looked at the face of the little boy before her, showing emotions she had never seen before.

“ Hold my hand, we go from the past and together in the future. “

**

Orang seeing Arkana smiling at this time, he then asked Gilang about what Arkana was experiencing right now. Then Gilang explained that Arkana had successfully completed his childhood wounds and would soon regain consciousness.

“ Can he recover now.?” Ask Orange curiously.

“ Inner child can be cured if the one who feels can accept everything that has happened, after this she can control her emotions and the more she can understand about her then your husband will definitely recover from his past trauma.” Clearly Gilang later.

“ Lang, thank you very much for everything. I'm glad you can help Arka's mas recover, I don't know what else to say the point is I thank you very much you Lang.”

“ Glad to be able to help you, and also seeing that you finally decided to continue together makes me happy. Hopefully in the future you can become a happier family again.”

**

After returning from Gilang, they chose to sit together on a beach they had visited before. As usual, both will watch how the sun sets and show a beautiful orange light above the sky.

“ How do you feel? I saw from earlier you were more silent.” Tegur Orange.

“ I was just thinking, why didn't I try to do therapy like that? maybe I was healed and I never hurt you in the first place.” Said Arkana while bowing her head.

“ All there is a timeline, even if you do it at the beginning maybe the two of us will never be together.”

Arkana lifted her face and glanced at the orange who was busy sipping her drink, right what the Orange had just said. If he had finished his past in the beginning, perhaps the marriage would never have happened.

“ I feel happy now because it turns out I can recover because there is a figure that means so much to me. I will never regret everything if now I know there is you who means so much.”

“ You so often fight yes now.”

“ Who's the dreadlocks? I'm serious if I feel lucky to have you by my side.”

Then Arkana glanced at the belly of the Orange while rubbing it gently, Arkana smiled as she said.

“ Son, if later you are born papa will ensure your life will be happier than your life first. You will be a child who will never lack the love and affection of papa and mama.”

Orange who heard it felt moved to shed tears, realized Orange had just cried and made Arkana immediately calm him.

“ Don't cry, I hurt if you see you cry.”

“ I cry happily mas.”

Arkana replied with a happy smile, then she grabbed the Orange into her arms. Orange returned the hug by feeling the warmth Arkana always gave her every time she got the hug.