Heaven Under Husband's Foot

All For Him

The man waited until his working hours were running out, two nurses on duty today accompanied him even though they had been waiting since then without any certainty.

“ So how do doc? Do we still have to wait for him to come.?” Tanya Jenifer is a nurse at Gilang's place of work.

“ You two go home first, let me close this place later.” Answer Gilang.

“ But doc, we don't feel good if we have to go home first.” Jenifer again.

“ Nothing, I still want to wait for the last patient to come today. You can go home first.” Reply Cross again.

“ Yes already then we pamit dok.” Jenifer and Vina left after being sent by Gilang.

Now there is only one remaining Gilang, outside there is still a security guard. Gilang himself is still waiting for Arkana to come to start his therapy, but until now the man has not shown his nose at all.

Gilang has tried to contact him but is not active, in the chat with polite words has also been but there has been no reply until now. Though this was the first day Arkana would begin his therapy, and now Gilang doubted that the man would come to his place at this hour.

The time has shown ten o'clock at night and Arkana is still not coming, Gilang thought to close the practice and immediately go home. Just as he was about to go inside picking up his things, suddenly an Arkana figure appeared with a gasp of breath.

“ Sorry, I had an impromptu operation and had to get stuck in traffic on the road.” Arkana said trying to regulate her breathing properly.

“ It’s okay, maybe take a five-minute break until you can breathe well then after that we start the therapy.”

“ Okay,” Arkana dropped her body on one of the chairs and still set her breath slowly.

After five minutes passed and Arkana had started to feel better, she was invited by Gilang into her room. There Arkana was told to sit in a special chair of patients undergoing therapy, then Gilang sat in front of him and prepared to start.

“ How is today doc? There is something stuck in the heart and kept thinking until now.?”

Arkana was silent, she did not know what to say to Gilang. Seeing Arkana who seemed to have difficulty answering made Gilang change his question.

“ Well, may I know the biggest reason you came to this place? yesterday I looked at the results of her questionnaire, and I was able to see how the problems you might have experienced in the past so affected your current life. So may I know what the biggest reason is.?” Ask again.

“ Until now I thought only Orange, nothing else. I just wanted to fix everything, but I realized that my condition now might still be able to hurt him. That's why I came to see you, I want to heal so I can be with him back.” Answer Arkana with a straight look down.

Gilang smiled at him, he remembered a psychologist once said that love can heal a person. Friends, lovers, and family can be great and wonderful healers, and the orange figure is one that can make Arkana heal little by little.

“ The results of yesterday's questionnaire provide enough answers to guess what kind of problems you are experiencing, the divorce of both parents is the initial trigger of everything. And it grew after you got unfair treatment from your own mama, always ignored, blamed, demanded to do everything perfectly. And finally after you grow up, you are always covered by a lack of confidence, easy emotions, can not make good decisions, and excessive worry.”

“ Parents used to be children too, who may have experienced trauma from their parents. Not understanding how to understand and process his suffering, unconsciously spilling it all on his children. “

“ You may feel very emotional for your parents, but blaming what they have done is not the solution. The right way to remove that chain of suffering is to make peace with yourself, restore the relationship with the child who is in us.”

“ Relax, everything is done slowly. Don't be afraid, I'm here to help Arka's sister meet her old sister. We started hypnotherapy yes.” Gilang said that made Arkana aware and could hear him clearly again.

**

Slowly but surely Arkana opened her eyes, she found herself lying on the bed. He heard the sound of someone crying which turned out to be a ten-year-old boy right next to him.

The boy was ten-year-old Arkana, and the adult Arkana was watching him with a glare. There was a sick feeling in Arkana's adult heart at the sight of her little self crying, and Arkana remembered that time when it was the first day her parents separated.

“ You've met yourself.?”

Arkana was shocked when she heard the voice, she saw no one but her present self and her former self. Then Arkana remembered that she and Gilang had just finished hypnotherapy, it meant that she had already fallen into her subconscious and had successfully met the child within her.

**

The ringing of an orange phone just made him move quickly to see who was calling at curfew like this, he was still awake for some reason. And after seeing the name Gilang listed there, Orange immediately answered him.

“ What's up Lang? arka mas so check today.?”

“ Do you want to see the video? I purposely recorded it when she started hypnotherapy today, I was sad to see it. Of all the patients I have faced, only he who managed to make me sad.”

“ Mas Arka Why Lang? what's the result.?”

“ We can not yet say this is successful, the recovery process like this is very long. Not only is she experiencing severe inner child, but depression that is already at a dangerous level.”

“ It's been very dangerous on a psychiatric level that I've seen, but with confidence to heal, I dare say that everything will go well. You know not the reason he wants to heal because what.?”

“ Because what Lang.?”

“ He wants to fix everything for you, he wants to come back to you with him who is healed. His attitude so for me to remember the same Nawa, he also often does anything to be with you.”

“ Enough Lang, I don't want to hear anymore. You don't need to send the video, I just know that he came to see you today.”

“ You seriously don't want to see.?”

“ No Lang, yes first. I want a break.”

Orange had finished his conversation with Gilang, hearing Gilang's explanation just now was enough to make Orange think with Arkana.

“ Now he's home alone? she's fine.?”