Heaven Under Husband's Foot

Arkana Starts to Open

That night Arkana had just come out of the bathroom when she saw that Orange had just climbed into the bed, spoiled Arkana went up there and kissed the belly of Orange while stroking it with tenderness.

“ Though I hope our daughter is a girl, surely she will be a very beautiful woman like her mother.” Speak Arkana who continues to wipe the big belly of Orange.

“ Precisely I'd rather if the first one was a boy, so later if he had a sister he could take care and take good care of his sister.”

“ So you want to have a second child again.?” Arkana looked timid when she said that.

“ I mean later, if our first child is already big.”

“ I do not mind if you have to make another sister for our child later.”

“ I think I was wrong to say deh.” Benak Orange while patting his head slowly.

“ You know when this boy was made, I was unconscious. So later if his sister,”

“ Mas Arka is enough, I'm embarrassed to hear it.” The orange shuts Arkana's mouth quickly, causing the man to eventually stop talking.

“ Why be ashamed anyway, I am your husband.” Arana grabs the Orange into her arms so they can share the warmth of the night.

“ Instead of adding children, I just want my labor to go well later. I don't want this kid to be okay, and I don't want to leave you and him either.”

“ You are calm, I will consult your heart problems with several doctors in the hospital. Qania said that his condition is still fine until your gestational age is eight months, he said there is nothing to worry about.”

“ What if it turns out that one of us who can survive? “ Tanya Orange suddenly.

“ There is no one, you two will survive. I promise you, even in the operating room later I will accompany you so that you are not afraid.”

“ So this is how it feels to have a doctor husband, I never thought before that our relationship will end like this mas.” The orange grabs Arkana's hand and watches it closely, especially on their wedding rings embedded in their respective ring fingers.

“ Do you still want to hear stories about me? At that time you asked but I refused because I was not ready, but now I am ready to tell you everything.” Lontar Arkana then made Orange immediately look back.

“ I want mas.” Answer orange seriously.

Oranges and Arkanes change their positions to a more comfortable position, Arkana lies beside the Orange and lets the body of the Orange lie next to it.

“ Did you know that my mom and dad divorced when I was 10? I still don't know the exact cause of their divorce, but I do know that I'm not my mother's first husband's son. I'm sure that one of the reasons is because you're pregnant with another man and not papa, but I can't find out everything clearly.”

“ I am indeed mother Widya's biological child, that's why when they divorced I went with my mother. From the age of 10 I lived a stressful life, my mother kept blaming me and even tried to kill me every time she felt sad about her divorce from my father, the little me could not do anything at that time and I could only give up on what my mom did to me.”

“ After both parents of papa Hendra died and all the inheritance fell to papa Hendra, at that time mom asked for all the property of papa and fired everyone in the hospital. He replaced it with new people who didn't know who Widya's mom was, they also thought that mama and papa Hendra were married from the beginning and I was considered as his biological son who would inherit the hospital later.”

“ And I was forced to follow my mother's desire to become a doctor in order to inherit the inheritance, although from the beginning I never intended to become a doctor.”

“ In order to live up to my mother's expectations because of her past that has scarred her, I tried to be a good boy by continuing to learn and trying to be the best. But unfortunately it still can not make him satisfied, I was always blamed and unconsciously live in fear and self-confidence like this.”

“ The impact of all that finally makes me dare to do self harm, I continue to hurt my body without thinking long. And I thought my mom would be worried, but instead she thought I was crazy. And I tried to commit suicide, but finally you came to save me that time.”

Orange was surprised to hear it, he remembered the incident at the lake that time where he saved a man. It turns out that he had met Arkana even though at that time he only helped and took him to the hospital without checking again the state of Arkana.

“ So that's you mas.???”

“ Yes, and I already know that you saved me when we were in Madrid. But I deliberately did not want to say, and it turns out now is the time you know about it.”

“ This is really fate, I did not expect this could happen.”

“ Thank you for helping me at that time, it turns out my helper is my future wife in the future.” Arkana's laughter makes the atmosphere a little more cheerful.

“ Then what happened after that.?” Tanya Orange was still curious about the continuation.

“ Once I tried a consultation with a psychiatrist, I tried to continue treatment for almost a year. But, everything did not change, I still felt depressed and seemed unable to recover and finally I decided to stop treatment.”

“ Qania being the only medicine I can rely on the most, she understands my situation. But unfortunately she's not like you, she might care about my condition but she's also the one who forced me to listen to my mama. Though it was because of mama that I could be as depressed as it was, but I still loved her back then and thought that only she could make me feel more alive.”

“ All I went through with the hope that my mother would still consider me as her best son, until I was finally in a match with you. Accepting that matchmaking made me think I could get away from my mom, at least we don't live in the same house anymore.”

“ After being separated from my mother and living in the same house as you, I thought my life could be free but it was not. Mama again forced me to give you a grandchild, I who still did not have any feelings for you at that time thought nothing would change even though there was a grandson who was born later.”

“ Every time I make a mistake mama will call me and hire someone to hit me, she never hurt my face for not wanting people to assume the bad. That's why every time I hurt you, it's actually a form of my emotions that I can't control very well. I'm really sorry.., I was wrong to think of you as the object of my frustration every mama hurt me.”

Arkana cried because she could not bear to remember how she had hurt Orange, seeing it made Orange feel touched and immediately embraced Arkana gently.

“ You can cry if with it can make you feel better mas.”

“ Sorry yes, I know sorry I can't treat the wound in your heart. I promise I will never do that, I want to keep and protect you from anything.”

“ Yes, I believe in you. And I'm sorry for all the mistakes you've made, so don't ever think that I hold a grudge against you.”