Heaven Under Husband's Foot

Self Introspect

It has been a week since Arkana came to Widya's mother's house and persuaded her to return home, but to this day she has not managed to meet her. Orange always shut herself in the room when she knew Arkana was coming at that hour.

And just like yesterday, Arkana came up with all the nonsense that Orange thought was meaningless. She doesn't care even if Arkana tries to hurt her like last time, a door-clamp case, or a hunger strike doesn't make Jingga intend to meet her.

Today it sounded quite silent, Jingga thought that Arkana might have given up on coaxing her out. But suddenly he heard the voice of Widya's mother out there, out of curiosity even Orange tried to open the door and peek at what was happening outside.

Jingga could see how Widya's mother was dealing with Arkana, she could not hear what they were discussing from such a distance. The orange thought to ignore him, but he could not and ended up going out to meet them.

“ Ma, let me talk to Arka for a minute.” The orange that just appeared.

“ You sure you want to talk to him.?” Mama Widya glanced at the straight orange.

“ Yes ma, there is something I want to discuss with him.” Reply Orange later.

After that they were both invited to talk together, both chose to talk in the room Orange. In the end, Jingga must meet Arkana, either because she does not want anything bad to happen because Arkana and Widya's mother meet today.

“ I told you, we don't need to stay one more house. So why do you keep coming here? “ Saying Orange standing back to Arkana.

“ Don't you want to be a good wife? living in mom's house like this, and letting me stay alone instead of being very cruel.” Arkana Sahut.

" I'm cruel mas? you don't realize the cruelest is you, not me." Reply Orange emotions.

Arkana was silent only when Orange uttered such words.

“ Want you what the hell mas? Your attitude is strange know no, there or no I in the house will not change anything. You can be free now, you want to invite other women to the house is up to you. I don't want you to be sick anymore, so stop coming to this house and talk me home.” Pinta Orange.

“ You don't pity me.?” Ask Arkana.

“ Me? Pity you? Now I ask, do you feel sorry for me? For everything you did to me, there was not your guilty feeling about that.?” Ketus Orange.

“ This is not what I want mas, why do you not have any sense of understanding at all? Even you haven't apologized to me yet, now that's in your brain only I can go back home, that's it.” Benak Orange clenched both his hands firmly.

“ Everything is clear, nothing needs to be discussed again. Let's just say it's all preparation before we part, both me and you better keep your distance. “ Orange then pulls Arkana's hand out of that room.

“ Goodbye mas.” Speak orange before finally closing the door.

**

“ Doc, the patient in the room while his condition has improved. Will we be there to check it out?” Nisa asked Arkana.

“ Doc? “ Nisa again called Arkana because she did not flinch when she spoke.

Tsania, Wulan, and Gabriel also took a glance at Arkana who had been daydreaming about something since yesterday Arkana was acting strangely and unfocused on anything.

“ Doctor, don't daydream.” Sahut Tsania with a high enough tone that managed to make Arkana aware of the daydream.

“ We are discussing patients in jasmine rooms, since the doctor seemed to have a lot of thoughts. If you are not healthy can go home rest really, today there is no patient check up schedule as well.” Nisa Sahut.

“ Oh no, I'm fine. I want to go to the pantry first, you same they can go directly to the jasmine room to check the state of the patient.” Arkana's word to Nisa.

“ Well doc.” Answer Nisa lirih.

“ His attitude is exactly the same when he broke up from doctor Qania, is he having the same problem as his wife now.?” Benak Nisa is curious.

**

That day Arkana had no intention of going home even though her work was done, she thought coming home would only make her more frustrated. How pitiful he was now, no friend could listen to his grievances. No one invites him to have fun as often done by Orange.

Arkana only realized that the existence of Orange is so meaningful for him, but considering what he has done to Orange so far certainly can not be forgiven just like that.

In three months time he and Orange will be separated, the agreement he made himself seems to be enough to make him regret. But he also could not move forward to fix everything, he was confused by what his feelings towards Orange were like.

Tok.dok….

Arkana turned her head towards the door of her room, she had no idea who was coming at this hour. Then he let her in, and it turned out that Nisa had brought a cup of coffee for Arkana.

“ Make doctor.” Nisa said thrusting the coffee glass.

“ But I'm not in the mood to drink coffee.” Reply Arkana.

“ This coffee milk doc, doctor's favorite.” Nisa again.

And Arkana accepted it even though she was not in the mood, Arkana's facial expression was still the same as before. Nisa, who has worked for four years with Arkana, feels she knows him well.

“ Again there is a problem doc, sorry if I was presumptuous. But I've seen the expression that the doctor is showing now, the expression of confusion, anxiety, and frustration after the doctor broke up with doctor Qania.”

“ You're the only one who knows what I have to do with Qania, and you also know that I got married because I had to. My wife no longer lives in the house. We'll split up after she gives birth.”

“ Why is that? Don't part doc.”

“ How else, this is our deal.”

“ Is it true that doctors do not love the same orange? She's a good woman, right? Why should we split, can we talk about it well.”

“ I don't know how I feel to her, but I admit she is indeed a very good woman.”

“ If the doctor has not been able to realize the feeling of the doctor is the same Orange, please think first. There's still three months for doctors to realize that feeling, and I'm sure that a woman's heart is easily broken if the doctor is more confident in admitting everything.”

“ But Orange does not have any feeling the same you.”

“ No way doc, you guys are in touch and will soon have children. It is impossible if there is no love in the heart of Orange even a little, now it is better to focus on realizing the feelings of the doctor first. If you are sure love and love, try to meet him and say everything honestly.” Nisa's saying gives confidence to Arkana.