Heaven Under Husband's Foot

Efforts to Remember You

Orange grabbed the phone that Arkana said was hers, when she touched the screen and showed a picture of a boy who was Keenan, she fell silent and stared at him for a long time.

If you look closely, between Keenan and Arkana like a betel on the two sides. The two are so similar to each other that it is impossible if Keenan is not a child of Arkana.

Even so, there is still doubt in Jingga that she has given birth to such a handsome child, and then she opens the phone and finds a photo gallery to check other photos and videos.

There are so many photos of Keenan from time to time, from infancy to the present. And not only that, there is a photo when he and Arkana are enjoying dinner together at a luxury restaurant, a, and other photos and videos that provide strong evidence that the previous life of Orange was indeed that happy.

“ It's weird, my mind is always in denial, but my heart says something else. What should I do now.?” Benak Jingga while tightly grasping his cellphone at this time.

**

Orange was able to get out of the hospital the next day, he received back to the house where he had lived all this time. But everything still feels so foreign, everything that happened in the last five years is still so new and not known at all.

When he arrived home he was hesitant to step inside, while inside the house already had Widya, Hendra, and Keenan waiting for their arrival.

“ You can go directly inside, this is your home too.” Arkana that keeps its distance from the orange.

Orange stepped into the house, he was greeted by a large photo on display in the living room. Photos of her and Arkana having their second pre-wedding, family photos, and photos with Keenan are also on display.

Orange looked at him with a glare, until the cry of Keenan who called him as mama again made Orange look. This time he greeted Keenan well, he touched Keenan's head gently while smiling towards the boy.

“ Mama's home, I'm glad to see mama finally home.” Keenan stared at the happy orange.

“ Mama also.” Reply Orange though with forced because it does not want to make Keenan's heart hurt.

“ Come in son, mama has made you and Arka.” food Sahut mama Widya who came to greet him kindly.

The orange may feel unfamiliar with everything, but there is a comfort that he feels every time he is near them. He tried to accept and understand the situation even though a little forced, and luckily Arkana still keep the distance because the most make the current uncomfortable Orange is just Arkana.

That afternoon they enjoyed the cuisine of mama Widya who had been prepared lovingly before, Jingga sat next to Keenan and mama Widya. Arkana sits in the corner right next to Papa Hendra.

After enjoying lunch together, Keenan asked Jingga to accompany him to take a nap. Orange complied and immediately headed for Keenan's room, the two left Arkana with their parents.

“ Ar, can you handle everything yourself? “ ask papa Hendra.

“ I will try pa, I have often helped patients who have amnesia. So papa don't worry about that.” Reply Arkana lirih.

**

Slowly but surely, the orange began to open its eyes. The first thing he saw right now was the handsome face of the five-year-old boy in front of him, being asleep while holding his palm though not tightly.

“ He's really my son? His face is very sweet and handsome.” Benak Orange while brushing Keenan's hair that he saw was elongated.

“ I have to make my memory return quickly, if it is true that all this is real, I also want to feel his happiness.”

Slowly Orange released Keenan from his grasp, then he went down and tidied up the blanket used by his son. Orange realized that it was late in the afternoon and he overslept while accompanying Keenan to take a nap.

Orange opened the door of the room slowly and looking inside, he found no sign of Arkana. The room was still very cold and unfamiliar, even when the Orange had entered and sat on the king size bed.

“ My room? With arka.?” mas

Once again Orange saw a picture frame on the nightstand, a picture of him and Arkana when married. Orange remembers that their previous wedding photos were not like that, but why did everything change? Arkana's smile and her smile looked sincere and happy.

The bathroom door had just opened and exposed Arkana who came out with a towel covering her bottom, Jingga was silent for a moment when she saw Arkana who was half-naked and immediately turned her face with embarrassment.

“ Sorry, I didn't know you were inside.” The orange tries to leave, but is held back by Arkana.

“ You don't have to go, let me just go out.” Arkana grabbed her clothes quickly and took her out of the room so that Orange could use the room freely.

After Arkana came out of the room, it felt very strange. The orange felt that the Arkana in his memory was not the Arkana of today.

**

The next morning, when Jingga woke up she saw no one beside her. That means last night Arkana didn't go into the room, and maybe she slept in Keenan's room last night.

Jingga glanced at the clock that showed at 10:00 am, she was startled and rushed out to see the situation.

“ You're up.?” Widya's mother made Jingga think that she was the only one in the house.

“ Mas Arka where? “ Ask Orange Curious.

“ Arkana go to work if Keenan is at school, at home there is only mama and papa.” Answer mama Widya.

“ Keenan school?”

“ Yes, he's already in the playgroup. You and Arkana were accompanying him there when he first entered, right? You even sent Keenan's photo to mama back then.”

“ I don't remember ma.”

“ It's okay, you eat first. Mama has made your favorite vegetable soup and fried chicken.” Ajaka mama Widya's.

Jingga stepped into the dining room with mama Widya, and there was also papa Hendra who came to convey something to Jingga.

“ Orange, we want to talk seriously. “ Sahut papa Hendra suddenly.

“ Please pa.” Reply Orange slowly.

“ Tomorrow, papa and mama will return to Indonesia. We can't stay here for long, your condition hasn't improved. Maybe you and Arkana will be very difficult to be together, but you can overcome everything without us.?”

“ You do not have to worry about it, since yesterday I have thought about it. I'll try to recover, I want to remember everything again.” Reply Orange earnestly.