Heaven Under Husband's Foot

The Cry of a Mother

Two weeks ago, when Bima was dying and had to continue her treatment in the ICU room, at the same time Orange also experienced a decrease in unstable conditions. Arkana is confused by his position that must see and accompany whom first.

Since the time Bima dying himself has never woke up again, doctors say that he has experienced a phase of vegetative state or a condition where a person's brain has not shown signs of consciousness.

Mama Widya became the only person allowed to enter accompany Bima, she always kept and accompanied her son until he forgot the time to rest.

Her cry was no longer visible because she had already cried before to the point of not stopping, now there was only a flat expression like losing any feeling.

During one week in the hospital, Orange who had the worst condition needed a donor immediately to save him from death.

Arkana had been trying to find a suitable donor, but she had not managed to get one. Until finally he was the right time, Dr. Ririn who was Bima's doctor while in Bandung came to convey a surprising statement.

“ Bima asked me to submit her request directly in front of all of you.” Said Dr. Ririn in front of Arkana, father Aidan, and also mom Widya.

“ Say doc.” Papa Aidan then.

“ Bima wants to give her heart to Orange when her condition can no longer be helped.” Dr. Ririn continued to surprise everyone.

“ No, I do not accept that my child's heart is given to someone else. She is not dead yet, there is still a chance for her to live.” Sahut mama Widya clearly did not accept this.

Since the time that Dr. Ririn conveyed Bima's request and the evidence that she had approved the heart donor, Widya's mother still did not accept it. He even kept Bima's room tight from anyone, while Orange could not wait anymore and had to do the operation no later than 24 hours from now.

Arkana was confused and did not know what else to do, he cried in front of Dadan so frustrated choosing a choice that was so heavy. He did not want to lose his older brother, and he did not want to lose his wife.

A few hours after that, Bima was declared dead. Mama Widya who was very shocked to faint on the spot after screaming hysterically at the departure of her beloved son.

When Widya's mother fainted, the doctors took action as quickly as possible to perform a heart transplant. Arkana itself is still shocked to not be able to see the condition of Bima which will soon save the life of Orange.

**

The woman awoke from her sleep and realized in her hands was something stuck, an infusion of liquid attached to her right hand as well as a middle-aged man sleeping right next to her.

“ My son, where is my son.?” Widya was aware and tried to find Bima at that time.

Hendra awoke from his sleep and immediately held Widya from getting out of bed, even when Widya was about to take off her infusion rope quickly Hendra held back Widya's movements while hugging the woman tightly.

“ You have to rest more, your condition is deteriorating.”

“ Take me off, I want to see my son.”

“ Widya, listen, listen to me for a moment.!!!” Said Hendra in a fairly high tone while looking at Widya seriously.

“ Bima is dead, you fainted after seeing her take her last breath. And now your condition is not good, you must be treated for several days.”

The words spoken by Hendra sounded painful in Widya's ears, she was difficult to express her emotions at that time. From a flat face turned into a pretty loud laugh.

“ You must be kidding, my son cannot die. Bima has promised to stay with me until the end, do not try to trick me.”

Widya went out of control right then and there, she kept laughing like someone who had lost her sanity. From laughter to roaring cries, Hendra who could not bear to see him immediately gave an anesthetic to make Widya feel calm again.

**

Bima's death really made Widya not believe it, she returned home after Bima finished being buried without coming to attend her funeral.

All her life was going as it should be, her emotions were up and down and she was always out of control when alone. He refuses to meet anyone, not even Hendra.

“ Mistress, it's time to eat.” Bi Ijah came to bring food for Widya, he saw the state of the room that was destroyed like a ship broke.

Bi Ijah walked through pieces of broken goods, torn curtains, and other items that were left scattered everywhere.

“ Bi, Bima already ate right.?” Asked Mama Widya with her eyes moist while staring at a photo of Bima when she was one year old.

“ Already madam, den Bima just went to work.” Reply bi Ijah who had to lie to Widya.

“ If Bima has returned home, I will say yes.”

“ Ready her, but please eat her food yes, later den Bima angry.”

“ Taro aja there, later I eat.”

Bi Ijah had met with Hendra and a psychologist before, because the only ones who could meet Widya was bi Ijah, who was, so bi Ijah was asked to monitor the situation and give attention that can make Widya's condition remain normal.

Psycholong brought Hendra to meet bi Ijah at that time was a psychologist who is an expert in the treatment of mental problems. It has been stated that Widya does indeed have severe Bipolar at her level.

And to make his depression stop, usually bi Ijah will put the drug into the Widya drink so that it can help his emotions more controlled again.

**

Present moment..

“ Ma, this is Arka.”

Hearing a familiar voice just sounded to make Widya not flinch before, Widya's sitting position was also not facing forward, but facing sideways to back Arkana who was currently standing behind her.

“ I came with Keenan and Orange.” Arkana once again.

“ Orange?” Widya's mind started to flinch.

Widya's breathing began to stir, her chest was also tight, followed by two eyes that felt heated until finally issuing a clear liquid.

Piqued.

Angrier.

Mournfully.

The feeling dominates easily because hearing the name Jingga is called, sounds trivial but difficult to deal with Widya who has bipolar disorder.

“ Go from here now, go.!!!” Akhrinya Widya issued words that Arkana had guessed before.

“ We are sorry ma, please don't be rich gini.” Sahut Arkana trying to melt the heart of his mother.

After the speech came out, silence came back. Filling the space between the two, before again Widya again shouted.

“ Don't call me mama, go now. Go.” His touch while pushing Arkana out of his room.

Arkana had been trying to restrain and control her mother's increasingly unstable emotions, and now Arkana had managed to restrain her mother's movements while looking at her sharply.

“ Mama is not alone, there I am, pour all the feelings of mama onto me. Let me listen to all your feelings all this time, you need a friend to talk to, right? Mama should remember, mama is not alone.” Arkana said that made Widya's mother look silent for a while.