Heaven Under Husband's Foot

Wake up

Widya's life has been completely ruined since the beginning, her parents' role in making her a legacy producer of rich people keeps her living under pressure.

Both Widya's parents had been indoctrinating Widya from the beginning to match with the sole heir of the wealthy people, the, but unfortunately Widya already has Aidan and she does not care if Aidan is not a rich man.

Widya realizes that her parents never loved her from the beginning, she is only considered the heir to wealth. Widya's parents once said in front of Widya, that she is the greatest achievement in her family so she must obey and obey all the words of her parents.

His mentality had been damaged early on by a family he thought would give him happiness, and after he let go of his family and chose to live with Aidan. It's true her life changed, but after she had a mental child her back in disrepair.

People call it the baby blues, and it's true that Widya is stressed with her life. Aidan himself was busy working until there was no time for him, Wiyda tried to be patient and endure all her suffering but could not.

Bima is the only one who can make him feel calm, every time he sees Bima he becomes more sane. But it was only a short while, the inner and economic pressure further left Widya's mental health almost destroyed.

Aidan never asked about Widya's condition, either because she didn't care or she didn't know about it. Widya herself is not the type of person who will tell her feelings to others, she tends to keep everything alone.

Every night Widya cries withstanding the depression she experiences, she fights herself by trying to be her best wife and mother. Until the neighbors had judged Widya as a bad mother, and said things that hurt her feelings.

Until at some point Widya realized that it turned out to be a mother is very difficult, beum again the support of a husband who is lacking and also blame him for what is often missed.

He was blamed when Bima was sick, blamed if the house was a mess, blamed for not being able to take good care of himself, blamed this and that.

“ Mas, I tipped Bima for a while ya.”

“ I'm tired ma, want to rest.”

Widya was annoyed to hear the words coming out of Aidan's mouth at that time, she hit the table and made Aidan turn to her.

“ You think you are tired? I'm just as tired, but there's no way I can shout in public and say I'm tired and broken. That's why I always belittle and always look good in front of everyone, because I don't want to be underestimated and laughed at just because of my problems. No one can understand how I feel, my parents, you, and them. No one knows.” Sahut Widya with tears.

Since then, both Widya and Aidan always fight and dispute trivial things to become a big problem. Widya lost control of herself and Aidan never asked her the situation, it was left in utero until no one realized that Widya's mental state had been greatly damaged by the situation.

**

The woman opened her eyes and was immediately frightened by the body shaking violently, the dream she had just experienced made her aware of her mistakes in the past. Why did the dream come now? Or is the dream a memory she had forgotten? Widya doesn't know, she's just scared for now.

“ You're awake? “ The voice made Widya turn her head in shock, she saw Hendra was already in the room and somehow since when.

“ Mas Hendra?” Widya is seen sitting on her bed with an expression that makes Hendra confused.

“ You why.?” Hendra came close to Widya while gently touching her head.

Widya felt so sad now, everything made the hole in her heart feel bigger and emptier. Widya sees the man she knows as a gentle-hearted man and always takes care of him at all times. The man who was patient and good at self-control, never scolded him and would be the only person who was beside him.

Widya was speechless at the moment, but there were so many words she wanted to convey to Hendra. But for now he still wants to hold it, he needs the right time to convey all that.

“ I'll check you first.” Hendra asked Widya to lie down again.

Widya complied without a word, Hendra was a little surprised by Widya's obedient attitude after a long time. I don't know what has made him like that, but Hendra was happy because finally he could take care of his wife again.

**

The house looked empty and quiet that day, Widya did not see Arkana there again. He had already realized that the one in his carry yesterday was his own grandson, and somehow he missed that.

Widya stopped stepping right in front of a picture frame showing a wedding photo of herself and Hendra first. He looked unhappy at the time, and when he saw Hendra's sincere smile again made his feelings torn apart.

Widya's gaze now focused on seeing Hendra's parents, those who had opposed her marriage and Hendra restore bad memories in Widya's mind.

“ Hendra is really stupid to choose the widow of two children as his wife, mama did not think that the woman's parents had lied if it turns out he already has two children.”

“ She is not worthy of Hendra, she will only cause a lot of problems for their household later.”

Until now, the painful sentence was still remembered by Widya and always made her heart hurt if remembered.

“ Why are you here? I told you to rest in the room, right.?” Hendra's voice again made Widya turn to him.

“ I'm going to my son's grave.” Pinta Widya suddenly.

**

Widya and Hendra come to Bima's funeral for the first time simultaneously, Widya brings a large bouquet to Bima and looks Widya who is not carried away by emotion and tends to be quieter than Hendra imagined.

“ Mama sorry yes son, new mama can come now.”

Hendra saw Widya as if she was not Widya who he knew all along, hearing Widya who spoke in front of Bima's tomb without blaming anyone sounded more beautiful than the beautiful symphony.

And finally, Widya conveyed her own condition to Bima that she had begun to realize her mistake. He would make himself more receptive to all circumstances from now on.

Widya then moved from her place, she looked at her husband's face and said.

“ I want to see a psychologist.” Widya said in welcoming a smile full of happiness from Hendra.