
The two look at each other, Dhatu can see Dirga hardened his jaw, Dhatu knows if her husband is angry. Dhatu knows what he did must have hurt Dirga, he was not surprised if Dirga began to speculate strange about their meeting lately. All this because of his stupidity. If from the beginning, he ventured to tell Dirga, then the man could not be this angry with her.
"I'm sorry, Mas .. I should have said it earlier. I'm just afraid you misunderstand me" Dhatu said with teary eyes, "really, there is nothing between us and this reunion is beyond my will. I didn't really know that Mas used his kathering and I didn't know what happened to him after our breakup. Everything really has ended a long time ago, before our meeting," continued Dhatu lirih.
Dirga changed his sleeping position to sit, Dhatu followed the man. She looked down, not daring to read her husband's face. Dirga took a deep breath and swallowed slowly, clenching his hands, trying to reduce the anger that would not go away. He tries to understand Dhatu. What made him angry was not that the woman had just said everything after so long. Only, he was disappointed because Dhatu was afraid of his anger. Yes, he might be angry, but he's not that crazy. He cannot be angry at the past that everyone has. He felt foolish to see the foreign pretentious attitude of the two when they met, feeling betrayed. If only he knew everything early, he wouldn't have to act like a fool who doesn't know anything. Why is Dhatu afraid of him, when all they have to do is communicate with each other.
"You should not act foreign if you know each other, Tu," said Dirga full of disappointment. Dhatu immediately grasped Dirga's tanga and looked at the man with a guilt-ridden look.
"I didn't mean it, Mom. It all happened so. At the first meeting, Mas already introduced us back and I was so confused what to say."
"You could have said that you knew each other right then and there. Why wait for the right time to convey something, such as the story of the past that has ended," said Dirga staring Dhatu in disbelief. Why doesn't the woman trust him. Not understanding what he is until the woman is afraid to open up to him.
Dirga wants to be a husband, lover, friend, and also a partner who will spend the rest of his time with Dhatu. They don't want to have fear in their marriage. Mutual respect is the main thing, there is no need for fear between them because marriage is not a relationship that requires a sense of it in it. Walk together to achieve the same vision, commit, and express each other's feelings. These are the things that are very important in a relationship called marriage.
"Sorry, Mas. I was just afraid that Mas was angry and misunderstood that I said it right then and there. I also don't want to procrastinate on the truth, Mas. I'm sorry, I'm guilty" said Dhatu tightening his hand.
Dirga let go of Dhatu's hand, stood up, and left their room, while Dhatu stared at the man's departure. A second later, her tears fell. He closed his mouth and tried to suppress his sobbing. His heart ached not playing saw Dirga who returned indifferent to him. Yes, this is all his fault. He should have thought first if delaying revealing the truth would instead make the man more misunderstood. If indeed there is nothing else between them should without a doubt he tell the truth, instead of being lulled in lies created because of circumstances.
Dhatu rubbed his tears and immediately walked out of the room. He has to solve the problems between them tonight. He did not want to let it drag on like he did. He no longer wanted to make the same mistake. It should be, Dhatu believed the facts, if Dirga would always side with him and would listen to his explanation. She should be braver and not abuse her husband's kindness. Ah ... Dhatu is stupid.
Dhatu walked to Dirga's study in their room, knocked several times, and ventured to turn his knob. He smiled when he could not find Dirga in there. Dhatu thought for a moment, then went down the hand. The sound of the machine makes Dhatu speed up the pace. The man is leaving and Dhatu must stop him immediately. He can't let Dirga get angry. The man must listen to the truth. A lie that accidentally gets caught and spread.
Dhatu stood glued to the door of their house when he saw the man's car that had left the front yard of their house. Her tears fell again and she fell limp in the doorway. Her chest tight not playing. Her heart was broken seeing the anger of her husband, the disappointment that the man showed her made her heart sore not play. All this is indeed his fault and it is appropriate that the man was disappointed in his attitude, but, Dhatu did not expect that the man would just leave him. Dhatu hugged both of his legs and drowned his face on his knees. He wept sobbing, lamenting the regret that pervaded the loyal recesses of his heart.
Oh my God .. What have I done? I screwed everything up. How can I get an apology from you, Mom?
Dhatu strengthen themselves. Closing the door and returning to his room. He had to call Dirga, ask the man back. He did not want to lose his love. He did not want to break the man's trust and Dhatu would not be able to calm down until he received an apology from Dirga. He must immediately beg for mercy. No matter, if you have to beg and kneel down to let the man's anger subside, then he will do it. She would do anything to get forgiveness from her husband.
Dhatu who was still crying immediately dialed her husband's number, but the sound of a cell phone on the nightstand made her cry even more so. The man did not bring his cell phone. What if something bad happens because of that guy's bad mood? Dhatu walked up to Dirga's phone, picked it up and placed the flat object on his chest. He didn't know who to ask for help. Who should she contact to help her find her husband?
Oh my God .. protect my husband.