Handsome CEO Shadow Wife

The Heart-Changing Sangkas

Have you ever looked in the mirror, then smiled wryly at the reflection of yourself that was there? Laughing at his stupid face that looked filled with regret?

You ask him; "Hi you, how are you today? There must be some decisions you regret, right? Or maybe, right now, your life is just about regret?"

You wish you had a time machine that would take you back in time, and hope to fix everything. Perhaps, you are better today than you are now if you can do what sounds impossible? Turning back time. Ah .. if only it were true. Perhaps, no one would have regrets in their heart.

But baby, time is not something you can get back once it's released. You can't go back or catch up. Losing her won't bring you back.

Sangkala will continue to go without waiting for you. All you can do is try to accept the situation. Regret for sure, but do not make regret as a rope that ties your feet tightly, making you afraid to step forward.

That is how life .. must be lived even though it is heavy. To be grateful, though full of regrets. In the end, life is about stepping forward by accepting what we have right now.

Likewise with Dhatu who used to often stare at his reflection. Ask about the decisions he has made. Any regrets there? When he had just separated, almost faithful Dhatu day crying over the situation, regretting that he had released the love he so loved. Feeling stupid because they are in a hurry to make decisions that will affect their future. Can he laugh at what has happened in the past, or continue to drown in the suffering created? Now, Dhatu found all the answers to all the questions that had disturbed his mind.

Although the man's gaze forced him back in time, Dhatu's heart could not go back to the time he had been away for long. He didn't feel as sorry as he thought. Slowly, time heals the heart and teaches it the meaning of letting go. He realized, there was no point in forcing what was never meant to be together. Like him and Alvin. While deleting all tastes slowly, he learns to accept the situation, and no longer tries to return to the past.

Now, he could look proudly at his reflection in the mirror and say; "Hi you, how are you? After letting go and receiving, is your heart now much better? You can smile and give your laugh back, can't you?"

You are such a fool. Thinking, your life will stop at that point, the moment where you decide to let go of the only thing that used to make you happy.

You're too innocent, thinking your life is centered on a single point. You shouldn't fight for the one who keeps rejecting you. You shouldn't shed tears for the sake of him who doesn't want you.

Now, you're laughing at your stupidity, aren't you? I told you from the beginning that everything would be fine. You're the one who's too scared. Afraid that your heart will no longer beat like it was with her. Afraid, there's no more love you can get.

Now, look at him and tell him. If all the old stories about you, no longer able to shake your world. You've gone far away leaving the point where you're waiting for him in despair. You no longer wish for a love that never wanted and proud of who you were.

Dhatu hopes, Alvin can be the same as it seems, continue life with no longer bring regrets. Not living in the past like that man was despicable. Trying to realize all the dreams that are too late to be realized. The man doesn't have to get caught up in things they can't possibly repeat.

"I leave all options to you, Tu," said Dirga as she gently rubbed Dhatu's arm.

Dhatu read the menu book in front of him, choose some menus and combine them with menus that are suitable for high-end events. Alvin asks his assistant to take note of everything Dhatu has said, while he silently watches the beautiful face of the woman. The dhingy never changed.

The woman likes to bite her lower lip, her smile is still as beautiful as it used to be, and the man's eyes will narrow when smiling. The woman liked to play the pen between her fingers while writing, as she did when she was about to write some special menus and requests that would make the event a success and festive one. Alvin's heart was still pounding, still the same as it used to be, then why did the woman no longer feel the same feeling? Why is it that only he loves while the woman is happy with the other? It doesn't feel fair.

"We will look forward to the event later" said Dirga closing the meeting.

"I've prepared a banquet to eat together. What do you think of Mr Dirga?"

Dirga stared at Dhatu briefly, asking his woman for permission. Dhatu smiled, he was confused and actually did not feel at home for long staring at the mirror of the past in front of him. Dhatu does not want to be trapped in the dimension of the memento, nor does he expect to turn back time. Dhatu just wants to be with his future and enjoy his happiness together with the only man who is able to make his heart beat fast.

"I beg Ms. Dhatu not to refuse this invitation. My employees have prepared everything specifically to welcome Father and Mother." Alvin smiled sweetly, trying to convince Dhatu to stay even longer.

Alvin is still not willing to let the woman go from their past. Alvin was always not content to enjoy

"Not good rasanyakita rejects Mr. Alvin's good intentions, dear," Dirga persuaded his wife.

Dhatu smiled clumsyly and nodded slowly. "Alright, thank you very much for your welcome, Mr. Alvin."

Alvin's smile expands listening to Dhatu's approval. His heart was filled with sorrow. His heart was pounding erratically every time he saw the smile that Dahtu gave. Although he knows, there is no sincerity there, but Alvin will try to be satisfied with what the woman is pointing at him. At least, the woman still wants to think it exists, although it does not feel the same anymore.

Alvin called one of his employees and asked to present what the man had prepared for his two guests. Dhatu and Dirga exchanged smiles, both staring lovingly. In silence, Alvin could only hold back the anger that had begun to permeate his heart. His bathin was so painful to witness a love that no longer belonged to him. The truth before him was hard for him to accept. It feels like he has a time machine, which will bring him back to the figure of Dahtu who often looks at him with the same gaze. Full of love and adoration.

Oh, Sangkala. What have you done to the hearts that once loved each other?