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episode 73 is happy

Raisa awakens from her sleep when she feels the bed next to her is empty.

he opened his eyes slowly at the sight of the clock on the wall showing at one in the morning.

she looked around and there was no husband here, she thought about where her husband was this late.

as he looked towards the balcony door, he saw the balcony door open.

she thought her husband was there

Raisa got up from her sleep, she sat down while her hands rolled her hair and then in a pinch with a hairpin that she put over her head while she slept.

after finishing clamping her hair Raisa got off the bed towards the bathroom.

while coming out of the bathroom Raisa had not found her husband in the room, she then walked towards the balcony .

she saw her husband lying on the chair and looking at the stars in the sky.

Raisa saw her husband like there was a problem, it was seen from several times her husband took a deep breath and exhaled rough.as if he wanted to remove the burden that was in the chest.

Raisa walks over and turns out her husband is not aware of her whereabouts it adds to Raisa's belief that her husband has a problem

Raisa sat on the chair beside Raihan to sleep slowly so that Raihan was not surprised

" srek" the sound of a slightly shifting chair made Raihan wake up from his dreamy world.

Raihan who was daydreaming gasped in surprise, he then looked to the side, he saw his wife sitting next to him while smiling at him.

" why haven't you slept"

Raihan and Raisa compact together saying the same word.

they both smiled at the thing that had just happened.

Raihan rose from the fall, he took a deep breath.His smile adorned the lips that looked natural red.

" is it night to go to sleep?" take Raihan to Raisa, she gets up from her seat.

just half-standing Raisa pulled her hand asking her to sit down.

" already nanggung, sleepy are you saying?" he looked at Raihan with a sweet smile.

"but ..Is your brother sleepy?" with a slight mischievous smile on his lips

"ish.." slightly pursed his lips and threw his gaze to the side.

Raihan who saw Raisa acting like that felt anxious.he scrambled her hair soft Raisa.

" yes yes...Brother's joking"

" anything for beloved brother's wife must be brother lakain what else just ask in temenin here?, small it mah....."

"what the hell." while dodging from Raihan's hand that was in his head, he felt a little embarrassed by Raihan's words so as to try to avoid Raihan's gaze.

"yes..a...really..,.n." with a soft voice.

" insyaallah.as long as brother is able to fulfill the wishes of his beloved wife Brother Brother will definitely do..really.." while frowning his forehead looked at Raisa who seemed to not believe.

" can't believe it?"said Raihan who can not be separated to look at Raisa.

Raisa shook her head slowly .

"ish.." now replace Raihan who's a little upset

" believe me?" suddenly Raihan moved to the side to restrain Raisa, with a quick hand Raihan tickled Raisa's stomach .Raisa who was not ready was surprised she felt a keenness .

" ha ha ..ih..geli..lebas.."rebellious Raisa trying to get away from Raihan.

" believe it..."

"angeli ..remove"

" say me first....believe my brother?!"

"yes yes believe..lepas ..bang.geli...ha.ha.ha...." Raisa who had been unable to bear the carelessness finally gave up

" saying once again Brother is not horrified" Raihan still teases Raisa he is happy that Raisa called him Abang without anyone else who makes him have to call him Brother.

"believe" while glaring her eyes at Raihan.

" repeat the kayak..." Raihan was still tickling Raisa he held onto Raisa's two hands so that she could not move.

"yes believe" Raisa really did not dwell he died step.

" not the continuation"

" which one?" raisa is confused

" who believes the same?" while pulling down his eyebrows

Raisa thought hard earlier she said what yes.he was confused in his heart he repeated the word he said earlier" believe...Brother" finally Raisa found the sentence that Raihan wanted to hear again from her

" do you believe in it, brother?! " with a slight hardening of his tone to make it sound clear

" well..that's know?"

" dah..lebas..lari see people.." with a little embarrassment seen from the thin smile that adorns his lips. Raisa persuades Raihan to release her under Raihan.

"why...? same wife herself why the shame?" raihan's words made Raisa even more wrong

" are you beautiful when you smile like this?" Raihan looked at Raisa softly, he loosened his hand which was holding Raisa's hand

" just keep smiling like this?" Raihan did not take his eyes off Raisa who was also looking at him.

Raisa just nodded, with Raihan slowly peeling Raisa's forehead ,

" cup"

Raihan moved to release Raisa from her confinement, now she sat beside Raisa, her hand embracing Raisa's shoulder pulling her to her.

" the cold" asked Raihan

Raisa shook her head

" there's a problem" Raisa immediately asked Raihan he knew Raihan's face looked agitated despite trying to hide.

Raihan clasped Raisa's hand on Raisa's thigh.

" it turns out that Brother's wife is silent attention to her husband," with a slight gentle smile.

" why ask back?" Raisa was a little irritated she threw her gaze to the side

" it doesn't matter" he took a deep breath and then slowly let out.

"but more to the responsibility of Abang as the successor to the pesantren" Rihan tightened his embrace until their bodies clung.

Raisa turned her face to look at Raihan she saw her husband's always calm attitude now looks a little uneasy.

"not a difficult choice but you are confused which one should come first? because everything is just as important for Brother".Raihan took a breath now his hand moves stroking Raisa's head gently.

" you know" now Raisa changed her position facing Raihan their eyes clashed with each other

" people say I'm the luckiest girl because you chose me".

"to be chosen by you is a heavy burden to me, perhaps because our differences are so far away that it makes me look small when next to you" Raisa changed her position sideways at the sight of the stars flying in the sky her mind looked up at her life.

" maybe this is one of the joys God has deliberately sent me without me noticing"

"i must try to open my heart to the new people in my life "

" it's hard...it's really hard....."Raisa paused her sentence she took a deep breath.

Raihan was silent, listening to Raisa speak without interrupting, he saw the gentle side of Raisa's soul.

" the anxiety, the discomfort and the fear of leaving or losing are always in my heart?" Raisa glanced at Raihan briefly before returning to the stars in the sky

"to my two parents left me alone,"

" they left me for their own pleasure".

" my papa went with another woman"

" you are the same mama, papa has given all the inheritance to you and you do not need to worry about lack"

" that was the last word I heard from my papa" Risa took a deep breath again, she gathered the courage to open her old wounds.

" my mother also went with her lover"

" you know what he said".

"you are the same aunt and Mamang, the inheritance of your grandfather's mother all gave to you, all of whom have been handed over to Mamang and aunt to arrange your needs"

" it's easy to talk regardless of how I feel"

"they didn't care about me as her child" Raisa could no longer hold back her tears.

"not the treasure I asked for, but Mereaka"

Raihan shifted his seat closer towards Raisa, he then hugged Raisa trying to give strength.

" every day I wish they would come back, and take me away, my father or my mother"

"every day I pray that my family will be whole and happy again"

"but hope remained hope "Raisa closed her eyes, she took a breath to calm her heart.

" maybe they don't remember if they had a child"

again Raisa took a deep breath and exhaled slowly before continuing her sentence

"Andre"

Raihan remembered who Andre was.he thought hard, where he had seen it, he frowned when Raisa saw it.

" i lied"

finally Raihan remembered who Andre was.he had seen him approach Raisa and said if he was Andre Raisa's friend.

"he's my friend"

"he promised to take care of me and be there for me when he found out that my parents were leaving me".

"but he lied ....he also left me without telling me"

"and again.. I was left out" .

" there is only bibik and Mamang ".

" the two of them who always accompanied me, who always loved me, who were always there for me"

" they are now my parents"

" at that moment I promised myself"

" i won't hang my life on anyone else"

" and I don't need anyone "

" i don't want to be pitied"

" i can take care of myself"

"i took aunt and Mamang away from my town"

"sell all the inheritance and start a new life in this city"

"i'm venting my anger in this town"

Raisa turned her eyes to look at Raihan. in her eyes Raihan with glassy eyes.

without saying what Raihan wiped the tears of Raisa who fell on his cheek

" don't get me wrong" in a slightly hoarse voice Raisa spoke again

" think with a calm heart so you get the right solution"

" ask a more experienced person for an opinion ".

Raihan nodded, he could not bear it anymore without saying what he hugged Raisa,

it turns out that his wife's life suffered so much that it made her like this.

" i will always take care of you and always be there for you" in Raihan's heart promised to himself.

many times Raihan kissed Raisa's head trying to give her strength.