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episode 58 is all so complicated

Raisa who heard the word bude Hanna could not stand it anymore, she was indeed an easy person to emotion, she had held back emotions long enough, she had held back emotions,if it was someone else maybe he had already kicked the item in front of him, but he knew he respected Abi and Umi who had considered him his own son

Raihan continues to calm Raisa by holding Raisa's hand, squeezing her gently so that Raisa patiently faces Hanna's bude attitude

but dear Raisa does not have enough patience to face this insult

" sorry before" by taking off his hand held by Raihan

" sa.."rihan gave a warning

" you have insulted me enough"...Raisa breathed "i'm not a good person, it's already known to your nephew, if he forced to choose me it's a consequence that must be accepted for choosing me."

" sa..please?" pinta Raihan with lips and face movements that look sad

raisa threw out her rough breath she wanted to ignore everything but she heard it.

" i'm sorry excuse me" Raisa got up from her seat and left the dining table

" honey where are we going to eat?" umi tries to prevent him, but Raisa doesn't care if she refuses to be there

" you don't have manners?!" bude Hanna sneered at Raisa

"sa ..." Raihan chased after Raisa and pulled her hand not to leave

" what?" snapped Raisa

" come with Brother...." Raihan pulls Raisa back closer to them

umi, Abi and Pakde just silent can not do anything.

"sorry before bude?" politely blurted

" to decide raihan to marry Raisa, Raihan has done what a Muslim does, asking Allah for guidance by performing Istikharah prayers, he said, not just once or twice to strengthen the heart, is this choice right or wrong?" without taking his hand off Raisa

this time Raisa left her hand in Raihan's hand

" if Raihan's choice is wrong let Raihan take responsibility, maybe this is one of the tests God gave for Raihan

" our soul mate is a reflection of ourselves.??, perhaps in the eyes of God Raihan many shortcomings, perhaps in worship in the matter of almsgiving? and maybe there's a lot more that Raihan doesn't know or Raihan doesn't realize"

" Raihan beg bude and pakde, let Raihan with Raihan's choice?" Raihan is indeed a man who is full of patience he always responds to problems without emotion.

umi and Abi who know how her son went through this in terms of convincing and strengthening the heart can only approve the choice of his son.

" not to diminish Raihan's respect for bude and Raihan's pakde excuse me first" Raihan nodded his head in salute to de and bude

" we go to the room" Raihan softly said to Raisa, he pulled Raisa's hand slowly, holding her up the stairs

" bu eat first?" umi orders when Raihan will step

" just mik later?" with a smile that adorned his lips, making Umi calm

" let him mik" Abi said

" sister..let Raihan with his way.." now Abi spoke to bude.

"we as Raihan's parents approve of our son's choice, regardless of whether he's good or bad, we know our son, our son, before deciding to go further Raihan had done his duty where he asked for directions" yam spoke at length he did not want his son to be blamed with his choice...

" can't you educate a child? I have the right candidate for Raihan son kiyai from Jombang, it will make our pesantren more famous" said Bude fiery.

" sister.." a little loudly Abi said

" never blame me for how I educate my child"

" that's the reality "attack bude fast

" umik already.." now pakde tried to mediate.

" sa......" Raihan called out to Raisa who ignored him ,Raisa sitting on the bench on the balcony, maybe as breezy as the blowing wind could make her angry little self become calm. Raihan crouched down in front of him.

" don't ignore my brother"

" don't blame you for your brother's choice" Raihan clasped Raisa's two hands with his

" stay here let brother fight for our relationship?"still in a soft voice reassured Raisa

Raisa just kept quiet, in her heart saying "is that love of you to me that you have to oppose everyone?" raisa's tears came out and she saw Raihan

" why are you crying?" Raihan wiped Raisa's tears with a slow motion

Raisa was still silent she was confused by everything

" let me alone" Raisa finally said

" why must be alone if there is a brother" said Raihan quickly

"is everything going to be okay?"

" really?" it was Raisa's turn to speak fast

" if this is what Lo wants Lo to do?" looking hard at Raihan

Raihan took a breath" This is not what you expect, what you expect is to be happy with you"

" let me alone" asked Raisa again

no response from Raihan returned Raisa threatened

"if you don't go right now I'll go home" Raisa threatened

Raihan took a breath he got up from his squat

" don't think of going away from the brother" he looked softly at Raisa's sharp eyes

slowly Raihan close his lips to Raisa's forehead, when Raihan's lips have touched Raisa Raihan's forehead closed his eyes enjoying as well as Raisa he closed his eyes .

there was a warm feeling running through Risa's heart as Raihan kissed her forehead .

Raihan took off his kiss from Raisa's forehead and now the eyes of the two looked at each other

the face of Raisa who looked up slightly, as well as the sad gaze of Raisa who was the first time Raihan saw made Raihan return to bring her lips closer.

Raihan moved his lips towards Raisa's lips.now to the two lips meet each other.raisa was a little surprised, but he let Raihan's lips that touch his lips, as if resigned raisa closed his eyes, his heart pounding, thumping, the first thing he did with the opposite sex was as if he wanted to feel the taste of kissing.

Raihan let a few moments of his lips stuck to Raisa's lips.when there was no resistance from Raisa Raihan began to move her lips

Raihan began to suck Raisa's lower lip slightly open, with a gentle gesture Raihan did so after satisfied sucking Raisa's lower lip Raihan's lips moved towards the upper lip with ******* the gentle Raihan did this the first time Raihan kissed Raisa when he woke up, usually he would steal a kiss when Raisa was asleep, although Raisa did not return Raihan's kiss but Raihan knew Raisa enjoyed her kiss proved by closing her eyes and allowing herself to do so.

Raihan knows this is the first time for Raisa, visible from her body that looks stiff and tense hands that involuntarily clutch raihan's clothes

the kiss happened long enough, Raisa who realized she should not be carried away finally pushed Raihan's body

"let go" said Raisa

the face of Raisa who looks blushing becomes a witness if Raisa enjoys it

Raihan looked at the pretty face in front of him that still looked jutek

Raihan wiped Raisa's wet lips with her fingertips, with a slow motion rubbing her. Raisa who received gentle treatment from Raihan turned her face away, avoiding those shady eyes.

" don't be long by yourself, Come down and grab some food for us."Raihan left he wanted to let Raisa alone.he knew it was hard for Raisa.