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episode 44 you forced all this

Raisa left them, she did not like to be underestimated, she would do anything to keep people from degrading her.

he is now a strong figure and never give up, he will bulldoze anyone who becomes a hindrance.

" sa...wait,?!" Raihan is after Raisa he has to talk alone with Raisa there are things that must be straightened out,

Raisa who felt called someone stopped her steps, she memorized the voice of someone who called her.

Raisa turned back in front of him already stood a handsome man who sucks for her.

"what?!"snapped Raisa

" we talk first" Raihan with his distinctive voice invited Raisa to speak

"talk what?!" Raisa still raised her voice

"we?!"answer Raihan

" do you mean?!"

" pardon my friends, they just love me so much" Raihan tried to give understanding to Raisa.

"what do you want?!" raisa while shaking her waist

" Lo know..Lo forced a will," his eyes looked at Raihan cynically.

"our world is different"

" lo good"

" i'm bad"

" Lo white"

" i'm black"

" Lo believe"

" i'm a hypocrite"

" Lo is in the sky"

" i'm on earth"

" our world is different, why do you force something different to be united"

"what do you want to prove?!" raisa's voice that sounded cold and full of emphasis when saying it.he wanted to take out something that was on her chest somehow.

"do you want to make me look lower?!"now Raisa's gaze contained hatred for raihan

"why do you think that?!" Raihan immediately cut off the word raisa

" do I look so hypocritical, what I feel for you is truly sincere, there is never any intention in my heart to humble you, allow me to prove it" Raihan looked at Raisa expectantly he wanted Raisa to look into his eyes he wanted Raisa to look into the real inside.

Raihan took a deep breath in convincing Raisa is very difficult, he will prove his words so that Raisa does not doubt him.

Raisa turns her face away she doesn't like Raihan's look at her.

"i'll prove my point?!" Raihan still looked at the pretty face in front of him that looked annoyed .

Raihan could only take a breath seeing Raisa who left him, once again he felt so hard to conquer the heart of this woman

" Am I forcing my will too much" Raihan said inwardly, he rubbed his face rough.

he hopes that one day Raisa will accept her existence never force Raisa to love herself.

Raihan entered his class he joined other friends to take lessons.

POV Raisa

today I was looking for a comfortable place to be alone, I found a comfortable place that was behind the campus, a place that I often visited when I was bored on campus. in this place I don't need to meet people who are very annoying people, people who make me rise in blood.

I began to be busy painting Imel that Sam sent, without me realizing it turns out there are many people who are next to where I sit 'they are not aware of my existence because I am behind a big tree,I sat down by leaning my body on the tree.

I didn't care about their whereabouts as long as they didn't bother me, I heard the voice of the man who was now either coincidental or what was often with me.

I was still busy with my work, when I heard my name called.I was still silent, they were right that I was depraved,maybe with this Raihan will cancel this agreement.I am grateful if with their insults against me can make Raihan cancel this marriage.

but over time they demeaned me more and more, my ears felt hotter to hear their insults.

I began to get emotional I put all my stuff in the bag except hape.

they don't see me here, they insult me.

I kicked something for them to see where I was, really, they were all shocked including Raihan. I looked into the wires in his eyes as I approached Doni.

I really want to hit him, once hit it immediately fell.but seeing those eyes that I was so worried made my emotions that had been in the ubun ubun wanted to explode arrived just straight down.

"hai.., why do I have to melt with my eyes that look so sweet.Where is Raisa who does not care about others, where is Raisa who is fierce....why is it so weak, the eye seems to be in control of me.

I see here also there is a beautiful and graceful woman, I see there is sadness on her face, she is so perfect as a woman, her beautiful face and her graceful figure ,as a woman, I envy her beauty.

I had heard this beautiful woman loved raihan so much, but why Raihan left such a perfect woman just for the sake of a depraved man like myself.

what he wanted, what he planned, whether he wanted me to look so low .a difference so far away as heaven and earth, could possibly be united.

for his friend Raihan perfect male figure from the physical and moral aspect.they are indeed very good friends, they do not want friends who have been considered brothers wrong choose a life partner, they do not want a friend who has been considered a brother, I salute their friendship.they are indeed Raihan who they think is perfect must get the perfect woman as well.

it feels so sad to see them judge me, I am indeed a depraved human being may indeed not deserve to be happy.feel happiness is very far from me, I am, that's how bad I am that no one wants to get close.I don't care about any of this, maybe fate has to do this for me.

I left them after being content to say the words in my heart

I heard someone call me when I left them and I knew who the owner of the voice was, when I turned around I saw Raihan standing in front of me, looking at him, he looks so handsome.

I want to be very angry with him, why he has to impose a very difficult will to unite.There are many differences between us that seem to be forced to be together.I am angry with him, I am angry with him,I felt like he was mocking me. The more he fought for me the more I hated him.

I'm like this and I don't want to be foxed, is he planning to change me?! he just wants to play me. Is this a trap

questions filled my mind, I was stuck with this game, not thinking about what happened after this.

when I looked into his eyes I didn't see the lie there, I looked at those eyes as if I wanted to convince myself .

should I follow where destiny will take me.Is he destined for me.

I went to leave him alone, the closer I got to him the more stupid I looked in his eyes.My confidence seemed to disappear in my opinion.