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episode 19's

pov raisa's

Now he is in a nightclub in Jakarta.precisely in the area of ivory coconut.he is smoking a cigarette in accompanied by several drinks that have low alcohol content, he said, he is accustomed to the night life.he often to the night club enjoying the music frenzy alone, he always chooses the most corner place so as not to be the center of attention , he can also see and pay attention to people who enter and leave this club.Where the place is more comfortable alone, he is usually accompanied by his assistant or doctor dimas ,but at the moment they are busy themselves.in this club all already know who raisa , no one dares to tease him , quiet but dangerous woman, he has a connection where , where ,the thugs who control the important point of the city of Jakarta submit to him. he has the ability to fight his opponents easily, he has a high martial ability, he has a high martial ability, because half of his life he used to practice martial arts, he had promised himself that he would not depend on anyone much less on a man.he also did not need someone to protect him because he was also able to take care of himself, he trained hard in martial arts to show everyone that he is capable without them, he is not a weak person.

he had finished a pack of his favorite cigarettes, and a few bottles of drinks . his mouth was not tired to go back to suck the thing that issued the smoke.once he took a breath ,occasionally he also circulated his view to see various kinds of humans who needed entertainment after a day of racking their brains to work.they were all engrossed with their own world, regardless of the people around, regardless of the people, some were drunk so much that they had to be brought home by force by their friends, some were half-drunk babbling themselves, some were not drinking waiting for their drunk friends,there was something like him just enjoying the night without wanting to do anything. There was a sad feeling in his heart that was what , he felt that part of his heart was missing, he himself had not realized it , ' he said , what makes his heart a little something is missing .

his mind looked up to the incident last afternoon where he had a fist fight with raihan, there was a little guilt that disturbed his heart, the roihan who treated him well should he reply with bad treatment , he does not want to hope or give hope to a relationship whether it is friendship or a relationship of love, for him there is no such relationship in his life, he has fortified himself and his heart to not be close to anyone whether female or male,he did not want to hope in such a relationship again.deep disappointment due to being ignored and felt unimportant and not considered by the people he loved so pierced into his chest , leaving a deep pain.

pov raihan

it has been almost a week raihan did not pick up raisa or take home raisa even on campus he never or tried to meet raisa, he wanted to convince his heart, he wanted to convince his, whether his feelings were true love or just a sense of admiration.there was someone who sent him some photos, he looked at the photo many times.he took a deep breath, in his heart he said" is this your way of making me see that he is no good to me, by showing me the truth of who he is, but why is it so hard for this heart to reject the truth, to want to believe but hard, want to stay away but the heart does not want, he is so difficult to forget raisa although many times he tried.feelings of love that the first time he felt should run aground.he knows his best friend only wants the best for him, he just wants the best for him,by showing this photo. want to ban but do not have the right, want to ignore but the heart can not afford.which is done just silence and think what steps should be done. go away and forget his feelings, or get close at the risk of all being angry with him, but he has promised raisa to take his place in the race, and he will keep it. somehow he can do that,though he is a person who always thinks carefully before acting.

Now Raisa is in the car park .after parking the car properly he then got out of his car , as he circled his gaze he saw the figure that yesterday always picked him up, he saw the raihan with a beautiful and elegant hijab-wearing woman, they talked and laughed together, looking harmonious in the eyes of raisa "it seemed like they were very familiar "inner raisa. without them noticing their eyes clashing against each other, staring at each other for a few seconds, the gaze of his eyes was still as reassuring, but also implied sadness, Raisa nodded and raihan replied with a gentle nod and smile. without him realizing his heart was like someone was pinching when he saw the roar and a beautiful woman was laughing ."why with me isn't this what I wanted all this time while stroking his chest.he then walked towards his class leaving a raihan who was still looking at him from a distance, raihan took a breath..and exhaled violently as if to let out a heavy burden on his heart.It was so difficult to remove the feeling that had already flourished in his heart." You saw who"he voice broke his daydream, he then smiled" did I see a friend and he's gone?" "o..."aisyah while nodding" oyo we go to class, I think he will enter again" raihan nodded and walked with Aisyah towards his class.