Find you

episode 45 is headed for legitimate

POV Raihan

I did not expect that if Raisa was here, the look of anger was clearly visible in her eyes.I am very worried if there is a fight here.I looked at her pleading that she did not fight.it turns out my worry is not proven, I was very worried,even though he looks angry he can still hold it. What Raisa said, sometimes it looks good is not necessarily good inside, sometimes the item that looks ugly on the outside turns out to be something valuable,people don't know about you they all misjudged you, to me you an invisible diamond, I'm grateful to have found you,to me, people think of you as unimportant, the most important thing is that you belong to me.

but your words you showed me were like a knife that stabbed straight into my heart.

you're right I forced you, you're right I chose you

and again you are right if I force my will

I can't back down from what I've decided whatever risks I'm going to face

I will take responsibility for every decision I make,I have endeavored to Allah for what I have chosen.it is very difficult to decide to marry Raisa many things that are different between us.But this heart cannot turn away from her she always filled my heart.At first I thought what is special about her compared to other women who are better.I always try to reject my heart about her existence, I try to deny the fact that this heart has been tethered in her heart. the more I tried to ignore the more this heart remembered it. I realized if I chose it there were many obstacles that I had to go through, if this heart could choose who it would anchor to, if it could be,maybe I won't experience this complexity.I chose all of this, so I'm the one who will fight for all.

this afternoon is so bright there is no cloudy in the sky of Jakarta, but inversely proportional to the raisa since this morning he was always out of the accompaniment, he was not allowed to leave the house ,aunty had always lectured him until she had to cover her ears with hansed

" can't go out today"

" missed college one day papa?"

" if Raihan's family comes here kiss his parents' hands"

" later have to be polite"

" later put on some polite clothes"

" don't forget to smile"

it was unceasingly said

Raisa did not respond to the words of her aunt and Mamang, she was really dizzy for him, he who stuck with his own game now must be responsible for what he did .

now he spends his time in sports all taking away the anger he cannot escape, he is upset and angry at himself.

Raisa looked at her face in the mirror ,he who never noticed his appearance now clearly visible himself in the glass.he might even be counted with the fingers when he saw himself in the glass.he was very indifferent with his appearance always behaving stupidly with his appearance his appearance.if there are people who always pay attention to his appearance he does not care, anyway he does not need to attract the attention of someone, he does not want to look striking among all of them ,as much as possible he wants not to be considered his existence by them .being a figure that is ignored is his desire.

"wearing this shirt"

" you have to be in a dock dressing"

" no" answered Raisa ketus

"why ndok?"aunt is confused by Raisa's answer

"this is just a family introduction not directly married?, why use the show and everything" replied Raisa ketus

"emmm..let you look fresh ndok?"now it is Mamang's turn to persuade

"i don't want to, let them look at me like this, I want to see if they want to accept me like this or not"

Raisa who looks annoyed makes Mamang and aunty slightly relax her passionate desire about meeting these two families.

" this time follow the request of aunty and Mamang?!"

" aunts and mamang never ask anything from you, this time aunt and Mamang ask you to share the wishes of Mamang and aunt"

" aunty and Mamang want to see you happy".they both really worked hard to make Raisa want to.

"i have complied with your request, what else ? everything I'm gonna do".Raisa looked at the two parents she loved so much.

" thank you ndok" aunt hugged Raisa she was grateful to have Raisa as her daughter

"you're so pretty wearing this docksuit", aunt and Mamang praised Raisa's beauty.

Raisa who got the praise just rolled her eyes panted.

they had always talked a lot.raisa who heard him just kept quiet.he knew they were very happy with all this.

" tingtong..tingtong.." bell sound sign there is a guest.

" it must be Raihan's family ndok come down" aunt invited Raisa to come down, without saying Raisa followed aunt and Mamang down to the living room.

when the door opened, Raihan was seen with his parents

"assalamallaikum" they compactly say hello

"waalaikumsallam" replied aunty and Mamang, Raisa only replied in her heart.

aunty welcomes his uminya hand Raihan they both hug each other .look clearly Raihan family is so friendly.

"how's Mom doing?" ask Raihan uminya to the aunt heard by all

" thank God be healthy" while letting go of his embrace

"we are both Raisa's parents" said Mamang as he invited her to sit with a hand gesture.abi immediately sat down on the chair in follow Raihan and mamang

"Abi, Raihan, and Mamang are already sitting.The three of them look familiar .

Raihan saw Raisa look beautiful even without make up. by wearing polite clothes though not closed at least Raisa appreciates her family.raihan smiled gently when her eyes collided with Raisa's round eyes. but Raisa instantly turned her face away as their eyes clashed.

Raisa looks confused she doesn't know what to do

" uh.sa. let's say hello"

aunty looked back and she saw Raisa who was still silent.

" let's salim first the same umi" aunt told Raisa to Salim to umi.doubtfully Raisa reached out her hand towards umi, with a gentle smile umi welcomed Raisa's hand

" is this what Raisa's called?"

"yes" while kissing umi's hand

" well, what a beauty" praises umi

Raisa who is praised is just silent.he just smiled thinly .

aunty invited umi to sit.he sat next to umi in follow Raisa who sat next to aunt.so now all have sat down

the silence happened a few seconds before Raihan's ashes opened the sound

"ahem..." Abi cleared his throat before he started talking.

"the two of us," as his hand made a gesture showing himself and Umi.

" parent Raihan" Abi took a breath before continuing his sentence

"we both came here intending to propose to the father's daughter for our son ,"

Mamang and aunty looked at each other, they were still waiting for what else Raihan's brother wanted to say

" maybe this looks very fast, but everything about good things must be in motion, right, sir?" Abi asked for justification of the word he said to Mamang.

Mamang and aunt nodded their heads in a nod sign they both agreed.

" did you agree to our request?"

auntie and Mamang looked at each other before finally smiling while nodding

" yes we agree."

"Alhamdulillah" replied Abi umi and Raihan together.they then laughed.

" does Raihan want to take care and accept our daughter sincerely" asked Mamang to Raihan.

"i will guard and protect Raisa mang, I also sincerely accept Raisa as she is?" without hesitation, I answered Mamang's question.

"i want to ask Raisa's son," Abi who looks so dignified when talking makes Raisa a little groggy.

"would Raisa sincerely accept our son Raihan "it is now Abi's turn to ask Raisa

Raisa knew this would happen when she agreed to the bet with Raihan.he simply replied with a nod, Rihan smiled widely as he saw Raisa nod .

"maybe this is too soon, but according to Abi if you two are ready you should both get married immediately"

" married" said Raisa repeating the word abi

"yes son" Umi who now answers

Raihan who saw panic on the beautiful face of Raisa smiled. he saw a beautiful face that always looks jutek now looks panicked, it makes his own happiness for Raihan.

do not forget to like and comment yes let me the spirit of update.