
Raisa felt more awkward with raihan, she became more wrong with the behavior if she was with Raihan. as much as possible she chose to avoid, various reasons she used in order to escape from her husband, as much as possible,
even to the campus, Raisa chose to leave alone for reasons that made her repeatedly look for ideas to be free from Raihan
like this morning at the dinner table.
" we go together" asked Raihan who knew for sure raisa would refuse
" i'm going alone?" answer Raisa ketus
" why?, can we go together?"
" go back to college to see Dr. Dimas' clinic have an appointment with him"
" Sister interracial?" with Raihan's calm and patient attitude with Raisa's cold attitude
"go can be alone?"Raisa is still with her stance
"Abang interra sa.." still being patient to face Raisa's attitude, with a soft voice
" i said no need to" put the spoon to the table and stood up, cold attitude as if making a wall between himself and Raihan.
"sa. "Raihan's hand holds Raisa's.
Raihan looked up at Raisa who did not look at her
" we've been married for a month "
"why do you keep your distance between us"
" we're husband and wife"
"we're a couple"
" we should complement each other"
" we should understand each other"
" we should be open to each other"
"we should always be together"
Raihan gently squeezed out Raisa's hand, no reaction from Raisa
"is it that hard to open your heart to you?"
" there is not a little feeling for your brother that grows in your heart during our time together"
" tell Brother how to get a little bit into your heart"
" give a little place in your heart for Brother?"
" So please"
"don't let Abang fight alone" a voice rang out softly.Raihan rubbed his face rough with one of his hands,
Raisa took a breath she closed her eyes for a moment, as she opened it in her male lyrics which she may have unknowingly filled her heart looking desperate.
" i never said never to force me"
"Don't know that brother forced it all"
"Think it won't be this hard to conquer your heart"
Raihan again gently squeezed the finger of Raisa who was still in his hand, he took a deep breath
" it turns out that not a little bit of your heart is moved for Brother" his voice was very soft sounding heart-wrenching for Raisa
"sorry" at last the word came out of Raisa's mouth
" Sister will continue to fight to get your heart, until you feel tired of the struggle Brother"
Raihan is aware of everything because of his wishes but he never imagined it would be this difficult to melt Raisa's heart.
there was a heart-wrenching feeling for Raisa when she saw Raihan talking like that to her, she tried to hide it by turning her face away from Raihan.
" eat first before leaving"Raihan who saw Raisa still standing pulled Raisa's hand to sit back to finish her food, Raisa had not had time to eat her food.
" what time is it?" raihan asked Raisa who was still silent, she tried to forget the words she said earlier.
" don't know?"
" Abang will go to the boarding school there is an event there, was the phone call tell ngajak you" Raihan paused his sentence he saw Raisa who focused on her food, the food,he did not respond at all with Raihan's words
" let you find an excuse later "
Raihan returned to eating food that he had not had time to eat
" i go first" Raisa got up from her seat she wanted to immediately go avoid Raihan.
" heartened" Raihan saw the departure of his loved ones with a sad feeling
"Abang will continue to fight" said the words spoken in the heart as an encouragement for yourself .
after finishing his meal Raihan got up from his seat and prepared to be ready to go to campus.
previously Raihan said goodbye to the maid who sent the aunt during the bibik left, my aunt was worried because there was no one to take care of them while staying at the aunt and Mamang.
" bik Raihan left first "Raihan said goodbye to bik Suti , a maid who had long known aunt and Mamang
" oh yeah den?" bik Suti who was grinding the laundry turned his head towards the sound.
" my wife has gone to college bik was hunting not had time to pay" said Raihan politely
" yes yes den..gak papa"
Raihan walked out to his car.
Raihan drove his car slowly to the campus, actually he was very happy if Raisa wanted to be with him wherever he went"
on the way to campus he saw Raisa talking to someone on the side of the road. Raihan wanted to stop his car but the road was a little crowded.he was afraid to interfere with the smooth running of traffic.
along the way to the campus Raihan thought as if he had seen a man with Raisa but where he thought, many times his finger tapped on the steering wheel trying to remember
without realizing it he finally arrived at the parking lot, he sighed, never remembering who the male figure was,
he chose to go to the cafeteria to meet his friends who were gathering, he said,
" assalamallaikum" said Raihan to his friend who was busy chatting
" wish.eventually there is time for us" said Doni a little tart.
Raihan just smiled he had memorized with his best friend this one
"want me to eat" Diki bargained with Raihan as Raihan sat next to her
" no.. already full" Raihan leaned his body on the shoulder of the chair he began to play his hape.
when everyone was joking, Raihan was seen silent, he tried to cover up his turmoil.
Diki who knows the outside and inside of Raihan, feels if this friend has a problem.
it was visible from the look in his eyes that implied sadness
" is there a problem?" Diki tried to ask Raihan when other friends were cool themselves
Raihan who was tweaking his Atik hape glanced at diki, he felt diki was talking to him, he said,
Raihan pointed towards himself as his eyes glanced at Diki
" yes ...you "Diki was a little upset because Raihan ignored her question
" oh....…"Raihan shook his head, he did not want to talk about his household to anyone, his house disgrace was his own disgrace, as much as he could cover.
"there's a problem" he repeated the word
" none of them?" he smiled thinly
" if necessary, I'm ready for twenty-four hours"
" ha.ha.ha" Raihan laughed at Diki's words, he knew his best friend understood him the most.
"that's Lo's wife who Lo is proud to be on the same street as another guy "Doni who saw Raisa sitting at the opposite table showing Raisa to Raihan.
Raihan who was still focusing on Diki turned his face towards Doni, though,
"what" mouth movements without sound and eyebrows slightly raised to the top that Raihan did
" noh look " while moving her chin towards Raisa who is followed by raihan
Raihan saw Raisa sitting at the next table over there also sat a man .
" he was the man who met in India yesterday" Raihan now remembered who the man who was with Raisa.
raihan saw Raisa as if he did not react to the man sitting in front of him, he also acted unconcerned.he was cool with his hape
Raihan saw the man trying to get Raisa to speak, but Raisa did not respond
while Raisa starts to get emotional with the man in front of her, she tries to ignore him but this man is increasingly becoming
"ca...before you excuse me, I will stay here and follow wherever you go?!" this man began to despair, Caca who used to be so jovial and easy to forgive someone now turned one hundred and eighty degrees
The Caca he saw now was so cold, there was no smile on his lips, even the look in his eyes contained hatred .
" ca... I beg you to speak, lie if you do not know me?, "
"we were inseparable before, I left because I had a reason,"
" after I got back I looked for you at home and you moved out,"
"i asked the people there they don't know you're gone" Andre took a deep breath, and Raisa had changed.
Raisa sees the watch in her hand soon her first course will start, she puts the hape into her bag and stands up, but Andre immediately holds it up so that Raisa does not leave
" out!" raisa's cold voice reached where Raihan was sitting
Raihan stood up from his seat, his friend who was there just watching him
" what's dear" the soft voice that Raisa was familiar with was now by her side, holding her shoulder and stroking quietly.
Raisa immediately shook the hand of Andre who was still holding her hand.
" does he bother you?"the loving gaze is always directed by Raihan to Raisa.
Andre saw the same person when he first met Raisa in indopril, a calm and gentle man, he squinted his eyes asking in his heart who this man was.
" who is she ca, why is she always with you?"his curiosity made him powerless to ask
Raisa glances at Raihan at the sight of her husband looking increasingly handsome with a long-sleeved shirt suit and jeans.
Raihan waits whether Raisa will acknowledge him as her husband in front of others
" i don't need to be clear who he is because Lo isn't who I am" Raisa puts her hand in front of her chest.
"if he's not who you are why is he always here every time we talk?"
Raisa took a breath she was really caught off guard with the human in front of her.
"he's my husband" coldly said
"it's only natural that he's always with me" as his eyes glanced cynically at Andre.
Raihan hears Raisa confessing in front of others if she is her husband so happy
"what?!!.... You are married?!" Andre who heard Raisa was married was shocked.
" liks...kamu lied, did you deliberately say like that so that I stay away, right ca?"....Andre shook his shake to Raisa's two hands.
raisa again brushed off Andre's hand
" sorry ...we are married, Raisa is my wife, so I beg you not to disturb my wife" said Raihan politely.
"i'm sure if you're not married yet, surely it's your wits so I don't bother you.?" Andre really can't believe Raisa's married.
" i'll try to get your heart back ca, anyhow?" Andre took a rough breath his body felt powerless he rubbed his face rough, he could not accept the reality when he was looking for Raisa and had found it turned out Raisa was married,
" never try to interfere with my life"
"gue can do more than you think?"after threatening Andre Raisa pulled Raihan's hand away from Andre.