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episode 10's

Already 3 days raisa did not enter the lecture he sat in the family room , his eyes focused on his favorite flat object.he did not realize if sam had been standing nearby, he noticed Raisa who occasionally took a deep breath, occasionally closed her eyes and occasionally wrinkled her forehead.Sam felt astonished what was being thought of raisa to such a focus that he did not notice her arrival" how's wound?" without distracting his eyes from the flat object he answered "not dry yet" sam was a tad bit too good" I know you're great, I know you're a martial artist, but sometimes people have apes ,like you at this moment" Raisa took a breath, in her brain she confirmed what sam said, sometimes people have apes, like her now" I seem to permit a longer lecture until healed?" sam scrunched up his forehead "is this your reason so you can be free from your lecture"raisa just put his shoulder to it."you lecture haven't been a month, but you're not excited"takes punching Raisa's shoulder slowly..raisa's just clucking" I'm not comfortable there"sam sitting next to Raisa" when do you feel comfortable if that keeps up..Open your heart to accept new people, find as many friends as you can?"raisa turns her body facing towards sam, her eyes look sharply at sam" you know I am sam, it is very difficult to accept new people.." sam knows what raisa feels like ,trust in someone is not easy to do. Sam holds onto Raisa's shoulder looking at a brown bead that looks sad.." I know this is difficult, try to survive a little more..open just a little bit of your heart to accept new things that may be foreign to you.I'm sure you can definitely get out of the situation that holds you.." raisa just took a breath looking at sam "I've tried sam.. and ... I'm comfortable with myself, I don't need anyone, I can take care of myself".raisa lean her body on the chair.. " but you still have to lecture point not put on a comma.sam reaffirms his words" but if I can't hold on I can get out" looked at sam expectantly, sam just nodded ." oh yeah...your friend who helped you what's his name? I have to say thank you for helping my sister"back raisa look at sam" don't thank me that's the return because he made me lose the bet!".now it's sam's turn to sigh" but at least he has saved you "while random shuffling raisa's hair "sammm.." while glaring at sam....while sam was only widened because he managed to make raisa angry.bibik who was at the dinner table heard the chatter of sam and raisa can only look at raisa with pity"bibik know you are depressed ,but for the sake of aunt also you survive, thank you ndok.ini also for your happiness.so that you can open your heart to the outside world that is not always bad" only he can say in his heart.

Raisa is lazy to get out of her car, actually she still wants to laze at home with aunt and mamang. but the subjects this time require him to enter.he is now in the campus parking lot where the distance between the parking lot and the room where the learning raisa very far. he got out of the car and walked on with his foot repeatedly he took a breath, as if it was very heavy his feet to step on ,there are a bunch of coolest boys on campus are huddling in their parking lot joking with each other and throwing taunts.without raisa realize there are people who pay attention to it, he said, he stole a look as if he was afraid of being caught by his friends." the face without make up and the cold look from the look in his eyes was really beautiful, why I admire him....o Allah forgive your servant for admiring your creature whose name is female.but am I wrong ? raihan spoke to himself.his eyes were still focused on seeing Raisa, accidentally from behind someone hit raisa, he saw raisa cussing looking at the sharp look of the man who accidentally nudged her, he saw Raisa, the man repeatedly bowed his body while saying sorry, he passed from before Raisa with a little running.raisa grimaced with pain.he felt his wound slightly injured again , while closing her eyes, Raisa took a breath.trying to relieve a little pain that felt.rihan who was still paying attention to raisa wanted to get close but she did not want her friend suspicious, but she did not want her friend to be suspicious, he could only resist his will.but unfortunately doni already saw he noticed raisa "you noticed who?" while paying attention to the direction of view raihan , while the rush to break eye contact , he just put his shoulder ."" I know you are watching who?look doni's eyes there is hatred and I don't like you to pay attention to him.he's not on your level and doesn't fit in .!! you are better suited to the point of aisyah do not use koma.lelaki sandahnya seha woman's soul mate" doni smiled obliquely..

In the campus cafeteria, Raisa sat alone with a pack of cigarettes, one of which had been clamped onto two fingers.....his eyes focused on the flat object in his hand.he never paid any heed to the person looking at him , for him this is his world even though some people sneer at him.not want to look cool but this is about comfort.Suddenly a bunch of cool guys come up to him.." can sit here "diki ? those near Raisa took the initiative to start a conversation, while behind diki there are raihan, doni , and davit.they slowly align their bodies with diki" the place was full only this table was empty" doni came to talk, without a word raisa shifted her goods on the table. then the four men sat down.they began to eat her food" how has your wound healed?" raihan was unable to not talk to raisa, while raisa who was asked just glanced towards raihan he returned to focus with his hapenya." eh.actually you can talk no heck" doni who is upset because his question is always ignored raisa let alone earlier he saw the raihan also ignored.many times he cursed" or do not lo budek to not hear us talk"raisa again raised her face to see the little who spoke rudely to her, she again smoked her cigarette did not mengubris their speech she refocused her eyes on the screen of the hape that was still burning, he repeatedly failed to focus due to their noise.he had been patient to ignore their existence but once again his concentration broke "can be in matiin not skirt seems to be disturbing" davit who had been silent to talk it, Raisa again raised her head to turn off the rest of the cigarette that was exhausted in the smoke acidity, he took a breath and took it out violently" that bothers you all" while pointing one by one cool guy.then Raisa moved from her seat "basis daguk...sook beauty,"doni spoke a little loudly so that the children who were in the cafe know,?al the result of everyone looking towards Raisa.