Dusk Rainbow

Go away

"Darling, I'm home. This is the ice you asked for" cried Devan as he stared at the tightly shut door of his room.

A few minutes ago Raisya asked Devan to buy him an ice tape next to the hospital. Very strange in Devan's eyes, but he still bought it with a slightly anxious heart.

The house was very quiet, not even a single person passed by to make Devan wink.

Nanda appeared from behind the room and approached Devan who was beside the dining room.

"Sorry Brother, Raisya went with his father and mother, they brought a big suitcase" Nanda said innocently. He conveyed what Mama Aya told him over the phone.

Devan was riveted, all his organs were not functioning, his veins seemed to be cut off so he could not move. The crackle hanging in his hand fell and the ice he bought spilled instantly flooded the floor.

"What do you mean? Where's Raisya going?" Without waiting for a response, Devan ran towards his room, swiftly he opened the door and swept across the room, after which opened the bathroom door.

No one in the room made Devan come out and approach Nanda who was still pecking in the dining room.

"Where did they go? Why bring a suitcase?" asked Devan enthusiastically. Panicked, his body began to tremble as he recalled the extremely spoiled shadow of Raisya before he left.

Nanda shook her head, I don't know anything about it.

Anger, anxiety, fear, all piled up on Devan's chest until the man could not think clearly. Devan sat on the dining room chair and wished it was all just a dream in broad daylight.

When Devan began to stir with tears, suddenly the front door opened, the mother came along with the father. Mother ran a little closer to Devan who looked chaotic.

"Son, you're okay, right?" tanya Mommy embraces Devan's burly body.

He brushed his broad shoulders and occasionally kissed his head. Channeling the power so Devan doesn't collapse.

"Raisya go, Mother. He left me" Devan said on the sidelines. For whatever sake Devan feels fragile with that reality.

"Mother knows," answered Mother casually.

Devan looked at the father sitting next to him.

"Dad, I'm sure Dad also knows where Raisya went. Well, help me, tell me where Raisya is now," Devan's pinta said.

Father was silent a thousand languages, he knew this plan would definitely make Devan hurt, but Raisya was no less hurt if everyone did not comply with his request. Moreover, the accident was indirectly caused by his two children. He must have felt guilty.

"Sorry, I can't tell you. Raisya said that he had written a letter and put it on the nightstand."

Devan ran back to his room and took the pink fold of paper under the perfume bottle.

A beautiful photo wearing peach-colored clothes and hijab became the speech of the writing.

Assalamualaikum, do you remember when I wore that shirt?

"One day after our marriage, I still remember, it was in the beginning that you had to accept my mistreatment, even the clothes you wore to witness my silence that made you cry," devan answered the letter in a soft voice.

Sis, thank you for being with me all this time. Brother has sacrificed ignoring everything just for my sake. Today, I decided to leave, I don't want to bother you anymore, it doesn't mean we'll be separated for good. I just want to be alone.

I will miss Big Brother, I will definitely cry as I go through that silent night without Big Brother's embrace, but I want to learn to be independent, taking care of myself without you dear ones. 

Don't blame anyone, because this is purely my request. Don't look for me, 'cause I'll be home soon.

I love you

Devan squeezed the paper into a fist, his anger growing when he remembered at the beginning of the marriage, with the insistence he hurt the woman. However, Raisya persisted, but when the love was embedded, Raisya just casually went to bring half his soul.

Raisya managed to punish him with severe torment, he did not expect that the smile he poured out last night at Syakila's pregnancy thanksgiving, the hug for the embrace Raisya gave while sleeping was a trick to leave him. 

Devan sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the wide open window. 

"I've done you wrong, but you shouldn't retaliate in this way, you know, what's the biggest regret of my life, I've wasted you, I hurt you once," Devan murmured filled with regret.

Devan rubbed his face violently, unable to reveal everything he had done. 

"Sister." David's voice from the doorway blew Devan's daydream.

The man wiped his tears and looked. 

"Vid, I won't ask you to look for Raisya, but I beg you, take care of her for me. Tell him whenever I'll wait for him." 

"Good, Brother." David also felt sad to see Devan who looked down. However, her brother's request was also a trust for her. David also sometimes felt guilty because of his presence that claimed the life of his mother.

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"This is my grandfather's house. You can stay here, I'll call a doctor to take care of you." 

Raisya nodded, even though his heart was sliced from leaving Devan, Raisya still kept smiling. 

"Welcome, Non," said the beautiful woman wearing the grey kebaya.

"It's Bi Irah, he'll help you." Randu's father introduced the beautiful woman to Raisya.

"I wanted to thank you before because my aunt wanted to accompany me in this house" Raisya cupped his hands together.

Randu's father pushed Raisya's chair inside. The traditional house with very beautiful wood carvings was very quiet, there was only Bi Irah who was there and it was as per Raisya's wishes.

" Aunty will take Non around this village, definitely do not like."

Raisya took out his latest phone and photographed some very unique and elegant corners of the room.

"Darling, are you sure you don't want to communicate with Devan?" mama Aya asked to make sure.

Raisya just put on a smile. 

"I have to be sincere about everything. I won't impose a will, I know that Brother Devan loves me very much, but I also can't be selfish, he needs happiness, he needs a perfect woman, if everyone thinks I'm selfish, they don't know how my heart hurts. Doesn't love not have to have each other."

Mama Aya embraced Raisya, strengthening her to persevere in accepting the test that befell her at this time.

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