Dusk Rainbow

Confessing wrong

Instantly Devan's body trembled violently, his eyes staring at the gurney that was progressively moving away through the front door.

The police speech was able to sever his veins, killing all of his organs to malfunction. His feet were carved on the paving and could not step in the slightest.

"Raisya was in an accident," the words kept ringing in his ears like a nightmare that shook his soul.

"No, I'm sure you're wrong" Devan said, pulling the collar. His eyes lit up showing sadness and anger mixed in.

Police pulled out some evidence, from wallets, cell phones and business cards found in the victim's car. 

"His name is Raisya the Wise Princess."

Sontak Devan grabbed the items hanging in the hands of the police, then saw what was inside. Right, the phone and the identity card belong to Raisya.

Devan threw the object and ran in, splitting everyone who passed until some people fell down because of it.

Repeatedly Devan pressed the elevator button following the gurney that had entered. However, there was no sign of the elevator doors opening which made Devan run towards the emergency stairs. 

Arriving at the end, Devan circulated his gaze towards the front, where several doctors were discussing.

Devan ran up to him, "Where's my wife?" devan asked with trembling lips. 

The doctor pointed to the room that was still wide open.

Devan followed where the doctor's finger was, as soon as the clear liquid just poured down his cheek, he could not stem the tears that had accumulated in the fertilizer.

"It's impossible." He dragged his heavy feet to get close to the gurney. There were several sisters who installed medical devices and cleaned red stains on the injured part of Raisya's leg. 

"As wait outside, we will do our best for doctor Raisya." One of the sisters blocked Devan's path which was almost near his wife's bed.

"She's my wife, I want to see her" Devan said. 

"But, __" the nurse's remark was cut off when Dr. Ryan who was on the doorstep raised his hand.

"Mas only has five minutes, after that please get out of here, because we will immediately handle doctor Raisya," the man explained.

Devan stroked Raisya's cheek gently. 

"Darling, wakeup! I'm sorry, I should have been honest with you, I shouldn't have hidden all of this from you" Devan whispered, hugging Raisya's unconscious body, smelling his cheeks that smell fishy because of the blood that is still pouring.

"Now, please Mas Devan out!" pinta Doctor Ryan.

My rainbow, keep it colored for everyone who loves you. 

Devan kissed the back of Raisya's hand and took it off, wiped her tears and came out following the doctor's words.

The door of the room was tightly closed. Devan leaned his back against the wall and slumped, grabbed his hair and banged his head. Regrets that could not be expressed with words to make him cry as much as he could.

"Sister, where is Raisya's brother?" ask Syakila who just arrived.

Devan did not answer, his mind was in a state of mind unable to respond to anything around him, including the presence of some people around him. 

The crying broke again when Mother Sabrina came. As a mother, she felt sorry for this incident.

"Mother, it's all my fault" whined Syakila who hugged my mother.

Afif came in after getting a call from Ryan's doctor.

"How is Raisya doing?" A familiar voice asked the beautiful woman. The great doctor came with Mother Sesil.

Devan could only sit down, embrace both of his legs and drown his face. His heart broke into pieces as he remembered what he had been doing all day.

"It's still being handled by the doctor" Mahesa's father replied, although he was sad, Mahesa's father tried to be strong, not as fragile as his wife and children.

"Where is Raisya?" Mama Aya's voice rang out, Devan was still silent, there was nothing she could do but pray in her heart.

"There's inside, Ma'am. We just pray that he is okay," replied the mother of Sabrina calmed down.

"How did this happen, Van?" ask Randu's father who is no less chaotic.

Devan just looked up at Randu's father who was standing in front of him.

Not yet able to answer, David came with a restless face.

"Where are you, Dad?" ask David. 

"There's inside" replied Randu's father. 

O Allah, if anyone should be punished it should be me, not Raisya. That's Devan's heart talking.

"It's all my fault, Dad. I made brother crash."

"What do you mean?" ask Randu's father to David. 

Before the accident happened

After Syakila left the restaurant, Raisya cried in the arms of sister Ely. Decompose the sadness that makes it worse. 

"Sus, what do my sisters think?" asked Raisya on the sidelines of his sobbing. 

"I don't know either, Doc. If I were in the position of Doctor, not necessarily able to deal with all this, so I can not answer the question, Doctor."

Raisya raised her head upright and wiped her tears.

"I'm too whiny, but it's just a trivial matter, but I raised it. Now sister come back, please take care of the data in the room, I'll follow."

"But, Doc __"

"Sus, I'm fine, after all from here to the hospital is close," said Raisya reassured that made Sister Ely directly out of the restaurant.

Raisya reached into his cell phone in his pocket and contacted David.

"David, you can pick up brother, right? Tonight I want to sleep at my mother's house" Raisya said without greeting.

"I'm still out of town, brother. How about I send a driver?"

"It's okay, I'm at the restaurant next to dad's hospital, hurry up a little yeah, my head's dizzy."

"Yes, Brother."

After waiting for more than twenty minutes, finally the car that David sent came.

"Please, Non!" The driver opened the back door. 

"Sir, I want to drive myself, I want to go for a walk first."

"Wherever Non goes, you'll drop by."

"No, you better take a taxi" Raisya raised his voice while closing the door. 

This is the first time the driver saw the strange behavior of Raisya, if usually the woman is soft, now Raisya looks irritated and exhausted. 

Raisya entered at the wheel without listening to the chants of the driver who kept knocking on the door. 

The problems that befell him made Raisya not focus on the crowded streets. Many times he overtook vehicles that passed by, even the speed was faster than usual. Until at a sharp turn, Raisya saw a motor that was running slowly in front of him, because it was surprised Raisya slammed the steering wheel towards the edge. His feet tried to hit the brakes. But unfortunately, the fast pace made his car mired crashed into the road barrier first.