Dusk Rainbow

Pov mother Sabrina

I gathered all my daughters' sons. Of them only me and Mas Mahesa sat in the front seat.

Actually he also did not want to accompany me, but because I forced him, he finally wanted to, he said insecurely to me who was much more perfect, I think it was very excessive. Because I who accompanied his life for decades also saw many advantages from him.

In the most marginal row there are Devan and Raisya, then Syakila with her husband and Fairuz in her lap, then the twins, they have not been side by side with Airin or Alara because it is not legal, asyifa chose to sit among the twins.

I was like a first lady in my husband's house, the children were looking at me fixedly waiting for my lips to speak.

"What's your mother collecting us here?" 

The question arises from Devan who is probably very curious. I'm not usually like this, and I prefer to keep everything to myself.

I held back the tears that had accumulated in the fertilizer. All my dreams came true, building a beautiful and warm family, even though the beginning of my life with Mas Mahesa was painful, I tried to be patient and finally reached the peak of unparalleled happiness.

"Mother just wants to say something" I said clearly. 

They looked at each other with thoughts I didn't know. 

"About what?" syakila who seemed a little hesitant asked him. 

"It's not about anything, you just want to tell you, especially Daffa and Daffi and Asyifa who are not married. Soon you will be husbands like Brother Devan and Brother Afif, Alara and Airin are your own choices, so do not let you hurt them. In marriage it is not only treasure and love, but filling each other with emptiness. There should be a time when couples need. Prepare the shoulders to lean, and prepare the heart to be able to accept the shortcomings of the couple. 

Mas Mahesa stroked my shoulders that began to tremble, I could not help but cry and finally the tears that I kept spilled, moved when I saw my children turned out to be adults.

"It's always been you who apologized to mom and dad, but today it's you who apologized to you."

Now not only me, Syakila Dan Raisya and Asyifa began to shed tears, while Devan and Afif and the twins lowered their heads.

"Maybe Mommy is wrong on you, whether intentional or not, often angry, and also often force the will of all of you, but from the deepest heart, mother loves you very much. The responsibilities of Mother and father are enough to arrive here, but that does not mean that mother will let you go, mother will still monitor you, if mother hears there is a mistake, do not call your mother that name, not only once mother advised you, but have repeatedly done this, and mother hope you understand."

All nodded, the twins who were used to the installment were also a henchman perceiving my words. Devan came up to me and sat down in front of me, as the first child who understood me better, he who knew my sorrow and the burden that surrounded me.

"There is no word of pardon from the mother for her children, after all the mother is heaven for me and the twins. So do not feel guilty, it is we who cannot repay the services of the mother, we who always bother the mother, we who often make the mother cry and we __"

Devan came along, he kissed my hand gently. His presence brought me and Mahesa together. His unexpected presence led me to a life full of twists and turns.

Syakila gave Fairuz to Afif, on a slow road, he sat in the middle and embraced me and Mahesa. 

"Mother and father are my vanity, you are a bright light to us, every parent has their own way of educating their children, mother is the best woman for my brother, me and sister."

Syakila said, she also has a mature mindset, as a mother maybe she also began to feel what I felt first.

The twins sit next to Devan.

They kissed both of my cheeks simultaneously, then switched to hugging Mahesa. I'm ashamed, in front of Afif they all treated me like a child. 

"If there is still Sabrina Salsabila who was born, I also want to edit it, unfortunately there is only one, namely the mother, and the father is the luckiest person to get the heart of the mother," said Daffa mengswil my chin, he is the most ridiculous, but he is also the one who often dilutes my mood when agitated.

Mas Mahesa was silent, from the look on his face, he was holding something, but I did not know he was a difficult person to guess and enigmatic.

"I won't say anything but thank you to mom and dad. You guys are great and amazing" said Daffi more seriously.

I smiled and spread out my arms, welcoming Asyifa who approached me. 

"I can't say anything, I love you." Asyifa was sitting on my lap, her age that had just turned seventeen made her very spoiled, but also able to stand on her own in place. 

"Your dear mother, if Daffi and Daffa's brother are married, you will stay with your mother and father."

Raisya still looked down and was busy wiping her tears. Maybe he is the same as me, very sad when married not embraced by my beloved mother, and that happened to me. 

I walked up to him and hugged him. Gives strength to her fragile because of the loss of a mother from childhood.

"You are the daughter of the mother as well, from childhood you can not be separated from the embrace of the mother, do not ever consider this mother-in-law, even though you were born from the mother of Arum, the mother still considers you as the daughter of the mother herself."

Raisya is sobbing in my arms. 

I continued to stroke her hand, while Devan sat by her side again. 

I stared at Afif with a stick. 

"Fif, take good care of Syakila, even though she is chatty and angry, she is the darling of mother and father," I said without hesitation.

Afif raised his thumb and smiled. 

"May you be given happiness like mother and father."

Aamyn 

All answered in unison 

Finally I was relieved, could take out the uneg-uneg that I had been craving all this time.

He smiled and clapped. A birthday song sounds really loud from behind.

"Who's the birthday?" my many.

Mas Mahesa hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"Happy birthday dear wife, may long and healthy life always.

I was so busy I forgot my birthday.