Dimadu Tak Semanis Honey
Bonus #19
It hurts this head thinking about everything. Why is everything that happened to me so awful.
The man who loved me, everything hurt so deeply. I'm not asking them to be perfect. I just want honesty and sincerity. They are sincere, it's just that the way they love me is wrong.
Then what am I supposed to do now?
Erlangga's condition is improving. He was willing to laugh and be happy as ever. He still refused to meet Lee.
It rained so hard that afternoon. The sky is definitely cloudy. The people who were not many who passed by were getting quieter.
The longer it decreases, leaving only water droplets from the clumsiness and foliage. Every now and then there was a thunderbolt that seemed to be far away.
My eyes are still looking out. See the trees and wet streets. Sometimes I rub my arms rough because of the cold.
I glanced towards the nightstand behind where I was standing. My phone's beeping. It feels like not walking. I didn't want to ruin the mood at the time. Calm.
The phone rings again. Reluctantly I had to step up. A name is on the screen.
"Mommy?" I immediately took up the rush. "Hello, Mommy."
"Mami bless you if you want to talk to Lee. Mami also told Aksa. It's just, Mami needs time alone, I don't know when. Take care of Aksa."
Pueo ....
The phone just died without a word coming out of my mouth.
Tok tok tok tok
"Bun, can I come in?"
"Yes, baby." I immediately saved the phone, and waited for Aksa to enter the room. He entered with a blushing face.
"Bun, I pinjem Om Zidan's phone, ask papi to keep me eating. I promised to buy a burger" he said excitedly. I just nodded with a smile.
Soon Lee arrived when Zidan and I were ready. Waiting in front of the house. Once out of the car, Lee was greeted warmly Aksa who ran and scattered in Lee's arms. Aksa who was lifted floated upwards by Lee, laughing so cheerfully. With Lee. Laughter expands. Removing the longing after a few days in rejected its existence by Aksa.
"Fire kangen with you, hero." said Lee while clutching tightly Aksa and in reply to a warm kiss.
"It's okay, baby. You are right, protect Mother. And Papi is proud of you." They let go of the longing by hugging tightly.
"If the embrace continues, when do we eat it. Yuk ah!" I said melt the mood.
They both laughed. Aksa immediately got into the back seat. Lee and I sat in front.
Split the streets of the capital city. Aksa is cool with her YouTube. Look at the toys he likes. Several times Lee glanced, stealing glances when I could see it clearly.
"What's wrong? why keep glancing around?" my many. He focused on the streets.
"That shirt." I turned and saw the clothes I was wearing. I'm afraid there's something wrong with the clothes I'm wearing.
"That's our dress first. That shirt you never wear with 'fear of being broken', why is it now worn?"
Lee's question made me feel wrong. Honestly, I don't mean anything by wearing this shirt. It's just that, coincidentally, this shirt is in line with the color of the clothes that Aksa wears. What should I tell Lee?
"No need to answer."
"I like this shirt. The color is in line with the one Aksa is wearing."
"So is my shirt." I round my eyes. And I finally realized our clothes were the same color. Don't people think we're a happy whole family? let ....
Arrive at the food that is headed. As usual, Lee carried Aksa. And I just smiled behind him.
Whatever people think and say, from now on I just want to focus on Aksa's happiness. That'sthat's all.
With whom I live, the important thing is that Aksa is happy. I'm sure that's what Erlangga wants. I forgot one thing, I have to go to Erlangga's grave. There's a lot I want to ask him and I want to tell him.
Mom, hope you're happy there. Aami....
Hi everyone. Sorry, I just stamped up again. It's been a long holiday this week, so my time is up with family. Focus on the same son and father son. xixixixi
May you be faithful in waiting. Follow the story. Tomorrow, if there are no obstacles will be up every day. Thank you Readers 🤗🤗🤗😍
