Dimadu Tak Semanis Honey

CHAPTER 44

Help me hate you. I love you so much, you mean so much to me.

That's not easy. Not as easy as saying it. Letting go in silence, that does not include sincerity. Moreover, the heart still feels pain. Isn't that just a feeling of resignation, or just a sense of hopelessness?

Crying in a pillow bath is one way for Siti to spill her sadness. Sad as night came, her beloved husband was in another woman's room. Even though they are both status as wives.

There is nothing Siti does other than immediately take water and perform prayers. Never move from the top of the bed. Crying and pleading with the Maha, so that her heart may be strong in facing reality.

Imagining what Lee and Naura do together, it always manages to make Siti's chest almost explode.

Not worth it. But, after all, Siti was just an ordinary human being.

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The knocking of the door shattered Siti's unfounded delusion. He went to the door and opened it.

"Lee?"

Siti was surprised to find her husband behind the door. Didn't it?

"Can I come in?"

"Yes, but ...."

"Can?" lee asked, raising both eyebrows.

Siti immediately stepped foot, giving room for Lee to enter their room. Siti closed the door. His face still showed his taste.

"Darling, why are you here?"

"Haram?"

"That's not what I mean, I ...."

"I'm tired, I want to sleep. We'll talk again."

Without explaining anything else, Lee slept on Siti's back.

Maybe Siti still feels weird, and wonders. Deep down in his heart, he felt happy.

At 05. 00 WIB

The sleeping siti was aghast. His surprise grew as he looked at the clock. Immediately ran to take wudu and dawn prayers.

She only realized her husband was not in bed when she finished praying.

Still in a state of wearing mukena, Siti came out to find her husband, Lee.

Down the stairs. His eyes explored every room he passed. There was no one he could ask. Slender.

Siti's steps stopped when she heard someone talking. There is no Makassar to eavesdrop on. However, Siti's legs felt heavy to step on.

"You should have known from the beginning, our marriage was only a forerunner, nothing more."

"Then, what's the fate of our child?"

"Born. Let Siti and I be her parents. After that, we'll get divorced. I'll give you all the treasure I have."

"Lee!"

"Deflect your voice. This pregnancy no one can know but us."

"Lee. I'm not trash. You can't just throw it away after you enjoy everything. I am the mother of your future son. At least appreciate it."

"He's my son, and Siti's mother."

"********! If you don't legally marry me, I will kill this baby. I'll drop my shit."

"Don't!"

Siti's loud and sudden voice, made the two turn at the same time.

"Don't do it, Naura. The baby is innocent. Please."

"You want this baby alive? Huh uh?"

Siti nodded her head. With an anxious face.

"Get out of Lee's life. Let me and my son live happily. Your existence will only make my son confused."

"Shut up! shut the fuck up," Lee snapped. His eyes reddened, his hands raised upwards preparing to hit Naura's face. However, Siti held him back.

"Don't, honey. Anyway she's pregnant, there's your child in her womb."

Lee still did not lower his hand. His eyes stared intently at Naura with hatred and anger.

"Honey ..." said Siti.

Slowly Lee's hand came down. Siti who knew her husband was still full of emotions, immediately hugged him. Siti calms her husband if he is angry.

Naura's fist was so strong at the sight of the scene.

"Listen well. She ...." Lee pointed at Naura's stomach. "Not more important than Siti, keep it."

With the blood still boiling, Lee pulled Siti's hand and left Naura.

Who wouldn't have felt hurt by Lee's attitude just now. All women, especially pregnant women, will be very hurt. Pun, Naura.

Her cries broke, filling the guest room she had been using since Lee returned home from the hospital.