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Bonus #17

"Look, ma'am." the hijab-wearing woman with her glasses, started talking about Aksa's condition. He is the psychologist who will help me overcome Aksa's condition.

"Maybe, as parents we only see children feeling happy when they are bought new toys, food that he wants or can also go for a walk. They might be happy. It's just that happiness, especially in children of Aksa's age, is more to their hearts and minds. Don't think yes, only the adult mind can be stressed because of something."

"One of the causes of children's stress is. First, they have desires that they cannot get. Second, divorce of parents. Third, Bullying. And much more if you have to mention everything. Or it could be excessive fear. They will be stressed and it can even cause fainting, just like it happened to Aksa."

"Then how should I behave?"

"I have to know the problem before Aksa fainted. Or maybe you want to tell me about mom's life."

"Should, huh?"

"Must, because the mother is the one who is always in Aksa's daily life. In a way, mother's life affects Aksa's life."

I looked at the woman. For a moment we just stared at each other. Until I was convinced and believed that I should tell her all my life stories. For Aksa.

After almost an hour I told the story, with sometimes explosive emotions, and sometimes down. The woman took off her glasses. Swiping the clear grain from the corner of his eye. Approaching me and hugging me.

"Take it out if you still want to cry. I'm ready to take it all in." whispered it in my ear. I don't know, I feel like I got the right container to shed all the tears that I've had all this time.

I wept. Crying like when Lee sent our divorce papers along with the inclusion of the body of the Father into the burrow.

"Don't hold it. Take it all out, get it out. Let go of all the anger and sadness of your heart. Cry as hard as you want. We're just the two of us. No one will hear."

Hear his words. My cry is becoming. I roared as loud as it was.

The longer I got, the more tired I was. Slowly but surely, the burden that was in my heart gradually disappeared. Relieved it.

I'm in suguhi warm sweet tea. Tidying the hijab then washing the face to feel more fresh.

"Then, how now? are you going to accept Lee?" tanyanya full of search.

"Eitherway. I am confused, my heart is difficult to accept anyone at this time. Even if I have to accept Lee, all for Aksa."

"Don't! don't accept Lee if it's just for Aksa. The mother's child is sensitive, her heart is very sensitive to anything that concerns the mother. Even if I didn't say it, Aksa must know how mom feels."

"I'm sure. With the results of my chat with Aksa yesterday. I can conclude that, his life will be lived when his mother is happy, although sometimes happiness is against the voice of his heart. That's why she gets stressed out and gets scared every time she has a wish that's related to Mom."

O Allah Aksa. I wanted to run and hug the boy.

"But, why does she want Lee so badly as her Papa, while I, I don't want her back in my life."

"Mother lied to herself, Aksa knew that. He could see how happy mom was when Lee was around. She felt how Lee loved mother sincerely. Ma'am, those kids are so sensitive to adults who are really sincere or not, their hearts are still so pure as to be lied to."

Did ya? do I really want Lee back?

"Aksa tau, mom was happy when she was with Lee. That's what he told me."

"I never even knew what my child's heart wanted. Why I'm such a stupid mom."

"No, with the burden that the mother carries, not depression alone it means the mother is very strong," he comforted. "The problem is now with the mother-in-law, Aksa fainted because she couldn't bear to see the mother in anger. Aksa fainted due to her desire to be bumped into the condition of the mother. On the other hand, he wanted Papi Lee. However, that desire got mom into trouble. Can you imagine how depressed Aksa is?"

"Yes, I can understand how she feels." These tears kept flowing endlessly.

"I need to meet with mother-in-law, that's the only way for the difficult situation that Aksa faces."

"Yes, I'll try to call my in-laws."

"For now, keep Aksa away from Lee."

"What?" i'm reflex.

"Why? haha. To keep Aksa away from Lee does not mean to keep her away from her mother. Please find a way to keep Lee from being seen by Aksa," she looked at me with a laugh.

"Hemm! from this alone I can already deduce how mom feels about her ex-husband." He smiled almost laughing. Uh! my cheeks are hot.

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