Dimadu Tak Semanis Honey

Bonus #18

"Did he sleep?" I asked Lee. He was sitting outside the room. Opening the legs with elbows that he keeps on the knees. Staring straight ahead, staring at the hospital garden.

"Hem. Zidan's inside." I'm sitting next to him. He took a long breath. There is sadness in it. After all he was already very close to Aksa. It must have hurt suddenly Aksa refused his presence.

Maybe by rubbing his shoulders can slightly lighten the burden of Lee's heart at this time. He responded by glancing at me at a glance.

"sorry. Lee, I'm sorry on behalf of Aksa. He's already making you sad."

"For what? he doesn't have to apologize. He's just a kid with a wish, and that's not wrong."

"His refusal must have made you sad, right?"

"I'm sad why Aksa. Why should he be in such a depressed position right now. Siti, you know how old he is right now, what should such a small child have a problem that even an adult would definitely be very stressful for him."

"I know, I'm tormented by this. It's just, we don't have a choice. All we have to think about right now is the solution."

"Anda. If I hadn't looked at you then, would the story have been different? maybe ... Maybe our lives will be happy, right? maybe, our son's grown up."

"Relance ...."

"I've never been the least bit unapologetic about that incident. Whenever I remember, I always cry. Why should there be a word of regret in this world? even worse, there is no way for us to go back in those days."

"Forget all Lee, so that your life may be happy."

"That's why I want to host you and Aksa. Erlangga gave me his last message to take care of you. Every day I watch you guys. You didn't mean to stalk, I just wanted to make sure you guys were safe. You know what Erlangga was most worried about?"

I kept quiet about what he was going to say next. I can't cry anymore. My eyes felt heavy and swollen, so my vision was a little limited.

"He said he was afraid you guys weren't safe, he was afraid you'd come back depressed just like I left you. Maybe because at that time Erlangga who knows how you are after we divorced."

The pain was again in my heart. How this self-deterioration left behind two men I love most simultaneously.

"And now, it's my turn to take care of you when Erlangga leaves. It's just, I got a lot of obstacles. In addition to your refusal. Now, Auntie herself doesn't want us anywhere near to reunite."

"When you leave. I really hope you come, accompany me and hug myself every time I sob cry for the departure of the Father. I realized, we were officially divorced by then. It's just, I'm still hoping you'll come and show up from behind the door."

Lee looked. Nanar's eyes.

"It's all over, Lee. There is no point in being stuck in the past. We live forward, not backward. Just walk. We just have to accept it sincerely. Because God always knows what's best for his people."

"Oooh .. So look at you behind me!"

Lee and I looked at the source of the voice at the same time.

"Mommy?" me and Lee stood up.

"Women don't know themselves. I told you, stay away from him. Why are you alone even when your child lies sick."

"He was sick because of Auntie, not because of Siti's fault or mine."

"Relance ...."

"How dare you be with me? do you know what you know about my granddaughter? you're nobody, Lee."

"I am nobody. But I know more about Aksa than Aunty who claims to be her grandmother."

"Lee, it's ..." I tried to calm Lee down. He pulled my hand to stand behind him.

"Well! trying to be your protector?" mami asked cynically as I took refuge behind Lee's body. Lee looked at me, asking me to go inside.

"Jaga Aksa, don't let her hear all this. I'm afraid he'll get more depressed." I'm nodding. Get in and close the door. I saw Zidan teaching beside Aksa.

"Hopefully this Quranic verse can disguise their voices outside" he said. I'm nodding. I clenched Aksa's body.

Lee and Mami were arguing. Lee tried to temper Mami's anger. However, Mami who is indeed tempramental can not realize she is in the hospital.

"Stop! what right do you have with Siti to arrange who she should marry? he is no one else to you. Be aware! the kindness of Siti who still wants to live with you."

Mama Han's? that's sound. Did he come with Eyang too?

I clenched closer to Aksa's body.

"Why don't you want Lee and Siti back together? they still love each other! after all, if not for Erlangga, Siti is still my favorite daughter-in-law" said Mama. I was a little confused by what Mama said.

"Mama, enough. Siti's here." pinta Lee.

"Leave, Son. How long have you been hiding it? Siti must also know that in order for her to open her heart to you, she already loves the wrong man."

"Whatchu mean? why did you bring my son's name to Lee and Siti's divorce?" ask Mami.

"Because Erlangga has sent terror to Siti."

The deg!

My heart seems to stop. I don't think I can breathe. The world stopped turning.

"Yes! your son's obsession with getting Siti, made him go very far. Erlangga took advantage of the situation and terrorized Siti until Siti almost went crazy for him. That's the real truth."

"Mama. Enough I said. Stop everyone. You don't realize where you are now? it's a hospital.know that there's your age."

Silent.

"Mama, Siti's here. Please, don't make her heart hurt again."

"Whatever the story is, I don't want you to be the father of my granddaughter. Remember that."

"Excuse me. Which one is Aksa's grandmother? i'm Riyanti. The psychologist who is handling Aksa at the moment."

They're speechless. Until I heard a foot walking away. Maybe it was Mami and Bu Riyanti.

"I often see Brother Lee around our house, every morning and even at night" said Zidan.

"He may have made a mistake. But the love he made Teteh was sincere. Only circumstances made him depressed and sacrificed Teteh." I hugged Aksa's body tighter.

"Oma still has a special place in our hearts. Although Teteh and Kak Erlangga are not husband and wife, in the religion of Oma still in-laws Teteh. But she's not our real mother, is she? without her blessing, Teteh can marry Brother Lee."

"The problem is not that. Aksa doesn't want to stay close to Lee because she's afraid that Mami is hurting her, which is what makes Aksa depressed." I cried again. "Aksa wants Lee to be her father, but she also doesn't want to be hurt. What should I do, Zidan? how should we?

"Go. We go home to the village. Keep away from those who hurt you. Zidan will not be depressed. After all, our village air is cleaner than the capital."

"The house, it can't be left. Many memories of Erlanngga."

"Erlangga who has made you destroy the household with Kak Lee?"

I looked at Zidan. And came back with what Mom said. This is impossible. How could Erlangga do terror to me? is he investigating that?

It was terror that made me force Lee to marry Naura. From there all the trouble started.

Mom, is it true what you said? why Mas? wh why?

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