Dimadu Tak Semanis Honey

Bonus #9

[Assalamualaikum, Siti.] I was silent about the incoming message. Without name. I wanted to reply, but didn't know who the sender was. I thought, I finally clicked on her profile.

Johan's?

[Sorry, before. I even had to lie to Mrs to get your number] was that her intention? don't know ....

[Waalaikumsalam, yes, Jo. Is there anything I can help you with?]

[No. I just wanted to ask you and Aksa. If you have to go to your house every day just because you want to know the news, it feels unethical. Fear of slander.]

[Oh, thank you. Thank God we are good. How's Gisel? is he good too?"

[What is just Gisel?] fixated for a moment.

[If it's Gisel's papi, I'm sure he's good.]

[Well, have telepathy, yeah. Or is his feeling so strong?] back I made can't do anything. Confused and also.

[Content ...].

[Javab yes, it's not that hard. To make that person happy is a reward.]

Astarghfirullah's. Why does this person always make me helpless. Uh, meaning. Ah, nevermind. Why me?

[Sorry, if you want to know the news, I told you, right?]

[Talking for a moment is a sin?] Gusti, this is the guy! what do I have to pay for it now?

[Two days later the children study outside, don't we buy something to prepare for later? such as clothes for children, or food items that will be brought. Oh, aye. Aksa has told you not yet, children should bring food supplies as attractive as possible and it will be in value. The champion will be awarded a prize.]

[Aksa didn't say that.]

[I guessed it. Boys will not be as detailed as it explains things they do not like] again I fell silent made. Is Johan looking for my phone number just to tell me this? he even lied to Mrs.

[Tomorrow, after the kids get home, we go together, yeah. Car each other to avoid gossip mothers at school.]

[God willing.]

[Ok. greetings to Aksa]

[For the bundle?] send. Athaghfirullah! what I just sent. What's wrong with me? anxious, ashamed and .. ah, so careless of me. How'this? he must have misunderstood.

"Well, why am I busy by myself. Removed for everyone." I'll delete it immediately. His judgment has not changed, he has not read it.

[Why removed, I've read]

"What's? he has bac ... astaghfirullah! from top to bottom the color is not changed." I bit my lips. Shame, shame.

[For his mother, just send a greeting later in the third of my night.]

The deg! my heart .. please, what's with this heart. Why do my hands feel electric?

Air-conditioned room. Why am I feeling so hot? Uh! forget off. I better get to bed soon. So that tomorrow there will be no dark circles in my eyes. Ishhh, why? o Allah .. calm my heart. Please.

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"Why take a taxi?"

"Emm, that's ... My car leaked in the middle of the road."

"Oh, so it seems. Yes we are ...." Johan patted his head. He forgot today to bring a sports car.

"Jeng Siti, Mr. Han." Someone called us. He waved and walked over.

"You guys, it looks like family. It's so good."

"Mom Renata could have. But, it really likes his words really." said Johan.

"Sokay, just inaugurate it. Isn't that so kids?"

"really? is it true that Aksa's mother will be my mother?" gisel asked excitedly. "Aksa, we're gonna be sodara. You want to be my sister? we'll play together next day." said Gisel without pause.

"Axis. You why? getting sick? kok diem aja." I feel surprised by Aksa who is not as excited as Gisel. I held her forehead but it wasn't hot.

"Leave it, don't be forced to talk" Johan said. "Better we go now, before the afternoon."

"I'll just take a taxi."

"Well, we'll meet there, yeah."

"Want to go to the same place, how is the car different?"

"My car only fit two people, ma'am."

"Eh, yes. Change the car, sir. Car for family. Don't let the small fit."

"Haha. Yes, Madam. Sure oes. We'll excuse you then."

"Yes, careful. Have fun."

"Excuse me, ma'am." I said goodbye, and answered with a smile.

Arrive at the destination.

"Where were we going?" ask Johan.

"alright. We let's go." Johan holds the hands of Aksa and Gisel. While I followed them from behind.

Every now and then Johan let out a joke that made the two children laugh. In fact, Johan carried Aksa and Gisel together. I'll get to them soon.

"Honey, down. The paper's heavy on both of you."

"No!" reject Aksa.

"Nothing, the sling of his mother is also strong," he said. Makes my face warm. It looks like a tomato.

"Jooo ... shame, there are children."

"Makanya, want me to halalin. Let the fuck be alone."

"Ishhh." My reflex pinched his waist.

"Switch, duhh." she felt amused. I forgot he was holding the kids. And almost fell. Immediately I helped her so that Aksa and Gisel would not fall.

We're facing each other. My hand holds his arm. For a second we looked at each other. Until I woke up and immediately took my eyes off.

Johan and the children walked together again. And I followed from behind.

My heart. Why is it beating like this? tastes claustrophobic. I beat my chest slowly.

What is this feeling? why am I so restless. I feel anxious and unsettled.

The deg! quarrels. Why is it so crowded?

I try to catch my breath. Breathe deeply, and breathe slowly.

Why do I feel like someone was watching? I was looking for every corner. There's no one.

"Mother Aksa!" call Johan. He shrugged both of his shoulders, asking. I shook my head. And soon they approached me.

Waitaminute! my steps came to a halt when I saw a figure that felt familiar. Who her? he who walks haste, moves away from me.

Lee's? is that him? uh! where possible. Why does he have to be here?

What's wrong with me? why do I always feel like he's following me? really it? or because the unconscious me wanted that to actually happen?

Astaghfirullah ... Why am I this?

"What's wrong?" asked Johan who was suddenly near me.

"It's nothing, I just feel a little claustrophobic?"

"You okay? should we go home?" he's so worried.

"No need, we'd better go now. Go to night."

"alright. If you cape, just say it, yes."

"He-em. I'm fine."

We went shopping, bought some clothes for Aksa and Gisel. Gisel was a little forced to buy the same clothes as Aksa. I'm like Aksa, I just don't have the heart for Gisel. He was so eager to buy the same item as Aksa. He was enthusiastic because he thought he would soon become Aksa's sodara.

"This, mba. I'm gonna pay."

"Don't. Let me pay."

"But, Jo ...."

"If you go with me, it means you and Aksa are totally responsible." I want to refuse. "Don't ngeyel!" my mouth was about to speak, I closed it again.

"Well, now we go to the supermarket, we buy groceries for our supplies later."

"Horeee ...." Gisel is so excited. While Aksa, she just smiled knotty.

I was busy choosing groceries, as Aksa and Gisel played the trolley that Johan pushed.

When it was all over, we said goodbye. I came home with all the groceries in a taxi.

"Bun ...."

"Yes, why, son?"

"Gisel wants to be my sister, huh?" I could only quietly hear her statement. What am I supposed to say?

"Why baby? don't like it, do you?"

"Aksa, you want to be with Papi." I smiled in a knot. It's true what Zidan and Johan said. Aksa needs a father, he always says he wants Papi.

"Alright, Son. This time, my mother gave up. You'll get papi as soon as possible."

"really? am I gonna have a papi? I'm going to play every day with him? Bun, Bun, can I bobo with papi? Reymond said he if he wanted to bobo, he would play with his father's horses. The horse of his father, Reymond will ride on his father's back. I want to be like that too."

Aksa keeps chattering. Ah, even she wants what her friends are doing with her father. Son, sorry Mother, yes. Mother is late to know what your heart wants.

He was even very enthusiastic when digesting his desires, what would he do when having a father.

I hope this decision is not wrong. There is no intention for me to betray our love. I'm sorry, honey.

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