Dimadu Tak Semanis Honey

CHAPTER 18

Lee smiled at everyone, with a hand gesture as if he was apologizing to the guests present.

Lee brought Siti to sit on a chair that had been provided by a special committee for you bride.

"I'll stay a while." he said as they were just sitting. Siti did not give any answer, she was busy holding back the tears that were already on her doorstep to immediately plunge.

Sure enough, Lee walked over to Noura who was still standing. And they're gone.

Siti was only silent with a thousand feelings in her heart, sadness and tightness in her heart, not to mention the embarrassment in the eyes of the few who were present at the party.

"I'm sitting down"

There was no answer, and finally Erlangga sat down even without the approval of Siti.

" Ti, hey!" Erlangga moved her hand in front of Siti's still pensive face.

"Sity..." Erlangga patted his shoulder slowly.

" Eh. Why?" Siti jerks. "Eh Aa, since when is it here?"

"Since you were born"

"Ishhhh what the heck Aa tea yes.can be dead" he said while wiping the tears that slightly fell.

"No laper? I'll eat ya"

"May, but what Siti can eat is A "

"He-em" smiled as he nodded his head.

Erlangga tau Siti comes from the village, so she only takes the cakes and cookies that are available there, while other foods will definitely not match Siti's tongue.

"How can Lee only provide Korean food?" his murmuring is in the heart. As far as the eye can see, Erlangga only sees typical Korean dishes and other outdoor foods.

"Ck! didn't Lee provide the food that Siti could eat?"

Erlangga's lips smiled cynically with two plates of sweet food for Siti.

"hupf. This is eat"

"Thank you"

"hm"

Erlangga moved her seat closer to Siti. Meanwhile Siti ate the cake with her eyes open so meaningfully. His mouth chews without enjoying the taste of the food he is eating.

"Smile...."

"Difficult A". Siti's lips vibrate

"If you're not really hungry, we better go, do you want to see the beach here?"

"Is it okay to leave guests?"

"They're busy with their own chat, look"

Siti stared in all directions, there were only smiles, laughter and chatter about themselves there .

"All right, let's go"

Erlangga and Siti stepped away, no one was aware of the departure of the two of them except the bodyguards who always faithfully followed Siti's steps wherever she went.

They walked along the beach that was getting darker, only a few lights that illuminated along the side of the beach, the pounding of the waves was so loud that between the sound of the wind and the occasional sigh of Siti so deep and long, Siti was so strong that her tears would not fall.

Erlangga only glanced at Siti at a glance every time Siti sighed, she knew the woman beside her was so sad, heartbroken, but what power is not much he can do other than accompany him breathe air so that his chest feels a little relieved.

"Why would you marry Lee?"

"Emm?" Siti looked

"do you love Lee?"

"A-.. that Siti does not know A, Siti also does not understand why Siti is here now Siti tea is also confused"

"You should refuse if you don't want to marry him"

"All for the sake of Father and Zidan A, at least their tea lives are now happy and assured"

"At least that reason made Siti survive A"

"I guessed it" Erlangga said.

"There is nothing Siti can expect from all that, just by thinking about the happiness of Mr and Zidan Siti's heart becomes not sick"

There's no answer. Erlangga and Siti continued to walk away and further away from the party without her master there.

Erlangga continued to regret himself, if he first came and said love to the woman who is now his sodara wife, if the sense of prestige did not dominate his ego at that time, if he had the courage to ask his parents for blessing to marry this village girl. Ahhe.....

"Why A?"

Siti felt astonished to see Erlangga scratching her head so hard.

"he he . gatel" Erlangga cengengesan.

The night is getting late, the wind on the beach is no longer cool, he is blowing so hard, making the leaves of palm tree leaves waving no longer beautiful.

"It looks like we should go now, catch a cold"

"Yes A, but Siti doesn't want to go to the party anymore, just sleep straight away".

"OK!"

Siti's step was so fast because she felt her bones hurt pierced by the cold beach wind.

After saying goodbye to Erlangga, Siti immediately went into her room. He looked around and saw no sign of anyone there.

"Are they alone?" Siti lowered her head for so long, seen teardrops falling from her eyes.

Checklak

There was the sound of the door opening, realizing that Siti immediately wiped away her tears.

"Where to from? I'm looking for you where" asked Lee flatly

"There"

"Eat already?"

"Hemm"

"Where?"

"Outside the same Erlangga, at the party there is no food that I can eat, understand the hick" said Siti.

"Why go with him?"

"You're busy with your special guest, what do you want? my stomach's hungry"

"Siti.." Lee's tone of voice sounded like a feeling of guilt.

"I want to take a shower first yes, it's sleepy, sleepy" Siti tried to avoid.

Lee could only silently look at his wife unmoved. He knew and realized Siti was angry at this moment.

The night was getting late, though they slept in one bed, but looked like they were blocked thousands of miles away. Siti who sleeps back to Lee can not close her eyes, as well as Lee who is stretched out with the pads of his hands just staring at the ceiling of the room with a gaze that can not be seen.

The alarm on Siti's phone rang, but Siti did not necessarily move from her sleep, although her eyes were still open, she did not move at all to perform her night prayer.

Lee realized that, he glanced towards his wife who was still silent even though the alarm kept sounding loudly. Lee approached and saw his wife's face.

"Sity..." Lee whispered slowly. Siti remained silent, she even pretended to close her eyes. Lee shook Siti's body gently, but Siti remained silent.

After feeling Lee's body away from her body, Siti opened her eyes again along with her tears that came out.

"Siti, I don't know.you're listening or not right now" Lee let out a long sigh. "but I want to tell you something, honestly Siti I won't marry a woman I don't love at all, strange indeed but this is the fact that ever since I saw you back then I feel you've taken over space in my heart" Lee took a long breath again.

"But Siti, I also can't turn away from Noura, right now I'm confused what to do? but the truth is I'm selfish not wanting to lose you both"

Siti's tears are now flowing, whether she has to share because she knows that her husband Lee does love her, or must be sad because Lee also loves other women?

"I'm sorry.." continued Lee while hugging Siti from behind. Siti wiped her tears very slowly.