DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

Season 2 [Elvan admitted it]

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Alfiya's eyes continued to pay attention as Elvan stepped closer to him. The man is seen putting a smile on his face, his attitude also looks calm. The look Elvan gave him was so shady.

Actually Alfiya's heart was pounding with anxiety and worry when he saw the door of the room open with Elvan standing there. Obviously it happened because she had just miscarried and the child that Alfiya was carrying was Elvan's child. He was afraid that Elvan might ask a lot of questions about why their child could leave even before Elvan knew she was pregnant. And Alfiya was also afraid that he would find it difficult to give the answer that Elvan wanted to hear. Moreover, he still keeps a secret that elvan has not known, if he had been secretly meeting Joe for two weeks.

Until finally, Elvan was standing before Alfiya, making the woman suddenly stiff as if she could not move.

“Fi.” Elvan bowed and touched Alfiya's face. “What's wrong with meeting you?” At first Elvan thought that Alfiya would give an unexpected reaction, such as trying to reject his presence. But the reality he saw now was that the woman who was his wife was even silent confused by his presence there.

Alfiya was still fixated as he felt his cheeks being stroked by Elvan. The man's hands were so warm on his skin.

“We haven't seen you two days this close.” Elvan said again. “Mas miss.”

Alfiya was still stiffening. Even as Elvan further advanced the body approached him. Without him realizing it happened because of his efforts that tried to keep a distance for two days.

“Mas can hug right?” Elvan asked carefully. Knowing Alfiya did not want to be found these days made Elvan really try to maintain the behavior in front of the woman who had become his wife.

Lama Alfiya replied, until finally the woman gave a slow nod.

Both of Elvan's hands began to reach for Alfiya's body which he realized was getting thinner. He remembers the doctor saying that his wife was deficient in nutrients. Elvan watched Alfiya's face carefully, the face was also getting thinner and his eyes were looking smug. When compared to the early marriage situation Alfiya used to be much better.

Elvan's heart melos, he just understood that all this time without realizing Alfiya was thinking so many things since they were married - or it could be since Anggita left. And certainly or not, there is something he has taken from Alfiya since becoming his wife even though Elvan is not sure what it is.

“Mas sorry.” Elvan.

Alfiya fell silent unexpectedly as Elvan suddenly apologized.

Elvan's eyes suddenly glazed over. “Pardon mas for everything you experienced.”

He who had felt awkward suddenly collapsed. But then, “Why am I sorry?” his eyes also glazed over the treatment of Elvan.

“This happened because of me. I was late to realize I was pregnant.”

Elvan was silent for a moment. It turned out that Alfiya did not understand what he meant. The woman in front of him even considered that he was discussing the matter of a miscarriage that had just been experienced.

“I'm the one who's less looking after myself.” Alfiya again.

Elvan keeps trying to be calm “Alfiya mas mean not that.” How Elvan must explain everything if Alfiya is still having trouble understanding what he is saying.

“Mas is also wrong for the miscarriage you experienced.” Obviously Elvan, he did not want Alfiya offended and misunderstood his words. “Mas has been paying less attention to you.” Elvan breathed for a moment. “And also do not care what you feel so far.” Elvan's voice was getting lower.

The woman came back in disbelief, for everything Elvan said.

“Mas sorry for not returning your feelings.”

Alfiya shook slowly. “Negak mas. All this time I've been pressing you too much for any of my questions. I should have realized that I shouldn't force you to answer my questions about how Elvan.” feels

On that statement Elvan was stunned.

Wait, so it's true that Alfiya was actually forced to love her.

“I won't do that again.” Said Alfiya back and somehow his heart even throbbed pain. “I don't want Elvan mas to be burdened because of my selfishness.”

At that time, what Elvan saw was only the top of Alfiya's head because the woman kept her head down. But the teardrops that fell on the floor were accidentally caught by Elvan's vision.

How could Elvan think that Alfiya was forced to love her? After the woman had been taking good care of Anggian all this time, when Alfiya always tried to prepare a meal for them, prepare a change of clothes for him every day and also release Joe after a long time they were in a relationship.

Alfiya had to love him?

For a moment Elvan realized that he had become very selfish, because he gave such an assumption to Alfiya.

“Fi.” Lirih Elvan later.

The man then lowered his body. Crouch down to look at Alfiya's face from below. Until Elvan can see clearly how Alfiya tried to hold back tears from continuing to spill.

“I'm shy.” The woman finally let out her stifled sobbing sound.

“Why?” asked Elvan in wonder. "Why are you ashamed?"

The woman finally tried to raise her head until it was clearly visible that her face had been flooded with tears.

“What makes you ashamed?”

“I was too brave to kiss Elvan mas at dinner that time, I seduced Elvan mas a lot so that we as soon as—“ Alfiya was silent for a moment. The woman then lowered her head back. He thought there were too many embarrassing things he had done in front of Elvan all this time.

Seeing that Elvan then grabbed Alfiya's trembling body and hugged her. “You blame too much yourself.” He breathed a long breath. “That you have been selling all this time is not wrong.”

“But mas never angry when we honeymoon.” Alfiya still remembers Elvan was furious when he asked him why he loved the man. That certainly makes Alfiya very afraid, where Elvan also had to silence him all day and then angry and make him increasingly clueless.

“Actually the night before we leave for Bali mas had read the message sent by the child on your phone?”

Hearing that Alfiya tried to release Elvan's embrace.

The confession surprised him.

“What?” Lirih Alfiya with a stinging voice. A message from Joe?

Elvan was silent for a moment. Then an unexpected confession was made. A confession he had never told Alfiya once.

“Mas does not like the contents of the message that the child sent." Elvan said again.

"Mass?" Alvie needs more explanation.

Elvan then held both sides of Alfiya's face and brought them closer together. He looked at the face carefully. Alfiya's nose even looked very red from crying.

"At that time Mas was jealous, Alfiya.” Yes, Elvan admitted it.

Ha's? At that time also Alfiya's heart immediately beat fast.

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