DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

Don't Look at me like that

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Alfiya was not actually a shy type of woman. She is basically a girl who talks a lot and reacts quickly. It was easy to do what he wanted without a second thought.

And, this is what distinguishes the girl from the late brother. A girl is a shy girl. In the past, when he wanted to get close to Elvan, the brother of Alfiya asked his father for help in order to get his worship. Eventually, he and Elvan were able to marry.

If in the past usually Elvan was always faced with a woman who was haggard and a little shy, namely his wife. The man was a little surprised. Alfiya's more reactive attitude made him inexhaustible. It was not that he thought the girl's attitude was bad, it was just that it was more like a surprise to him.

After some time ago, Alfiya vehemently refused his request to cut off the relationship with the man, just underline who he meant from 'the man'.

Now look at Alfiya's attitude inversely proportional to 180° from before. At least Elvan was confused by the drastic change.

"Have you eaten, Fi?" Elvan who managed to put Anggian to sleep after the child had flown a moment ago came back to Alfiya at the dining table.

"I'm waiting for you" he said, as seen by Elvan as if nothing had happened after what they had done. "It's not good to eat alone" he continued.

The song in Elvan's heart was a little beating. Incredibly, he thought the girl would show a timid face towards him.

"Em, yes, we're eating now." Elvan then pulled out a chair, then sat face to face with the girl.

"Buck...." Alfiya called out in a weak voice.

Elvan looked up to his bang, as soon as the voice sounded melodious in the ear as he called out to her.

"Yes Fi." said Alfiya.

"I'm asking you to take a meal! Can you?" Now his voice was trembling. "I don't have the energy." he chuckled softly feeling bad.

Elvan nodded in understanding, Alfiya had just been rained heavily. The girl had not eaten at all and plus, they had just done an unexpected activity that drained calories. It was obvious by that it was possible that Alfiya's energy was sucked out. Just look at the girl's face, it's getting smelly.

Elvan deserved to comply with the girl's request. Spooning rice for Alfiya. All his thoughts were on helping the girl eat.

"Mas, would you like a bribe?" haggle Elvan instantly.

And, like without a second thought, Alfiya nodded in agreement.

Bribe after mouthful of food that entered into Alfiya's mouth, as well as the gaze of his eyes could not be separated from the figure that directed the spoon at him.

Until then they finally met each other with different strokes. Like saying....

Don't look at me, Fi.

*k*why?

Do not do anything that makes you misunderstand.

Mas Elvan can't ban me for something I can't control. My eyes are moving to look at you. Which I am, I don't know what causes it.

Seeing the look of the eyes that deepened, Elvan finally released his gaze, he suddenly remembered the matter of divorce back. Want to ask, but just remember that time Alfiya did not even answer his question.

Finally while holding tightness in his chest, the man again scooped up food for Alfiya. In reality if maybe he will be abandoned again, he is used to it, not. After all, he could not impose his will on others.

He just has to take care of his heart, do not let himself be too hopeful. Anggita's departure is still very painful at this time. Losing a loved one many times was a huge trauma for him. He still hasn't done that if he has to be left out again. That was why he had to keep his heart from being too deep in responding to this.

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The next day, the sight was back Elvan saw. Alfiya who is making Anggian milk. Making breakfast for them, it looks once the woman is getting more deft because she is getting used to it.

Conscious Elvan was already in the kitchen Alfiya then turned his head.

"Mas, we are told by my father to go home" said Alfiya as the man walked closer.

Elvan nodded.

"Same father asked us to do something" explained the woman again.

Elvan nodded slowly again with a smile. For the first time after they moved here, they went back to that house.

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In the afternoon, Alfiya and Elvan arrived home to be greeted by father and mother. The two elderly people seem to miss their grandchildren. Both of them welcomed Gian with full sumringah.

Alfiya thought that mom would be as thin as she used to be when she saw him. But apparently he was thinking wrong. My mother welcomed him kindly.

He noticed that my mother's face looked beautiful. According to what Alfiya heard from Rian, mother is often daydreaming now. Every now and then Rian even looks at the mother with puffy eyes as if she was crying. Surely Alfiya did not need to guess what the cause was. He was sure that mother still could not release Anggita and continued to remember her late brother.

"Hubby healthy?" Alfiya asked with a trembling voice could not bear, because she saw the eyes of the mother glazed when she looked at him.

"Yes." answered the mother in a weak voice.

"Ibu kangen." shriek mother when returning Alfiya's embrace.

"Yes, Fiya too." uh, Alfiya was very shocked when she heard that remark. The last time they met, mom looked really scary to her. Now he gets that warmth back.

The man who saw the sight smiled full. Didn't think the wife could finally be flexible with Alfiya.

"Yes, let's go in" said the father finally broke the atmosphere of the day.

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The next night, after dinner. Everyone was still sitting on the dining table chair due to something, because the mother suddenly had a voice that made all eyes immediately fixed on him.

"Fiya, Elvan." said the mother with eyes staring at the two one by one.

"Yes buk.." said Alfiya who was sitting next to Ernika's mother.

Meanwhile Elvan responded with a questionable gaze and waited for what the mother would say next.

"If you can, you two don't get separated." Mom continued, and his words this time were able to make Alfiya and Elvan jerked. It's like you know a big secret they're hiding.

"Mom know, you married because you had to.." Mom sighed for a moment. "Even if you don't tell me about your true feelings, but I hope you stay together" said the mother. "I'm sorry for being pushy, but.." I paused her words for a moment, then turned to look at Alfiya. "But Alfiya, you should know Elvan is a good man. Never argue yes, be a good wife to Elvan."

Alfiya's eyes glazed over at the expectant mother's words. Then he slowly felt as if he was saying that. "Eum...." Her chest was painful at once and also heard what mom asked just now.

Mother then stroked her daughter's hair slowly. "I'm sorry mom...."

Alfiya shook his head slowly, as if saying mother was innocent to him.

"You must have been very depressed by that time, right?" still stroking his daughter's hair.

Alfiya shook his head back. "No...."

"Mother is wrong, that time was too venting anger because of the loss of Anggita to you. Mother also forced you to marry Elvan, without thinking of the slightest squeeze."

All who were sitting at the table ate quietly heard the words. It turns out that the word sorry can melt someone's heart.

Until finally Rian who felt a very serious atmosphere immediately carried Anggian and took his nephew away carefully. He thought the conversation did not need to be heard.

Alfiya who tried to hold back his cries also tried to make a sound. "No, my mother is not wrong. Fiya knew about mother's situation at that time."

Ernika's mother smiled looking at her daughter. "You, you're cooking Elvan and Gian?"

Alfiya nodded slowly.

"You, have you ever denied your husband?" mommy spy.

For that one question Alfiya then lowered his head. He could not have answered, if he had not even spoken one day with Elvan.

Seeing that, again, my mother smiled. Then threw a look in his eyes at Elvan. "Elvan you guided him yes, Alfiya must still be surprised by the marriage. Please be patient with this child. Not that mom wants to compare, she is indeed very different from the late Anggita who was more calm." then mom looked at Alfiya.

Elvan smiled and nodded slowly.

"You don't hate Alfiya, do you because you're being betrothed?"

Elvan smiled back and shook his head

slow down. "No buk, why do I hate Alfiya." he looked down for a moment, then chuckled softly. This time Elvan laughed a little because he remembered Alfiya's behavior these few days to him. Enough of him to know about the girl's behavior these few days. If you and your mom know for sure, they don't know what they're going to think.

"It's hard to be impatient, Fi.." said the mother to Alfiya. "Mom wants you to hurry up and get your wedding." ended his words with sparkling eyes.

Alfiya and Elvan looked at each other. Not spared also with the father, the man who chose to be silent to let the wife talk since then could only look down deeply. Of course, there was a big secret that he was keeping right now. A secret about the child's theatrical marriage that he was also involved in.

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