DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

Cry in my arms

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At that time Elvan was sitting on the sofa in the middle of his house. He was sitting there talking to someone on his cell phone. The man seemed to hold back his emotions until he kept sighing many times.

His gaze was straight forward as if glaring. He looked at the shards of urns that he had put in a plastic-based garbage box that he still placed near the door of his room. The man just swept the broken glass. Until finally he realized who should be interrogated over unexpected events tonight.

"Don't interfere in the affairs of the mas, Rian" said Elvan did not think of his sister's actions. "What did you do about it earlier, because you Alfiya became wretched."

"I just want to help Elvan and Mbak Fiya." said the voice across. In fact, he admitted that the cause of the power outage in the house of the brother was the result of his actions. "I don't mean to hurt anyone. I actually don't like mas, seeing your relationship like that like ABG again there's that problem. Especially so because of this Gian got the impact."

"Rian...." Elvan closed his eyes while breathing for a moment. "Let's take care of your own business."

"Hmm... okay." There was a sigh from Rian. "I know I may still consider me a child who has no right to interfere. But if I didn't do it earlier, surely until now mas and mbak Fiya still have each other's prestige to talk."

Elvan could only sweep the ceiling of the room with her eye muscles by Rian's remark. It was honestly true what his sister had said just now. If not for the incident earlier he and Alfia would still not have been greeting until now.

"I know, you can't solve this problem on your own." The 18-year-old continues to express his opinion about Elvan. "Mas would be better if you could act more on Mbak Fiya, and do not care about anything other than intend to maintain your marriage. I want you to also throw away the deal about the absurd agreement, and you should also forbid mbak Fiya to get in touch with Joe again." Rian is very good at talking.

Elvan was silent for a moment, Rian did not know that the cause of Alfiya asking him to keep his distance was due to him asking Alfiya to break with Joe.

But for what reason he told this to Rian. "Mas, just ask you to focus on your school. Don't think about your business." said Elvan. "Never interfere with Rian again." continued Elvan by holding back his turbulent emotions.

Eventually Elvan decided to unilaterally disconnect the phone call. After the call ended Elvan looked pensive, brooding and again brooding.

He thought about what Rian said on the phone. Suppose he intends to maintain his relationship with Alfiya. But he never thought of getting there. Her marriage and Alfiya just happened. Following the groove due to her in-laws request.

Breathing again sounded, Elvan felt his heart completely empty and empty. True, he seemed to have no purpose in life since the day of the disaster. Who knows what it's like to lose a loved one. Does anyone know how he feels right now?

Tasteless! It was like his world stopped turning.

He has lost too often. But it always feels the same. About nineteen years ago, Elvan also lost his father. His father left because of an accident while he was working. The collapsed building was the cause.

The father left him and his mother who was pregnant forever.

Until shortly after his father died, a few months later his mother followed the father away after giving birth to Rian. Again he lost the focus of his life.

In fact, Elvan understands how much it feels to lose a loved one. Sometimes they blame fate. This is how his life always lost the people he loved.

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Meanwhile in the room. Alfiya was looking at Anggian who was falling asleep at his side. He looked at the tiny face deeply. Remembering the words of Elvan who would take the boy away made him continue to think about the speech.

Alfiya looked towards the door of the room. Why Elvan had to have Anggian go far if only for the reason that the man did not want the child to continue to assume he was his mother. Wh why? He does not mind if Anggian continues to call her by the name of mother. Alfiya felt that was not the problem. Then why? Why would Elvan have to go so far?

The girl then turned back to look at Anggian's face. That innocent face that did not understand anything looked extremely calm in its sleep. Is it true Elvan will take him away.

Unknowingly Alfiya was moved to hug Anggian tightly, the child wriggled. Making Alfiya tighten his embrace even more. Well she will try to be a good mother figure for Anggian until the day of separation arrives.

Honey, he realized he loved Anggian very much. He kissed the puffed face slowly while closing his eyes. Then he remembered Elvan's words, his feelings again sad. Suddenly his feelings became dull.

Until Alfiya then curious about someone who was out there. Someone who has issued a talisman that makes his heart feel crowded until now.

Slowly he let go of his embrace from Anggian. Then carefully get out of bed. The girl opened the door of the room. He saw the broken glass and also the drops of blood was clean in the finish by someone who else if not Elvan.

His feet stepped into a room with lights still on. Be careful he peeked at the figure still sitting in the room with a position that backs him. Seen his hand was pressing his forehead as if the middle of many thoughts piled up in his head.

Instantly Alfiya gasped shut her mouth softly. Elvan is crying! Is this a problem for Elvan? If Alfiya could know, what caused Elvan like that. Does Elvan still remember Anggita, or the Anggian issue, or maybe about this charade marriage?

The girl kept guessing in her heart. He then tried to get closer, but he immediately abandoned the intention. He thought Elvan was in need of some alone time at the time. Finally the girl decided to go back to her room.

However, when Alfiya stepped about to go back to the room, he suddenly stopped his footsteps that were still limping with the stab wound of the sharp bell. He looked back for a moment. The feeling of not having the heart to leave Elvan penetrated into his heart.

Not knowing why he finally turned back, fixated for a moment as if thinking, he finally decided to approach Elvan. When he was very close, he slowly extended his hand and touched the shoulder of the figure slowly.

"Mas.." it's soft. "Mas, all right, right?"

The man's body suddenly stopped trembling to find that someone was behind him.

Elvan was silent for a moment.

"Mas, how can I help you?" ask Alfiya carefully.

"Why haven't you slept?" elvan asked at last without looking at who he was talking to.

Alfiya did not answer that question. He even walked around to the front of the sofa that Elvan sat on to approach the man.

Slowly he stepped back his legs by holding back the pain felt, only to reach the figure who was acting the face from him. Alfiya knew she was indeed not good at understanding the feelings of others. He is not a sensitive person.

But all he knew was that Elvan was grieving right now. What he wanted to do at that time was....

"Mas.." his body was now right in front of Elvan. With twitching eyes the girl then hesitantly raised her hand and slowly she began to bend down to reach the figure before her.

Elvan snapped slightly as Alfiya suddenly hugged her. The man looked confused at the time. Why did Alfiya suddenly hug him like this?! Because he looks weak right now.

"Mas.." said Alfiya slowly while hugging tightly. "Mas, can weep in my arms. Even though I don't know exactly, I'm sad because of what. But mas can spill that sadness in my arms right now." Alfiya's whisper in Elvan's ear.

"Hm...." Elvan's breath blew hearing the soft speech that hit his ears. Alfiya's words were as if a magnet that made Elvan slowly raise his hand to return the girl's embrace tightly.

Sure enough, by the attention given by Alfiya through hugs, Elvan was increasingly shedding his sadness. He immediately dented the girl's knowledge. He no longer thinks that he is a man who must look strong in front of a woman.

Alfiya was completely filled. The man he knew as a joke all along, finally showed a different side. A new lifetime twice Alfiya saw Elvan crying.

"Mas.." whispered Alfiya again. "Cry as much as possible. At least until my feelings get better." Problems may not be resolved soon, but at least Alfiya hopes Elvan will be more relieved after this.

The man remained silent in his sorrow. He even more shows his fragile side to Alfiya. Removing all the feelings and anxiety that he had been feeling all along, making Alfiya increasingly tighten his embrace.

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