DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

DILEMMA - Get Off Bed
The Desire Not to Divorce



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Next day. As the day before, Alfiya returned to cooking. This time he tried cooking fried rice for breakfast. Make milk for Anggian and also for him and Elvan.


The figure of two men who were waiting for him at the dining table seemed to have their own keasiran. If Anggian as usual was busy with his toys while sucking milk from a bottle made by Alfiya, then Elvan was busy watching the woman who was busy stirring the two glasses of milk seriously.


Elvan then let Anggian sit alone in the chair, while he moved closer to Alfiya who was standing.


Realizing Elvan approached him Alfiya then turned his head. "Buck...."


Last night's events have apparently made their relationship more intimate without them noticing. Actually last night Elvan rushed after Alfiya in his room, out of curiosity for some things. However, because Rian suddenly came by carrying Anggian who was asleep then he undoes the intention.


It was only this morning that he met up again with Alfiya after what happened last night.


"This is the milk, I'll take it to the table." Said Alfiya trying to divert suana that he felt awkward.


Alfiya had not yet raised the two glasses of milk. He suddenly fell silent as Elvan did not move a bit from before him.


"Mas, move aside I want to pass."


Unlike Alfiya who tried to avoid. The focus of the man turned to the reddish mark that still imprinted on Alfiya's neck.


The man then smiled. His hand then foolishly touched it.


"Mas, no." Alfiya brushed off Elvan's hand.


However, Elvan did not budge. Like he deliberately made Alfiya wrong with his attitude. Until finally the man ventured to lower his face slowly to reach something there.


"Mas, there's Gian."


"Why? We are his parents. Can, right?"


"Hm...."


Fine, Alfiya held his breath. This is not true, he has trouble breathing. After last night, Elvan was less and less afraid to touch her. It was his fault, he who had bravely landed a kiss on this man.


A brief kiss landed on his fragrant lips. Good morning kiss. Alfiya bit his lower lip for a moment.


Not with Elvan. The man grew more and more daring to reach for Alfiya's waist with both of his hands.


"Mas, yes. We're having breakfast."


Elvan tilted his face. Then smiled casually to look at Alfiya, making the girl slightly lower her face.


Forgive me, pardon,


Alfiya was confused as to how. He also could not hold Elvan to do this to him. The promise of marriage is one of the reasons. Feeling bad, feeling guilty, fearing all those feelings getting mixed up into one.


"Thank you for playing a good mother and also...." Elvan smiled again as he tilted his face to look at Alfiya who looked up.


"And also, make breakfast for mas and Gian."


"I did it because I wanted to." I don't know Alfiya just wanted to find an excuse, basically from waking up this morning in his head was already installed to make breakfast for Elvan and Gian.


Elvan smiled again, accepting only the reason thrown by this girl. If only Alfiya remembered the incident last night. How close they were both.


"Thank you for doing it because you want to."


Alfiya really wanted to exhale a stifled breath at this moment, for some reason Elvan's voice felt so melodious in his ears. What the hell, he wanted this man in front of him. It was always the words that made his chest rustle quickly.


No, it's not Elvan's fault. But this is his fault, his fault for having a fragile heart. So that it can be just swept away.


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Alfiya was sitting in the passenger seat at the time. The car is still traveling at medium speed. As if giving time to two people who were sitting there.


Elvan was driving quietly. His eyes straight ahead. For a moment Alfiya was again glued. Elvan is really an adult male who has its own charm.


"Why, Fi?"


Ha, man,


Alfiya. "Why?" reply instantly.


Elvan smiled with his eyes still focused on the passing in front of him. Presumably he realized that Alfiya had been watching him. This girl is always making moves that increasingly attract his attention. I don't know what else he'll do.


An unexpected miracle tat kala Alfiya unexpectedly did surprising things these few days. He even landed a brief kiss this morning on the girl.


****


Arriving at the Alfiya campus want to rush down. Honestly, he was increasingly unable to condition himself if he continued to linger with Elvan.


"Mas, I'm leaving ya." she explained to Elvan.


"Fiya, briefly. Mas, want to talk important things with you." he said with a serious look.


For a moment, Alfiya answered. "Yes, what are you talking about?"


Elvan looks closed, trying to condition himself as best as possible in front of Alfiya.


"Mas, what do you want to say? Speak out?" He said as he glimpsed his long hair dangling forward with one hand again trying to open the car door without looking at Elvan.


"If you ask you to stay away from the man now, you will obey him."


After the word was thrown, a moment of silence interrupted the two of them.


Alfiya slightly lowered. For now it was not a young thing he could tell Elvan. He did keep his distance from Joe, but stay away from what Elvan meant.


"I mean, how should I stay away?" Away for good or until they are likely 'separate'.


"You're right, don't know what you're saying?"


"Yes" he answered provoking Elvan's reaction. "I don't really understand what that means."


"Fi, your attitude last night...."


Ohhh,


Alfiya remembered last night, they did things that had never been thought of before.


"I acted last night, um, maybe it's better not to take heart. I was confused as to why I was acting that way. It's like I don't know who I am. So, maybe...." Should Alfiya say this. Hah, it turns out that Alfiya feels she is a girl who is not opinionated.


"Finya...."


"Lupain aja mas, let's just say I was drunk just like the mas on that night. Let's just say I'm losing my mind."


Elvan grumbled for a moment. However, his hand moved to touch the hand of Alfiya who was on his left side.


Meanwhile Alfiya was still staring, I don't know what he was waiting for. He should be able to come down now. Like there was something he expected of Elvan.


"Mas, will give you time. To understand your current feelings."


No, that's not what he wanted. "Mas, i...."


Elvan could see that Alfiya was feeling troubled. The girl too often said half as much as possible out of doubt. What was clear was that Alfiya was like a person who harbored turmoil in his heart.


Until without hesitation, Elvan then pulled Alfiya's hand slowly and brought her body closer.


"What's right, when we were almost last night...." Elvan thought he did not need to continue because he believed Alfiya understood his point.


Alfiya shook his head slowly wanting Elvan not to continue with the remark. He didn't want to hear it because he was too embarrassed. Obviously the beginning of the incident was due to his own actions.


Without hesitation, Elvan continued his question. "Last night, did you not have the slightest doubt?"


"Mas, can you give me some time to answer this."


They both seem to have their own hopes and desires.


Elvan then took a look, looking closely at Alfiya's face. "Does that mean you have a desire not to get divorced from you, Fiya?" Perhaps more precisely, Elvan was testing Alfiya back then.


Until finally, Alfiya who was jolted by the question, turned to look at Elvan deeply as if looking for confidence in the question just now.


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