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Alfiya was not so sure of the state he was feeling at the moment, his head was very dizzy. The urn that mother threw as hard as she could to her head had left her so badly injured on the forehead. He also felt that the bruise was throbbing.
This morning his body also felt very hot, even though he had to go to college. However, with all his might he forced himself to rise from his sleep.
Alfiya let out a long sigh, his wound on his forehead getting swollen. The shadow of my mother's anger continued to ring. There was no passion and passion for him. I don't know if Alfiya feels that her life has changed. If he used to wake up in the morning cheerfully, but now he feels gloomy by continuing to be overshadowed by regret. Regret by the departure of the brother
Moments later in the kitchen, the family was eating together. The atmosphere seemed very quiet, even though all family members were complete. Indeed, since the departure of the older brother the atmosphere of the house changed drastically. Seeing that Alfiya approached stiffly, occasionally he ventured to look at Ernika's mother.
And, when he started to sit himself in the chair, suddenly his mother moved from her seat.
"Sir!" Excited mother turned her head to the collar of the father who looked at her who suddenly stood up. "Enthinly first. I don't know why I suddenly don't have an appetite."
"The...." I called but my mother passed at a fast pace.
Seeing this again Alfiya felt hurt. Hate mom so much about her.
Meanwhile, Elvan who was also there was just silent. Since the heartbreaking incident, Elvan has rarely spoken, all he did was go to work and go home and lock himself in a room with Gian.
I looked at Alfiya piba. "Yes, you're patient. Maybe your mom needs some time." Obviously, father calms.
Alfiya nodded, but he still tried to hold back his lips that started shaking. It feels as painful as this if ignored by parents.
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At that time in the campus, Alfiya was sitting waiting for Joe at the park. Sometimes he still muses about the events he experienced these few days.
Until when she would act like that to him. Will it be forever, Alfiya could not bear if he had to see mother behave so for life.
"Hi!" The voice that he was so familiar with was suddenly startling and disperse his daydream.
Alfiya took a quick breath because he was so shocked. "Joe? Just ngagetin." protested at the figure of the handsome man.
Joe smiled. "Why, keep daydreaming. Smile dear dong." stamped Alfiya's chin and sat next to her boyfriend.
"Your silence, why?" ask Joe in shock.
Alfiya held his forehead which covered the wound plaster. "Oh, I hit the door yesterday, really strong." The reason that was a lie made Alfiya bow.
Joe sat down and the man rubbed and blew the wound slowly. "That's my boyfriend." Joe looked at Alfiya's face deeply. The sad face was very visible even though it was hidden, which meant that he could see that Alfiya was currently pretending to cover the wound.
Sighing for a moment Joe then grabbed Alfiya in his arms. "If there's a problem, you tell me the same Fi. I'm ready to hear your every curse."
Alfiya returned Joe's embrace was no less tight. I think he needs that hug right now. At least it made his chaotic feelings become more comfortable at this moment.
"I love you, Joe." Lirih Fiya slowly.
Joe smiled hearing that. "I also love you Fi, dear." he replied as he stroked Alfiya's back and hair slowly.
Moments later, Joeshua took off the hug to bring their gazes together.
Alfiya looked at Joe with haru, he felt very lucky to have a very understanding lover like Joe.
"Thank you, because you're always there for me." said Alfiya with a sad look.
Alfiya immediately blinked his eyes and shook his head. "No, I'm not crying. I'm just moved to have an understanding boyfriend like you."
Jie smiled full and responded to that. "I'm also lucky Fi, for having you."
Alfiya smiled then lowered his head as he grabbed Joe's palm and grasped it tightly.
"Promise, you'll always be there for me, whenever I need you." he stared expectantly.
Joe then raised his palm and kissed the back of the palm. "I'll always be there for you Fi, anytime. Whenever you need me, I will always be there for you."
"Thank you Joe." Alfiya hugged Joe back this time even tighter. "Thank you." I don't know he just needs a backrest now. For a few days he was tired. His heart and soul are tired. He just wanted someone to hear and understand him right now, and Joe gave it to himself.
Joe again rubbed the top of Alfiya's head. "You're hot, Fi. You're sick."
"I'm fine Joe." replied Alfiya briefly, but in reality he was not feeling well at the moment.
Joe took off their tight hug. "Body you're hot, I'm just coming home, yeah."
Alfiya shook quickly. "No Joe, I don't want to go home anymore. I can't come with you now. Anywhere, I beg Joe."
"But baby...."
"Please take me away now...." Pinta Alfiya was very clear. "I really don't want to go home anymore."
Seeing Alfiya who continued to beat up Joe finally nodded.
That was how the roar of the speeding motorbike finally took Alfiya away. He needs calm now. Calm and release the heavy burden on him.
To be honest Alfiya was very afraid to go home, he was afraid of the gaze of the mother who hated him. He was frightened by the aura of rejection. His heart was broken, his heart was very sick. So in the middle of the roar of the motor that is still speeding that. Either because of the wind or he felt that he was holding out earlier, the clear lake then fell just like that.
Why would he go home if he was just going to be a child that his mother hated. Lately mom's gaze really scared her.
He certainly felt guilty, but it felt really unable to accept the fact that finally Ernika's mother finally became that hateful to Alfiya. The girl just wished all this would pass by quickly and leave.
Mother is the most comfortable place for her children, but honestly at this time Alfiya does not feel that.
I'm sorry, maybe I need time to accept the departure of Anggita. May your affection not be lost for me, your son who is full of guilt and regret.
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