DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

Start to Doubt

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The next day in the morning. Surely how many times Alfiya had crossed paths with Elvan and the man completely silenced her. Not speaking a word. Even when they met in the kitchen Elvan just passed from Alfiya and did not look at him at all.

Alfiya who was sitting at the table eating with a glass of milk in his hand also quietly saw Elvan who was busy pacing back and forth preparing milk for Anggian.

Silence felt between them. Only the sound of Elvan shaking milk in the bottle for the child. Until finally bi Mina who was following Anggian who ran into the kitchen broke their silence.

"Be careful Gian!" said bi Mina followed Anggian's footsteps from behind. "Awas fell boy!"

Little Anggian did not flinch by the voice of bi Mina, he even laughed giggling while running as if he was playing a chase.

"Mother...."

Alfiya gasped in shock as Anggian suddenly approached and hugged both of his legs.

"Gian, tired huh?" tanya Alfiya who saw Anggian ngos-ngosan.

"Gendong.." pinta toddler while stretching his hand to Alfiya.

Alfiya. My God, he actually loves Angian very much. He really loved this little creature.

"Here is the big lady." He lifted Anggian on his lap.

In the lap of Alfiya Anggian looked very happy, he then laughed with joy. The little boy was playing with Alfiya's long dangling hair.

"Mother... mother... e, e." Anggian stammered.

"Yes, why baby?" alfiya Sahut.

"Last night it was the same Gian, right?" ask the innocent boy.

Hearing Anggian's plain question, the look on his face turned pias. But Alfiya tried to smile. "Yes, but Gian slept first." Again Alfiya lied because basically he did not sleep with Anggian last night and his speech was heard in Elvan's ears.

Elvan also seems not to want to continue lying like this. Then he immediately breathed a strong sigh by it. He then looked back at the child who was sitting on Alfiya's lap. A very sweet sight actually. But Elvan apparently remembered to keep his distance from the girl.

"Gians...." Elvan who had just finished making Angian milk called the child. "It's drinking milk, it's the same dad." Take Elvan.

Alfiya rounded his eyes to the little boy, a sign that Anggian should obey his father. Somehow it doesn't feel good actually being quiet with Elvan like this. Alfiya also did not expect that Elvan would completely silence him.

"Let's go ahead with me." Call Elvan again.

The little Angian rushed down from Alfiya's lap and approached his father.

"Dad...." Anggian hugged his father tightly.

After reaching Anggian in his car Elvan then passed out of the kitchen and again without reprimanding Alfiya in the slightest.

Nyes! Alfiya felt bad. Why yes? While keeping a distance with Elvan is his own desire. But it feels very strange when they do not say hello in the slightest.

Huh, the girl then sighed. What the hell does he want this.

Then he realized there was still a figure watching him there.

"Auntie why do I care?"

Bi Mina who gave an incomprehensible look then passed away. The middle-aged woman seemed to understand the situation between Elvan and Alfiya.

"Good with husband, because the husband's riddho is heaven for his wife." After saying the sentence bi Mina then came out.

Alfiya was stunned by bi Mina's speech just now. His heart instantly pulsed as if it was slapped by that speech.

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That afternoon at the cafe where his regular subscription, after college Alfiya and also Joe promised to discuss about their relationship there. The two young men were sitting together and struggling with maintaining their respective egos.

Joe's questions that continue to demand make Alfiya more vulnerable and depressed.

Then long the two young people were silent a thousand languages, until the atmosphere of silence between them. Every now and then, Alfiya heard Joe's heavy breathing in his ears.

Alfiya was still bowing by playing the melon juice straw before him, daydreaming and contemplating with his mind. Keep stringing words in his head to answer this man's question in front of him. It feels very difficult, their relationship seems to be getting more difficult in the future.

"Fi, so what? Answer. How about my plan to propose to you, we can do this next month." Asked Joe with a hopeful look.

Alfiya. He looked deeply at his girlfriend, then looked down again because of his increasingly heavy feelings. He has no bond with Elvan. Surely this won't be so complicated. He could agree to Joe's request right then and there without needing much thought.

"Joe, please understand me.." said Alfiya slowly. "I didn't refuse...."

"Darling, I don't know why you're like this. Please, there's no way I'm waiting for you for another year. While we've known each other for a long time." Joe continued to tease in his feelings that were increasingly stirring great. "Your reasons don't make sense, your mother and father have known me for a long time, Fi. Why can't they trust me? I can Fi to support you after marriage."

Alfiya stopped his activities of stirring the melon juice. Then the girl sat down for a moment. He grabbed his backpack and placed it on both of his thighs. Every time Joe asked this, he kept feeling depressed.

"Fi-"

"Joe, I really can't if you want to propose to me that fast." Alfiya gave emphasis.

"How is Fi?!" Joe's voice suddenly rose. "When should I wait?! One year!? That's too long!" Joe stomped softly at the table with his palm making Alfiya instantaneously by that.

"Joe, I really can't accept your proposal anytime soon. I beg you to give me time, until next year, yes." said Alfiya, his breathing again hrmbus because of that stifling feeling. Because it's impossible not if he tells Joe the truth about his current situation.

Hearing this, Joeshua closed his eyes in frustration. The man grabbed her rough hair.

"I really don't understand you! Why do I have to stall for time like this anyway, Fi?!"

"Joe, there's a reason why I can't make your application immediately. You know, our family just lost the Gita. And, everyone still feels like they lost Joe. I beg you to understand." Alfiya said understandingly.

Joe again grunted violently. It seems that the man still has not accepted whatever the reason given by Alfiya. He still did not expect after the relationship they lived for that long, he had to wait another year so that Alfiya was ready to be proposed.

"Joe...." Alfiya grabbed both of Joe's palms. "Get me yes, please. You want to, right?" He stroked Joe's palm slowly, hoping that the man could give him some understanding.

Joe who is still silenced by the words of his lover then tries to master his emotions. It seems that he is very difficult to accept the reason Alfiya.

"All right, for now I'm trying to make you understand. But I will still wait for Fi, if you can make a decision soon. And...." Joe paused his words for a moment. "Sunday as usual. I'll pick you up. And you need me to pick you up, I want you to go as usual."

Alfiya nodded slowly. "Hm...." He thought this was the only way Joe would forgive him. Alfiya smiled a faint smile as Joe looked at her.

"I don't want you to refuse my request, Sunday follow what I want! Hear it!" Joe said it like bluffing.

Alfiya jerked, Joe like to do coercion on him.Then what he felt was a strange feeling penetrated into the recesses of his heart. A strange feeling that he really did not understand. Where is the beautiful feeling about this man? Why did he feel was a confusion and involuntarily hesitated at this man.

He feels lately Joe is getting louder and often snapping at him.

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