DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

Let Me Be a Good Mother

Hi everyone! After a month of hiatus. I decided to continue this story.

But there is a change in the title and also maybe you can read from the beginning again because in some chapters there is a revision, I have, you can also see the visuals of the characters in the first part of the story. Here I also changed the name of the main male character from Alvian to Elvan.

Happy re-reading!

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Alfiya stepped on his foot, he could feel the intense pain. The situation made him peg for a moment in his place. His heart was unceasingly pounding over what had just happened.

Alfiya could feel the blood flow down there was already flowing. His head was suddenly dizzy. At his death the girl was actually very phobic with blood.

"Due..."Alfiya complained until when the electricity will go out.

Finally not long after, a light radiated from the direction of Elvan's room. Slowly the light got closer until Alfiya could feel the glare.

"Why you?" Such was the sound that came out of the worried man. "Is your Fi okay?" Elvan was seen directing the flashlight towards Alfiya's face that looked sweaty.

Elvan blinked, he remembered they were keeping their distance. Alfiya did not answer his question. But the man seemed to not care he then led Alfiya to enter his room.

Alfiya who was still holding back the pain in his leg also walked to follow Elvan who was cleaning him. His head was completely dizzy, he felt limp from the wound on his leg.

Arriving in the room, Elvan grabbed Anggian from Alfiya to put him to sleep on the bed. After that he returned to face Alfiya who was still standing.

Elvan hesitated to get closer. "Fi, I'm out first. Check the electric meter. You take care of Anggian for a minute."

Alfiya still silently nodded and was responded to by a smile by Elvan. Good, meaning this girl can be invited to talk.

After that, Elvan rushed out of the house. To check the state of his home's electricity meter. The man was a bit surprised because the electricity around the house was not extinguished. And, sure enough, the electrical switch of his house went down. Elvan was confused if this was someone? Did anyone lower this electrical switch? But who? There is really less work for people who do this.

After powering the house back on. Elvan went back into the house.

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Meanwhile, in Elvan's room, Alfiya was sitting on the floor while occasionally watching his feet that were still stuck in broken jars. His body was getting weaker looking at the blood flow.

Alfiya actually has a hemophobic disorder, which is a condition where you are afraid when you see blood. Not only limp even people with the disorder can faint. In addition to not being able to see blood, Alfiya also could not see injuries or injecting activities.

Suddenly a panicked voice sounded.

"We went to the hospital...."

Alfiya looked up when he heard the voice. He saw Elvan walking towards him.

Elvan watched the wound on Alfiya's leg with an agonized look. "Fi, we're going to the hospital." Elvan's face grew worried.

Alfiya shook his head slowly, a sign that he did not want to.

"The injury on the soles of your feet is severe Fi, we are in the hospital now, later your feet will be infected if not treated immediately. Let me carry you." Elvan then approached Alfiya's body to lift the girl's body.

"No need to work." said Alfiya. "Call a midwife, pity Gian no one is waiting for" said the girl gave understanding while staring at Anggian who was sleeping soundly on the bed.

Elvan looked down for a moment as if thinking, until finally he nodded at the request of the girl who was grimacing pain.

"Well, if you don't want to go to the hospital. I'll call a midwife."

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A while later, it was still in Elvan's room. The wound on Alfiya's foot was finished on the bandage. The midwife who was treating his leg had also gone home.

Elvan who had just come from outside the room after locking the door after driving the midwife to get out of the house went back inside. He looked at Alfiya who looked dumbstruck with a pushy look.

"Still sick?" Elvan asked Alfiya who was sitting on the sofa.

The girl nodded slowly. "A little." to be honest Alfiya was still shocked at this moment by the incident he had just experienced.

"Hm...." Elvan nodded in understanding. Their conversation is still a word.

Then suddenly the atmosphere between them became awkward. Each one of them chose silence for a while.

Until because the silence was too long Elvan also opened his voice. "Yes, I'm going out. You can sleep here." said Elvan akhinya.

"No, mas...." Sambar Alfiya fast. "Let me go back to my room." said Alfiya. "This is my room."

Elvan breathed for a moment. "Tonight if you can accompany Anggian to sleep. Mas is scared later when he wakes up he's looking for you, and in the moment you're not afraid he's suddenly going berserk."

Alfiya was silent for a moment. There is a truth to what Elvan said. What if Anggian wakes up and finds himself.

"Lately Gian has become more fussy...." Elvan started telling stories. "Mas doesn't know what else to do. She's. she's...." Elvan suddenly stammered. "He wants the same you keep Fi." added Elvan with a quivering voice.

"If his mother were still around, surely things wouldn't be like this." Elvan said in a low voice.

Seeing this, Alfiya immediately moved. He also stepped though with careful steps by his feet which were still in bandages.

"Buck...." The girl approached Elvan.

"Wi-fi...." Elvan was suddenly shocked when he saw Alfiya suddenly approaching him. "Fi wounds you.." he said worried.

"Buck...." Alfiya also occupied himself beside Elvan. Alfiya looked at Elvan deeply, seeing the strokes on Elvan gadia's face that understood Elvan's sadness.

Elvan returned Alfiya's gaze with the same gaze. The look of the girl's eyes seemed to be sweeping across her face, as if she understood the sadness she was feeling right now.

"Buck...." Alfiya opened his voice slowly. "I don't bother about Gian. I love him." he said sincerely.

"Alphiya." Still with the same look. "Please forget what you said last night. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings." Elvan seemed to feel alone.

"I shouldn't have said it that way." he paused his words for a moment. "Then, for the deeds of that night...."

"Yes?" Alfiya waited for further Elvan's words.

"Mas was completely unconscious, when he was really drunk. So you can forget everything. That's my own stupidity."

Then things went back to silence.

Meanwhile, Alfiya was still quietly fixated after hearing everything Elvan said just now. He felt that was not what he wanted from this man. Alfiya was not interested in listening to his explanation or apology about that night.

So what does he want from this man now?

"Fi, from now on...." Elvan fell silent and sighed for a moment. "From this moment until we completely separate later, Gian will continue to know you as the figure of his mother. And, when that farewell day comes, it might take Gian away from you. Away from the father and mother.." The speech stopped for a moment.

Alfiya's eyes blinked, he did not expect that Elvan would say this. It made her suddenly feel very sad.

"Buck...." Alfiya shook his head slowly in disbelief.

Elvan tried to smile despite the painful feelings that possessed her at this time.

"Mas has to separate you from Gian, Fi. At least until she really understood that her real mother had left her." Elvan's eyes are getting teary. Considering Anggita's departure was the most painful thing for him.

Hearing this Alfiya suddenly closed his mouth slowly with his hands, it felt like he was increasingly distrustful of what he had just heard.

"Buck...." Lirih Alfiya slowly. "Mas Elvan doesn't have to do that."

Elvan shook his head slowly. "Mas has to do this Fi, mas will take Gian to a distant place. You have to do it. If Gian keeps meeting you then he will continue to think of you as his mother, Fi. Mas can't possibly let that happen while later we're completely separated and you'll be someone else's wife."

Alfiya's heart was filled, everything Elvan said was true. Anggian will continue to regard her as his mother if they continue to meet. Right, they had to split up until Anggian completely understood what was happening.

But, why did his heart become this sick? Why does his heart seem to not accept what Elvan just said.

"Buck...." Alfiya suddenly sobbed and his tears flowed down his smooth cheeks.

"Afenya...." Elvan wiped off Alfiya's tears with his finger. The man then smiled. "Let's have a good relationship until the time comes." After that Elvan stood up, he turned his face away for a moment.

Meanwhile Alfiya was still sobbing in his cries. The girl then stood up and approached Elvan.

"Mas Elvan...." He said while staring at the back of the figure in front of him. "As long as this relationship is still going on allow me to be a good mother to Gian." she said in a trembling voice.

Hearing these words Elvan looked up and closed his eyes, inexplicably sadness re-entered his heart. Being a good mother? The man is getting sad. So Alfiya just wanted to give mementos to Anggian.

"Mas.." call Alfiya. "I'll do that until that day comes."

Elvan could only nod in response, nodding only to say yes. Because he himself did not know how to reply to Alfiya's words back then.

But, for what? Why would Alfiya do this if later it would only leave memories that became a wound for his son.

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