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A bottle of cold drink is located on a glass table with two clear glasses on the side. A laptop that is still on was removed a bit away.
Elvan is still sitting quietly waiting while watching Angga who is storing important work files on the laptop. Afterwards Angga stood up to put his media work on a closet near the sofa where they were sitting.
Alfiya really did not want to be met by anyone. Even when Elvan had begged the medics to be welcome into the room.
"Sorry sir, this is not a ban from us. But Alfiya's mother really did not want to. He wants to be given time to himself. Please understand first sir, for the good of your wife."
That is the explanation of the doctor when every time Elvan wants to see Alfiya.
When he finished, Angga returned to his seat. He watched carefully Elvan who was seen putting on a tangled face look.
"Why else?" Ask Angga, if Elvan has come to him there must be something complicated being experienced by the figure who is very familiar with it. "On Alfiya again?"
Elvan was still speechless, which in the end made Angga let it go. Waiting for Elvan to open his voice.
Until in the end Angga himself can no longer stand the figure of the man in front of it.
"Woi says it." Angga finally. "If no one wants to talk about going home there. I have a lot of work."
And sure enough, Elvan who had been pensively stiff. With many things contained in his head and a stifling feeling in his chest he raised his head.
"Yesterday Alfiya had a miscarriage."
Angga's eyes widened in surprise. "Is she pregnant?"
"Yes. I just found out too."
"Elo know Alfiya was pregnant when she had a miscarriage?"
Elvan nodded. "But that's not the problem." The breath is long. "It turns out he's been secretly seeing the kid."
Angga listened carefully. It seems very clear that Elvan is full of pressure with a worried face.
"Jenny asked Alfiya to meet him."
"Keep the Alfiya will?" Ask Angga.
Elvan nodded again. "The boy is sick." Elvan. "And Alfiya has been taking care of him for the past two weeks." He breathed back.
"He's sick of a broken heart?" Angga back to make sure. "And he was heartbroken because Alfiya was more lo lo than he."
Elvan turned to Angga, astonished at the man's words.
"Keep Jenny came to Fiya because of her sister." Angga. "And Alfiya agreed— because...." The words he deliberately hung to lure Elvan to answer it himself.
In silence Elvan listened to Angga's words. Yes, what is the reason for Alfiya to see the child again? Because Alfiya still loves Joe, but what Elvan remembers Alfiya has said several times that his wife has loved him.
"Alfiya has told me that she loves me" Elvan explained.
"And how's elo?" Ask Angga curiously. Because Elvan's never told you about this before. "Have you said love to her?"
After that question, Elvan fell silent again. I don't know why that question seemed to jolt him. Because he realized that even once he never said love with Alfiya.
Seeing the look on Elvan's face, Angga then turned his lips as if he understood. "Oh, so Alfiya fought on her own." The pull of his lips getting higher, Angga straightened his body because the leg was like starting to understand. "Payments."
"What do you mean?" Apparently Elvan did not like the response given by Angga.
Rough breathing by Angga. "Van, van.... Alfiya is married because you are fooled. He was just as much a kid at the time as he was dating." He said with great emphasis.
"What's wrong elo reply said love is also the same to him even if only once. Let him be sure of the same elo, and he also does not try himself to forget his past."
"Relse...." Elvan seemed to protest because the leg was like cornering him.
"Now I ask, when did Alfiya first say that?" Angga said back.
Angga who listened to the story of Elvan was mangut. "Keep why did Alfiya suddenly say love to elo?"
Actually Elvan also did not understand why Alfiya who insisted on divorce suddenly changed instantly. Even then when they were having dinner Alfiya boldly kissed her, provoking herself to do the same even more than that.
Hearing every explanation Elvan like Angga began to understand what happened. How Alfiya who is still in a relationship with Joe who has been dating him for a long time suddenly changes, it is something that stands out.
"Lo never asked Alfiya about this?" Ask Angga again.
Elvan tried to remember. He did ask strangely why Alfiya could say she loved him so quickly. Where before even though Alfiya insisted that he still loved Joe very much.
Even during the honeymoon they had a fight because of the problem.
"And elo did not realize, if in fact at that time Alfiya was trying to let go of his past."
"So he had to love me." Elvan.
"Not forced, but trying. Alfiya was trying to accept and love elo." Said Angga with a high tone.
"Why?" Elvan.
"Because it could be that if Alfiya was really divorced at that time, he would oppose many things. Which certainly makes both parents disappointed and he could not bear to miss your child who is none other than his own nephew. And finally because of that he had to make risky decisions. Namely ninggalin his girlfriend who has been connected seven years and survived to be lo van's wife."
Angga's explanation is like awakening Elvan will be many things.
"So how Alfiya is doing now." Ask Angga again more curious. "Elo was angry with him because he still found the boy?"
Elvan shook his head. "Alfiya is still hospitalized and she doesn't want to see anyone. Including me."
Hearing that Angga then closed his eyes deeply. "Lo's wife is depressed." Angga said then after opening his eyes again. "Aware that you do not if all this time Alfiya was wrong."
Elvan's body trembled at the words.
"Womens die he's in the same salahin as your in-laws. She married you too wrong because she was still dating Joe. And I'm sure you've also never been in Alfiya because it's still established a relationship with Joe." Said Angga, and somehow the man was very passionate.
Elvan was completely silent a thousand languages as if to justify every word of Angga.
"Si Fiya was too much sued van. So it is natural that in the end he must decide to survive and love elo, because with that choice he will not hurt the people around him. But yes that was the risk, Alfiya had to break up from Joe. Even Joe knows your marriage isn't from Alfiya's story."
Not satisfied with all his opinions which according to Angga is indeed what he said is true. The man then added back.
"And if now he finally does not want to meet anyone it is natural. Maybe after this miscarriage she thought she'd be wronged again."
"Gue didn't blame him for that." Elvan finally said.
Both of the eyes of the Angga were still wide open. "Lo doesn't blame him. But Van's mind." Angga pointed at his own head. "With the conditions that he had experienced so far, Alfiya could always feel there was in the wrong position and cornered."
Elvan rubbed his face, the man looked very frustrated.
It had never occurred in Elvan's mind before. Alfiya had actually always looked fine all along. It's just that the woman who has become his wife will immediately turn disappointed when there is no answer to a question, does Elvan love Alfiya?
"So according to you I have to let Alfiya meet the boy constantly and release him." There was a stifled growl from Elvan's tone back then. "So that Alfiya was happy, so." Elvan seemed to be provoked by anger.
"Elo want to let go of Alfiya?" Angga asked with a mocking laugh. "Related?"
Elvan shook his head quickly. "No."
"Yes, you go to the hospital. Why are you here."Angga. "Alfiya it needs to be understood van." Angga's tone also softens. "Gue was also sure he would not want to escape from you, everything he already loved." Angga like her was really happy to give her all opinions to Elvan at this time. Then the man took out everything in his head.
"Maybe you're still in the shadow of Anggita. But you also have to realize that what is in your life right now is Alfiya." Angga's voice is getting lower. "Women have gone Van, he's in the past. I'm not sure you're going to forget everything about Anggita. But you have to accept reality."
And somehow there is still one thing that makes Angga very furious. The man's voice went up again and stomped and awakened Elvan more. It is this nature that makes Elvan often come to him when there are problems.
"What a hard lo, high say love!" Angga Sentak. "Woi, kasian Alfiya! Just sleeping but not given certainty about your feelings the same he. Elo thinks girls are meant to be delicious!"
After every word that came out of Angga's mouth, it seemed that Elvan already knew what he should do. The man then stood up from his seat and breathed and exhaled him feeling hollow.
"Gue wants to go to the hospital." Elvan. "Thank you for your advice."
Hearing those words Angga tilted his lips back while raising his two thick eyebrows. Very visible if now Elvan is better than when he just came to him earlier.
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