DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

The Unequal Feelings

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That night, Alfiya packed the items he would carry with Elvan into a suitcase. Looks like the girl is so excited for their departure tomorrow afternoon. The plan is they will leave during the day, at two o'clock.

Alfiya is indeed eager to enjoy the beach in the afternoon with the yellowing sun.

"Cie's on vacation." Tempta Elvan was just entering the room.

Alfiya looked up for a moment, looking at her handsome husband. Ah, it still seemed unexpected that this man was now her husband.

"Mas, I'll buy a swimsuit there anyway." said Alfiya.

"Why not buy yesterday?"

"I want a swimsuit like those models. Yeah, it looks like Kylie Jenner's." Alfiya bit his lips amused, then he noticed the look on Elvan's face. Uh, it's nice that he fucked that guy.

"Can ya?" spoiled flickering.

Jeez, Elvan can only shake his head at Alfiya's ridiculous remark. Then he put himself on the side of the bed.

No more drugs, right?

"That means yes, ma'am?" he said as if to conclude the silence of Elvan is to agree.

Elvan shook his head in disapproval. "Can't...."

"Ih mas Elvan. Beautiful lo mas, especially if you wear yellow. Later my skin looks good, as bright as the sun, like that bule-bule." Alfiya again noticed the look on Elvan's face, it felt like he could not bear to say more and more ridiculous.

"Can't! Wear regular clothes, not too sexy. I don't like it." said Elvan. He just hasn't fully unsealed. This is to be spiced up.

"I wear it for you, Elvan mas, let me be fascinated." Then Alfiya looked for something from his phone. He then moved and approached Elvan who was sitting on the side of the bed.

Pausing for a moment, the girl began to tilt her body and sit on Elvan's lap. "Mas.." whispered as he wrapped his hand around the man's neck perfectly, with one hand still holding his phone.

Elvan stared with a smile at the beautiful figure before him. Duh, although sometimes silly he can not fix if the girl who is in his lap looks very adorable. I think he wanted to pounce right then and there.

"Look at this photo." showed Elvan the phone screen while bringing their heads closer.

Elvan then noticed the screen of the phone.

"Th ganjen!" pulled his phone quickly from Elvan's gaze. "As like to see girls in bikinis." then Alfiya put her lips together as if she was mocked.

Alfiya breathed. "Fiya.." chiding slowly.

"Mas.." followed Elvan's way of speaking while gnashing his eyes and then chuckling softly.

"Don't be weird. Don't wear clothes like that, you're beautiful." fix the messy Alfiya's hair.

"If the same bule-bule on the beach later, the mas enchanted not?"

Elvan then pinched Alfiya's nose. "How come you have a wife like you?"

Alfiya immediately heard the words. Instantly it made his heart throb.

How can?

"Maybe it's fate...." Lirih Alfiya slowly. This time it was no longer because of force. "I believe we are united by destiny."

"Do you believe that?"

Alfiya nodded slowly. Then, they stared at each other for a while, until silence took over the atmosphere.

A moment later Alfiya opened his voice. "Mas, do you still love Gita?"

Elvan was silent for a moment. He then avoided Alfiya's gaze for a moment. "Why if for example I still love Anggita?"

Alfiya was silent, stifled with disappointment in his heart. His face also changed.

"Mas told you, you also need time to love you. There'll be time, Fi. I could be like you who may have loved me now."

For some reason suddenly Alfiya's chest was stunned by that speech. So Elvan still doubted his feelings.

Alfiya then removed his eyes from Elvan, bowing his head deeply. After a while he looked back.

"I really love you, mas." she said with sincerity. "I love you, it feels like I'm claustrophobic if I reject this feeling."

For this reason, Alfiya convinced himself that he believed in destiny. He could not resist the feelings he had for Elvan at this moment. A feeling that somehow pervaded her, a feeling that came so quickly suddenly without her guessing. It felt like he was also in disbelief, even that feeling was growing every day.

Elvan was silent in the meantime. Suppose he has the same strong feelings. And could spill it on Alfiya back then. However, the feeling he had was not that big. Maybe he already has a taste, but not love. Or it's just a feeling of wanting to have. Maybe he also needs Alfiya for Anggian, so he does not want to let go.

Elvan was pensive for a moment by the fact that he could not lie to Alfiya about his feelings. Then he looked deeply at the woman in his lap, where by that gaze Alfiya then hugged him tightly. Either by what, in fact Alfiya can accept that Elvan does not have the same feelings as himself.

Elvan returned the hug, putting his face in the recess of Alfiya's neck. Smells her delicate, fragrant skin gently.

Forgive me, forgive me.... His guilt is strong enough that he cannot give the same feeling.

A few moments later the hug came off.

"Well, I'm packing again." Alfiya then descended from Elvan's lap.

"Mas clothes?" ask the girl.

"Please take it in the closet."

Alfiya was mangut. The girl then went out of there to head for Elvan's room. Although for several days Alfiya had slept one room with Elvan, but he had not yet moved his belongings to the room.

Elvan sat watching the things they were about to bring. A moment later a call from Alfiya's phone located beside her seat distracts her. Curious he took the phone and saw a name on it.

Joeshua!

Elvan was silent for a moment. He knows who is contacting. Slowly, he shifted the screen of the phone. And, get closer to his ear.

Hello!

A voice from across the street sounded.

Fi, baby!

Silent moment. Elvan is still listening.

I miss you, Fi. I'm sorry that some days I didn't know.

Again quiet, long enough, like someone there waiting for an answer. I heard heavy breathing afterwards.

You are really angry with me.

Sweetheart!

Alfiya!

I'm sorry, I miss you. I'll see you, let's talk....

Tut! At once Elvan ended the call when Alfiya suddenly entered the room.

"Buck...." Alfiya came with a pile of clothes that he had chosen for Elvan. "This book, right?"

Elvan tried to smile and nodded with an incomprehensible look.

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