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In a room with predominantly white paint there, Alfiya saw the body image of a figure sitting on the side of the bed. He looked stiff, silent with a straight glance looking out the window.
According to Jenny, Joe becomes increasingly out of control after learning of Alfiya and Elvan's marriage. His younger brother was experiencing severe stress, Joe became a very scary figure. He did not hesitate to slam anything that was nearby. Even the man also had a few days not to eat or drink, Joe really also lost the passion to live life. Anger at knowing Alfiya is married can not Joe control.
For this reason because it was overwhelmed both parents agreed to take Joe to the hospital to immediately get treatment and treatment from medical personnel.
Alfiya's steps stopped, just as his shadow touched the wall right in front of Joe.
Alfiya looked at the still-stretched back with a thundered chest. He gasped as he was about to say one word from the mouth, only to mention the man's name.
Until a while later, Joe slowly turned a little body and his head turned to realize someone was behind him.
Seeing that, Alfiya seemed unable to handle himself. The face looks pale and sweet.
Alfiya was stifled when he saw the figure of the man who had filled his days. He can also see some bruises on the open skin of the man.
Realizing who was in front of Joe was trying to stand with his body limp. The energy that was lost these few days was as if it was replenished.
"Wi-fi...." His feet slowly moved closer. Approaching someone who cannot escape his mind at all. "Darling...."
Alfiya semamin was blocked, as Joe continued to approach him.
"You here? It's really you, isn't it, Fi?" Joe quickly pulled the infusion needle from his wrist as it was attracted as he stepped. Joe's eyes looked full of joy. Then their gazes locked onto each other for a moment.
"I miss you so much." Joe is back.
At once also Alfiya's stiff body could only fall silent as Joe suddenly hugged her very tightly. His mind was blank instantly, his world seemed to stop spinning. But, he can feel Joe's body feels very thin. These guys look smaller than they last met.
"How are you, baby?"
The deg! By the question Alfiya snapped back. The darling?
Then slowly the embrace separated for a moment.
"I miss you." Joe remembered he used to say this phrase. The words he always uttered to a lover, the person in front of him at this time.
Smile also expands again behind Joe's increasingly thin face, until again holding Alfiya who is still staring as if helpless into his embrace.
"Don't go baby I beg you, don't stay with me. I love you." Wiry of that man.
The words again emptied Alfiya's mind. His flat face stared straight ahead, nanar. Until then Alfiya tried to recoil himself. To realize how he is at the moment.
Alfiya's hand then tried to push the body that embraced him. "Joe I—".
"We used to promise each other Fi, we promised to be together forever." Cut Joe fast.
Even strange sounds felt. Yes, Alfiya remembered they had indeed promised to always be together.
And they believed that there could be none among them who would break the promise. It was not the will of either of them, and whatever promise they broke they had to keep coming back.
Alfiya remembers him a lot!
That promise.
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"Please, I really love you." The tight grip of the hand slowly Alfiya released with a body like lifeless.
"Joe. Alfiya must go home." Jenny's soft elusan gave it to her sister's shoulder at the time.
"I want to live with you."
"I love you."
"Wi-fi...."
Alfiya continued to step up, he continued walking towards the exit without looking back. Even though the voice full of requests, hoarse and raucous continues to be heard in his ears.
"What do you think?" Alfiya looked up as Elvan stood in front of him. "Dreaming?" Then sit next to his wife on the side of the bed.
The woman blinked for a moment. Then, "Mas." He tilted his face to be able to see the look on the face of the husband more clearly.
"Mas, you love me, don't you?" Alfiya asked suddenly which instantly made Elvan speechless.
Ah, why did Alfiya's heart weaken when he said that. Especially when he saw Elvan's suddenly stiff face at this time.
Even Elvan did not answer.
Alfiya lowered his face. Why, even though he had sacrificed something big. Elvan's response instead made something in his heart suddenly become worried.
Until little heart Alfiya asked. Has he made a wrong decision?
"Mother." There was a tiny voice calling out to him.
Alfiya. "Yes." Yeah." Welcoming Anggian who immediately splashed on him..
"Why not sleep?" Gentle elusan Alfiya gives it on the head of Anggian.
"You're tidul cama mama." He said that tiny mouth with sparkling eyes.
"Sleeping with mom?" Alfie asked back.
Anggian nodded quickly.
Smile expands, Alfiya said. "Yes already." Alfiya then moved on. "Sleep in Anggian's room tonight."
And, Anggian nodded in agreement. "Dad not that?" He looked back while Alfiya was walking. "Dad." call Anggian to the father who is like daydreaming.
Alfiya's steps were nailed for a moment. Then lower his body parallel to Anggian. "Dad wants to sleep alone." she said intentionally. "Later the bed does not fit if dad sleeps with us. Sleep with Mother." Then stood back up, stepping out of the room with Anggian.
Elvan's sad gaze followed the already-lost footsteps. He breathed a long sigh with a face that was difficult to interpret.
Meanwhile, in Anggian's room. Somehow Alfiya's feelings continue to not karu-karuan. Especially when Elvan did not answer his question with a response that made his feelings uncertain.
He was even more upset when Elvan didn't catch up with him here. What else is doubtful Elvan actually.
The behavior of her husband finally made Alfiya remember the shadow of the look on Joe's face was also constantly ringing in his head. How he saw the man's body getting thinner were also some incisions on the man's wrist that made him feel even more guilty. He's never seen Joe like that before. And, it managed to make her feelings even more claustrophobic.
A few moments later, he heard his cell phone ringing from the pocket of his pajamas. On the rogoh of the phone. Looking at the screen Alfiya knew who was contacting. Doubts suddenly arose in his heart as to whether he should answer the call.
But the cell phone did not stop ringing.
"Mother?" Anggian who was already lying down with a blanket covering his body called out.
Alfiya lowered his gaze. "After a while, Gian. Pick up the phone first." He said while stroking the tiny forehead was soft.
Alfiya rushed out of the room. Go to an empty room that is not occupied and close the door tightly.
He took the glowing phone out of his pocket and swiped the screen to answer the call.
"Hello!" A voice from across the street sounded.
Alfiya was stuck for a moment when he heard the voice.
"Fi."
"Yes." Yeah." Alfiya finally.
"You heard me, right?"
"Ep. I heard."
Then I heard a sigh of relief. "I'm not bothering you, am I? These nights call you."
To that question Alfiya lowered his head in meaning. Until their conversation was interrupted for a moment by the silence created.
"Are you on medication?" Lirih Alfiya with a beating heart.
"Hem. Yes already. I was here and she took care of me."
Alfiya nodded. "Thank God."
"How are you?" That question sounds like a doubt. "Are you all right there?"
Alfiya nodded slowly. "Yes." Yeah."
Until suddenly an adorable voice broke the atmosphere.
"Mother." Coinciding with the door of the room that was wide open by the tiny hands of Anggian who deliberately pushed him strong. "Mother come on, please."
Alfiya who was surprised by the presence of the child then nodded slowly towards Gian.
"Joe I-"
"I know." Voice from across. "I heard."
"I'm closing ya." Alfiya.
"Yes." Yeah." But before that. "Fi."
"Em."
"Good nights. I miss you."
With lips shaking Alfiya again just deem slowly. And the call was cut off.
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