DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

DILEMMA - Get Off Bed
You Have No Right to Me!



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Alfiya hurriedly stepped into her classroom on campus. He continued down the road after footpath to arrive. Today her feelings are really mixed. He was unsure about his current feelings after last night's incident.


However, certainly since there was a mobile number that he was very familiar with did not stop contacting him continuously. He had to hurry, Joe was waiting for him in class.


Given about Joe, somehow his feelings are really not because of. He continued to fear if his girlfriend knew of all the things he was covering up. Just remember how many times he refused Joe to pick him up to go to college. Fortunately, his girlfriend was willing to understand the various reasons he received.


Alfiya let out a long breath. That kiss last night, it really happened. Come to think of it, she currently has a boyfriend and 'also husband'. More precisely a lying husband. Although he insisted Elvan was his sister-in-law, their marriage was essentially religiously legitimate. So, how hard she refused to dismiss it, in fact Elvan was her husband.


It was not until his feet stepped in front of his class. Joe stood up and waited for him at the door waving his hand.


"Wi-fi...." Joe approached Alfiya about to grab his girl's hand.


"Not hold on." Alfiya reflexes. And he was surprised why he could do that to Joe.


"Why?" Joe asked no less surprised. Alfiya had never behaved like this. "You're getting more and more weird days Fi."


Alfiya then put on a guilty face. "It's not. Not good to see." said Alfiya.


Joe then frowned at Alfiya's attitude. "Everyone also knows that we are dating Fi, after all it is not common if we join in front of a lot of people."


"It's not so but, it's not good Joe. If we can start now we do not have to spread intimacy in front of many people."


Joe's face suddenly changed. "Seriously, you've changed a lot lately. You don't want me to pick up, rarely answer the phone, my message is also long replied. Why the hell is Fi? Do I have any wrong? Are you bored with me." Said the man with his chest up and down holding back the feeling. "It's been our seventh year of dating, usually if there's anything you always tell, don't think so."


"Joe, that's not it.." said Alfiya bit and then the corner of his lips.


"It's not how it is!" Joe's tone suddenly shot up. "You don't think of me as your boyfriend anymore! Your attitude made me feel like a stranger!"


Clearly Alfiya was immediately shocked to hear that remark. "You yanked me?"


Joe remained silent. The man seemed to realize what he was doing was wrong.


"Joe..."


Joe regained consciousness and immediately took control. "I-I'm not yelling at Fiya, I'm just...." Aware the children around began to notice their quarrel Joe then stopped talking.


"What's free?!" Inevitably Alfiya seems to have the hardest emotions, no matter with a few pairs of eyes that pay attention to him.


"Fi, the kids have seen both of us." Joe approached and held onto Alfiya's palm tightly, then kissed her softly.


Alfiya lowered his voice. "You started all this." he pulled his hand from Joe.


Joe felt guilty. He again grabbed and held onto Alfiya's hand. "I'm sorry." she said. "I'm like this because I love you."


Alfiya threw away the face of Joe, to be honest he also did not want to be like this to Joe. Tapu, how else has he been in such a dilemma lately.


"But you hurt me Joe."


"I'm sorry. Sorry I'm Fi." said Joe softly. "I'm sorry, I was just emotional, I didn't mean to hurt you."


After Joe said this Alfiya then tried to look at his girlfriend's face even though with a heart that is still arrogant.


Joe slowly smiled, then clasped Alfiya's hand. "Fi, I want. Let our marriage be carried out immediately. Next week, I plan to propose quickly to you."


The deg! Alfiya's heart beat twice as fast.


Alfiya gulped for a moment, he blinked a few times. "Joe, I don't want to get married in a hurry." Gelagapan. "I mean, I said it to you and.." The speech paused for a moment.


"Mr hasn't agreed I got married. We wait for another year, yes, at least until we work together." he said in a voice that was getting lower.


Because obviously Alfiya was hiding his biggest reason at that time. A lie he could not explain to Joeshua.


Joe stared at the protest. "Fi, if it's a work problem, I'm gonna start working on Dad."


Alfiya had not been able to answer Joe's words suddenly the lecturer at the first lesson arrived in class.


"Yes, we'll discuss this issue again." Said Joe who finally responded to a hesitant nod from Alfiya. But in silence, Joe seemed to be able to read the doubt.


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In the afternoon according to their promise this morning. Elvan and Alfiya went shopping in a mall with Anggian and also bi Mina.


Alfiya deliberately walked away from Elvan. His focus is now only on the phone he is holding. After the fight at the college. The girl is busy replying to messages from her boyfriend who continues to demand an explanation.


But frankly, Alfiya also has not given a real explanation to Joe about what really happened. Even so, clearly only he knows about the exact reason for this, namely his marriage with Elvan. His life is really full of theatrics now.


Moments later Alfiya stopped his steps in the hallway where shelves filled with food suddenly because of his dizziness. Until unknowingly Elvan who was behind accidentally hit.


Alfiya looked up and looked back.


"You why the hell Fi? Daydreaming again? What are you thinking?" He brought his face closer to the woman in front of him.


Alfie did not answer that. But his mind now continues to imagine how he can escape the bond of marriage with Elvan quickly without a hitch.


Did he just run away? Honestly, this is too complicated. Should he take Joe away? Or did he just tell you that Joe wanted to propose to him and end all this.


While Elvan waited for Alfiya's answer did not discuss it and immediately fled to leave Alvian. Hah, really confusing.


The man sighed. It feels like he is also difficult to do the request of the father if it continues this way. It feels like he is unable to return the favor to the father this time, it is too heavy he did. Elvan certainly understands the feelings of Alfiya. Just look at that gadia lately more often daydream. Although Elvan could not read the contents of Alfiya's mind, but he knew the cause was the marriage of this charade.


"Dad...."


Anggian's voice that called out suddenly spread Elvan's daydream.


"Yes dear...."


When he turned around, what Elvan saw was Alfiya holding Anggian. The girl was seen putting on a flat face towards him.


"So Gian called me and said he wanted to play in the cars. He whines about playing with both of us." said Alfiya.


"Yes, already. Let's play.." said Elvan slowly. Alfiya's flat face was completely incomprehensible at this moment.


While watching Anggian who was riding cars in the playground. Alfiya continued to sit busy with his mind. His eyes continued to watch Anggian laughing playing with his father.


"Mother...mom here...." Anggian call from a distance suddenly disperse the daydreams of Alfiya.


There are a lot of questions popping up in his head right now. Until when does this play continue? Honestly, he felt tired of continuing to pretend to many people, especially to his mother and also Joe.


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It was at home. Elvan who was in the kitchen was surprised by the arrival of Alfiya who immediately looked at him with a serious look. Elvan who was drinking milk box in his hand immediately stopped the activity.


"I want to talk seriously with mas." said Alfiya while clenching both hands.


"What about?" ask Elvan.


Alfiya looked down for a moment. "On last night, please don't do it again with me. Please do not cross the line. I told you from the beginning that we're just brothers and sisters." Alfiya said with excitement.


Elvan who heard those words immediately fell silent. His eyes were seriously highlighting Alfiya.


"Fi, last night it was me...."


From the way Elvan answered Alfiya was sure that this man remembered what they were doing.


"So I remember, last night." The girl's face suddenly reddened and held back emotions. "I've got Joe mas, but remind me that our marriage is just pretend. But I did admit to that last night. Even in a drunken stupor, I shouldn't have done that to me." The girl continued to talk quickly without pause.


"Afenya...."


"Mas, honestly, this is confusing to me. I don't know why it's all like this? I'm getting tired of it. Since Gita left us, all my life has changed." she said with trembling lips.


Elvan was stunned by the remark. "So here you are wrong Anggita." Elvan's chest suddenly stung if the reality is true. "You don't think you're suffering from Alfiya, you don't think you are either...." Elvan rushed to stop his words, he was afraid of problems if later he mispronounced. He remembers himself doing this because of something big.


While regulating the roar of his breath Elvan then approached Alfiya until the girl walked backwards. "Alfiya, we're husband and wife, not."


Being approached like that honestly made Alfiya feel nervous. "H-just pretend.." replied Alfiya quickly. "We are husband and wife just pretending and it won't be long. So I beg you not to cross the line like last night...." After saying this Alfiya immediately turned around to leave from there, and suddenly he was surprised when his hand was blocked quickly by Elvan. His body is now attracted to the man.


Alfiya blinked in surprise. "Mas Elvan wants what?! I told you not to cross the line...."


"Don't get in touch with that guy anymore." Said Elvan suddenly.


Hearing these words quickly Alfiya brushed Elvan's hand away from him. "Mas forbid me to have sex with Joe?" alfiya asked with round eyes. "Mas has no right to deny me, and there is no right to do so!"


"But religiously and legally you are your rightful husband, and you deserve that." said Elvan, the appearance of Alfiya's speech just now has tested his ego and self-esteem as a man.


"Mas?!" alfiya protest.


"Mas only asks you to be appreciated as long as we're married." The man's jaw seems stiff.


"I can appreciate the mas in other ways, but not by severing my relationship with Joe!"


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