DILEMMA - Get Off Bed

If I Take Control, I'm Not Letting You Go

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Alfiya that night, spent time with Ernika's mother for a moment to let go of longing. In fact, Alfiya had indeed been trying to avoid motherhood for about a month. With a reason especially if not because of the attitude of the mother who seemed to hate him at that time.

My son and mother told me many things. The main topic they discussed was about Angita. Mom remembers her daughter's childhood, mother also said how much she misses her.

Mother also remembers when Anggita told her and father when she liked a man. Someone is an orphanage child who is the same age as him, he is also a figure who has managed to take the heart of the father and mother to successfully make him an adopted child.

Father indeed made Elvan his adopted son, because the child managed to melt the father's heart with his behavior. You were willing to finance Elvan school to High School, even though he did not bring the child to his home. But when college Elvan refused to accept money from his father, because he was able to find his own money at that time. Except for Rian, Elvan still needs the help of his father to finance his younger brother's school.

But something unexpected happened. Elvan, who was originally a foster child, suddenly changed status when he wanted him to become a son-in-law. With the reason Anggita has fallen in love with his adopted son.

Mom sighed softly recalling all those memories.

Then, Alfiya mangut heard the story of the mother. Actually, he already knew a little about the story that mother said.

He was once eight years old, at that time, suddenly surprised by the arrival of two figures of men who were about fifteen years old and also his sister who was about four years old came to visit his home.

The figure of a man who once a week comes to his house on holiday. The man who had looked grown up in his eyes was often very disturbing him. He remembered that he always responded to the person with a jutek.

Until finally, he also saw the brother standing together with the bully.

Then slowly Alfiya understood, one of the reasons Elvan wanted to be married to him was because he might want to return the favor to his family. If you think of a man who would marry another woman while her grave is still wet, if not for a big reason.

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At that time, after finishing chatting with mom. Alfiya immediately returned to the room he occupied while still living in this house first. I think he misses his room very much.

The girl rushed in too. Akhrinya after a long time he laid himself again in the room imi. The room is predominantly pink, its favorite color.

However, a few moments later. A knock on the door disturbed him.

"Wi-fi...."

Alfiya was awakened.

Motherhood!

The girl then opened the door of the room.

"Well?!" the mother who was holding Anggian looked at Alfiya in shock.

"Why don't you sleep in Elvan's room?" Mom looked over full of questions.

Oh, aye. Alfiya forgot. This is not their home. I didn't know they were splitting rooms.

"Alfiya, just miss this room buk." he replied then chuckled softly.

Mother's forehead frowned more confused, like suspicious. "You're a freak. You should have slept in Elvan's room."

Instantly their chat stopped when Anggian asked to be carried by Alfiya.

"Mother...." The boy stuck out his hand towards Alfiya.

"Now, Gian cariin you. He does not want to sleep with his mother. Take the room. But, don't be in this room, there in Elvan's room."

Alfiya could only be silent while taking Anggian from mother.

"Bikin mom suspects you. Or maybe you don't have a room?"

Jem! Mother's words really stuck in Alfiya's chest. It turns out that a mother has a strong instinct for her child. It could have been the guess of the mother on target if she did not room with Elvan, except when putting Anggian to sleep.

Alright than the mother continued to ask, finally Alfiya moved then out of the room. The mistake is, he did not communicate with Elvan about this matter earlier. In any case, he has never had a room with Elvan in this house.

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Meanwhile, Elvan had also just finished talking with father and Rian. They haven't talked together in a long time. That night they talked until late at night.

When he got to the room, he opened the door slowly. Instantly the man was stunned when he saw a beautiful figure lying on his side with Anggian who began to sleep next to him.

The elvan that was once haunted slowly approached. Somehow he seemed to be unable to hold a sigh in his chest when he saw Alfiya lying on his bed, right where Anggita used to sleep.

"Mas.." call Alfiya.

"Hmmm...." Elvan answered while raising his chin a sign that he was fascinated by the figure.

Alfiya turned his head for a moment to Anggian's collar, ascertaining whether the child had really fallen asleep. Apparently Anggian had really fallen asleep, Alfiya was then trying to occupy himself.

"Tonight I slept here." - The girl softly.

"Hm, Yes.." said with a suddenly thumping heart. Elvan also did not understand why his heart was overreacting like this.

"So of course, there's no way we can sleep in separate rooms in this house. I'll be suspicious later." he added again.

"Hm...." Again, his heart thumped as if it could not be compromised.

Alfiya lowered his head for a moment by before Elvan always answered the words that came out of his mouth with a potluck.

Hm....

Ja....

Can't answer in other words?

Alfiya grumbled a little in the heart.

Alfiya nodded.

"You go to sleep first."

"Yes...." Legally. Or he would wait for the man to come out of the bathroom. Like there is an urge in Alfiya to do that.

After that, Elvan went to the bathroom. While Alfiya began to lie back to face Anggian, while stroking the child's head slowly.

The sound of water droplets from inside the bathroom still Alfiya heard. It seemed like Elvan was cleaning up at that moment. It seems long enough too. Meanwhile, he had been back and forth like he was not calm. After all he had no desire to close his eyes back then.

After a while, Elvan came out of the bathroom. After hanging the towel, the man then turned off the room lights.

The deg! Alfiya does not like to sleep in the dark. The girl was used to leaving her room lights on all night. However, since he was not sleeping alone at the moment, it seemed like it was okay.

But, fortunately after that, Elvan immediately turned on the sleep lamp located next to a small table on the side of the bed. After that, the man immediately laid himself on the side of the bed. Finally that night they slept with Anggian in the middle position.

"Buck...." Alfiya, who had no intention of sleeping, called.

"Her...." Elvan. "Why Fi?"

"It's okay, just call."

Alfiya did not know that the call made Elvan continue to rustle.

"Eum...." Alfiya returned to voice. "It's the first time I've slept in the same room."

Elvan. "Then?"

"Eum...." Alfiya was a little hesitant. "Can I move position?"

Silent for a moment, it seemed like Elvan was still busy to digest the remark. Moving positions? Meanin?

"Yes, it's up to you." said Elvan.

"Keep, how's Gian?" Alfiya asked for an opinion.

Oh, my God, it feels like Elvan is about to explode right then and there. His brain suddenly blenged.

"Where are you going to move?" Elvan asked finally with a trembling heart.

"By the side of Elvan.." he replied again slowly, relaxed.

It seemed that Elvan could not believe that the figure who had just said that was Alfiya. It seems he needs to make sure. "You sure?"

"Yes...."

Because their beds are quite big. Elvan then shifted himself to be more marginal in order to distance himself and Gian.

Elvan then cleared his throat for a moment. "Here, you move here." Elvan slightly patted the empty spot beside him.

Until Alfiya moved on. The man was unceasingly in pain. Just remember he's a normal guy.

"Mas.." that's what Alfiya first said when he managed to switch positions beside Elvan. Face to face the man. "Why was it last night after dinner, did you go straight to your room and leave me alone in the kitchen?"

Silent moment! Until they finally looked at each other.

"Danger, Fi." Lirih Elvan answered that. "Your eyes, danger. It can make you unable to control yourself."

Alfiya. "If at this time? Do you want to control yourself too?" A ambiguous question that escaped his mouth.

Not anymore, at this time Elvan might have tried to hold on as hard as he could to restrain himself. Especially with this attitude of Alfiya.

"If you finally get out of control, it feels like you won't want to let go of you either." One of the exact reasons Elvan said it was that Anggian needed Afliya as a mother figure.

Once again a moment of silence. Like every word that comes out of their mouth is too heavy to be digested instantly.

Alfiya could hear his heartbeat beating. Slowly the girl moved her body. Parallel his face to Elvan, then looked at him for a long time. Until finally he then lowered his face until there was no distance for them.

However, it was like knowing what Alfiya was going to do. Elvan quickly changed their position. Until Alfiya is below him.

This time he would not allow the girl to do anything first of him.

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