DAD, I'M SORRY
Chapter 519 Really Bloody
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Hai Baolan was stunned and nodded, “Alright! Quickly grab the medicine box!”
And they were both drowning in panic, Hai Baolan also did not realize that Xing Jiabai was running quickly without using his crutches.
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In fact, his legs had healed a long time ago, it was just that he suddenly did not want that someone to leave him! It might be said to be a kind of dependency with her, because however they had been together for nine months, and slowly a bit of feeling began to appear in her heart!
Anyway, he didn't expect himself to recover and the woman left him!
By the time she returned, Xing Jiabai had brought the medicine box in her hands and sat there.
His heart was also wounded when he saw the blood that kept pouring from Hai Baolan's instep, “Why not be careful? What if you are exposed to blood vessels, your life could be threatened!”
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“Isn't it not now hit?” Hi Baolan interrupted, “I'm afraid of pain, you just slow down!”
“Oh, are you also afraid of pain?”
“Damn it, who is not afraid of pain?” Hi Baolan snorted, “Ya! Slow down, alcohol hurts! I'd rather be chopped than sterilized like this, it hurts so much!”
“Hold, it'll be over soon!” Xing Jiabai used alcohol to clean her wound.
“Slow down, I am a woman not a pig, you do not need to use an alcoholic cotton swab to my wound, just apply it on the periphery of the wound, why do you have to open my wound! It hurts!”
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“But if not like this your wound is not sterile, the knife has cut meat and a lot of bacteria there, if I do not clean the wound inside will be infection, then the knife will be, if you have a mild infection may only be hospitalized, but if you have a severe infection you can be amputated!”
“I'm better amputated than sterilized like this!”
“Stupid! Never mind, don't move!” he hugged her leg forcefully, then cleaned her wound thoroughly.
Instantly Hai Baolan felt strange when he saw her hugging his legs, the one who had been shouting, instantly became silent.
The mood is a little awkward!
Slowly, Hai Baolan began to raise his head, his eyes fixed on a very serious beautiful face to help him sterilize the wound and treat it. Then he smiled, “Actually not too sick too, maybe I've been excessive.”
“Don't move, I'll bandage your wounds with gauze so as not to infection.” His voice was very slow and Xing Jiabai's gaze was very serious. After he finished dressing his wound, he looked at Hai Baolan and said, “It's gone, isn't it? Sterile does not hurt!”
The days that the two of them passed by as Hai Baolan took care of Xing Jiabai, she also got some attention and care from him.
He never forgot with every time he had a bad dream, there was always Xing Jiabai accompanying him, slowly he started to recall with his past where it was Lin Yang who always accompanied him, he was slowly beginning to remember, but now he and Lin Yang had separated in a different world.
At this moment, Hai Baolan could feel the warmth from Xing Jiabai's care for him, he smiled happily, then glanced at his injured leg and said in annoyance, saying, “I really did not expect, cutting vegetables almost hit the blood vessels, really very dangerous!”
Hearing him say in a soft tone, Xing Jiabai smiled gently at him, “Thank you not, you are so lucky, what are you thinking while cutting vegetables? Why can it be careless like this!”
“I was thinking, you seem to have healed!” while saying, Hai Baolan's eyes were wide open, “Ka... ka.... you have completely healed!”
Xing Jiabai was startled, she lowered her head and noticed herself, oh yes! He had forgotten his single crutch.
Hai Baolan laughed, “Xing Jiabai, you're cured! You can run! You didn't use your single crutch, you seem to be able to walk without it! Try the way, I want to see it!”
Seeing the so excited Hai Baolan, Xing Jiabai finally stood up and walked a few steps.
“Wah, you are completely healed!” yelled Hai Baolan dumbstruck at the tall and handsome white man, he was so happy, “Good when he recovered! I should have left here and found someone else for me to take care of!
Xing Jiabai's face stiffened instantly, then hurriedly said, “Maybe I haven't made a full recovery, or it could be that in the rain my legs will again hurt and can't walk!”
“Doctor told me you should have healed!” Hai Baolan shook his head, “You've recovered, I should also go!”
There seemed to be no reason that could prevent him from leaving here!
Xing Jiabai could also only fall silent!
A moment later, he said, “You don't move, I'll carry you to the living room to watch television and I'll cook!”
“You can cook?” hai Baolan's gaze was not sure of him.
“During these nine months you have always cared for me, you have always cooked for me, and now I have to cook for you! Moreover, you are injured like this!”
“Alright! Then I'll be very grateful to you!”
That night, Hai Baolan ate a meal cooked by Xing Jiabai, a table full of dishes from Xing Jiabai, he felt very happy and warm.
Until midnight, Xing Jiabai carried her back to the room and placed her on the bed, as she was about to leave her room, Hai Baolan said, “Can you accompany me for a moment?”
For some reason every time he was with her, he again felt an unprecedented warmth and security. The warmth that touched his lonely heart made him feel very comfortable, like a bird that had found its nest, he was no longer afraid of the rain of wind and snow that was pounding out there.
“Sleep, I won't go.” Xing Jiabai smiled when she heard her request, her smile looking extremely sweet.
Hai Baolan who was lying down started talking quietly, “Xing Jiabai, after I leave later, you don't forget to visit aunty, yesterday she still called me and asked how you are! And don't forget to tell him you're cured! Or don't you just pick him up here, to make it easier to take care of him, he's old and you don't have any other relatives!”
“Yes! I have a plan like this!” xing Jiabai .
“I know the person you like is Song Yin, these few months I have also noticed, every time Song Yin comes to visit you, you always feel uncomfortable. But I want to tell you that she already has her own happiness, and even she will soon have children! Don't keep thinking about it! Now that your legs are also healed, quickly find a woman and marry!”
He was a little surprised and said, “Does it seem so obvious that I like Song Yin?”
“Initial-early first month so! But, after seeing Song Yin's growing belly, your gaze on her also began to gradually calm down!” hai Baolan said honestly.
“You really pay close attention to it!” Xing Jiabai smiled and shook her head, then with a worried look she also asked, “Then, what about you? Shouldn't you be looking for a lover too? For the sake of making that person feel calm, shouldn't you also look for a lover?”
“What?”
“Bao Lan! Actually without you saying it I can already know it every time you mention his name in your nightmare, I can also guess it, no matter what the problem is, it's time to make yourself feel comfortable! It's been nine months! And you keep having the same nightmare! Every time you must cry and there are times when the problem must be released!”
Hearing the words from Xing Jiabai, Hai Baolan could only close his eyes and there was pain there!
“Thank you!” he who always harbors it, “We are also friends! I'll tell you my story, I already knew Lin Yang when I set foot in High School, we were living monkey love, a very, very innocent relationship, until third grade High School in the year where we were preparing for the exam and valentine's day back then, she gave me a rose and was hit by a car! I saw it with my own eyes he fell on the snow covered asphalt and his head broke, I saw the flowers scattered everywhere.
Xing Jiabai looked at him deeply, her heart also feeling sad and nodding.
“I was scolded by his family, and said I was an unlucky bearer, I was completely unintentionally, when I had a bad dream, that scene kept popping into my mind! It's all my fault, it's all my fault, if it wasn't for me constantly asking to celebrate Valentine's day, if it wasn't for him rushing to buy me flowers, maybe to this day he's still alive! …… All this is my fault..... I made her die...... she died and I kept crying for a week.....”.
Upon recalling the incident, Hai Baolan again felt the pain he was in back then, a chill went back around his entire body, and he suddenly shouted, Shouting, “Why did God have to take Lin Yang's life? Wh why? He's only 18! New 18 years!”
“Bao Lan, Bao Lan!” Xing Jiabai shouted out loudly, for the first time she saw Hai Baolan so panicked, her face deathly pale, and her entire body was trembling, for the first time, he bit his lips hard as if powerless to endure the pain.
Xing Jiabai clasped his hands, as if wanting to give him strength.
Hai Baolan's breath was panting, his heart still felt very sick, it turned out that all this time his heart still could not forget him, it was just that this pain had been lurking in the depths of the heart, she thought with him saying it she would not feel any pain, but as it turned out no, she was like opening an old wound that was very painful.
“It's not your fault, no one wants this!” Xing Jiabai panicked, she clasped her trembling cold hand, she still could not get out of the black shadow, or perhaps the black shadow was too deep!
She cried sobbing and long, she seemed to want to let out all the guilt and sadness that was inside her.
She accompanied him, and also felt very complicated!
After being satisfied crying! Hai Baolan snorted.
The atmosphere inside the room again felt silent, Hai Baolan let out his breath, after scene after scene of the past that flashed through his mind, he was finally able to smile and say, “Sorry, I'm sorry, it makes you look ridiculous!”
Looking at her blank stare of eyes and such a painfully sad expression, Xing Jiabai finally reached out her hand and grasped it tightly, she could feel the sadness that lay within her.
“No need to worry! Looks like my leg is bleeding again!” he said uncertainly, as he felt something strange.
“Shortly!” Xing Jiabai lifted her blanket and looked as if her legs were bleeding. On this snow-white blanket was a blood patch that stained him, “Truly bleeding!”
“Iya!”
“I'll replace your medicine!” Xing Jiabai came out to pick up the medicine box and help her treat her legs, from her giving the medicine to getting her back wrapped up, Xing Jiabai did so painstakingly.
Hai Baolan looked at the figure of Xing Jiabai who was crouching for him, “I'm already fine! Go back to your room!”
“You sure?” Xing Jiabai looked a little worried.
“Yes! I want to rest myself!” Hai Baolan said softly, he suddenly lifted his head and looked towards Xing Jiabai , “Thank you!”
“Sleep!” xing Jiabai said, then stepped out, then stopped and said again, “If I don't guess wrong, you always send your work money every month to somewhere, like, what is to the family of Lin Yang's mother's father?”
“Why can you know it?” Hi Baolan was surprised.
“Because you are trying your hardest to make up for your debt to Lin Yang's parents, therefore, you work desperately and live simply, crying at night and laughing during the day, women like you are too contradictory and live too tired! In fact, being able to die because our loved one is such a joy, at least he died happily! And the one who is actually unhappy is the one who is still alive! Forever she would feel the curse that was in her heart! So, since you are still alive, don't let him always feel anxious in heaven! You must live happily for her sake, no longer feel guilty, because no matter how much you feel guilty, that person will not return either!”
“Is it like that? Can I spend my life in peace?” hai Baolan said involuntarily, suddenly his heart felt open, once in a while he recalled his happy day with Lin Yang, remembering that he was so innocent and kind-hearted, suddenly he felt his heart was greatly relieved and he had to live well!
Xing Jiabai looked at Hai Baolan whose mind was still drifting everywhere, and the instant she again saw the faint aura of her eyes, it was now shining brightly again. This light represents the beginning of his life.
Hai Baolan suddenly laughed, although tears were still wetting his eyes, but there was a lot of happiness there, “Xing Jiabai , thank you!”
“Rest!” he came back to cover her up, then patted her gently. He looked at Hai Baolan who slowly closed his eyes, instantly made himself confused, then immediately stepped out.
The next day, when Xing Jiabai woke up, the atmosphere outside her room felt very quiet and calm.
“Bao Lan? Bao Lan?” he shouted, then immediately moved and no one answered him.
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As he walked out, there was no one in the living room.
There was no one in the room.
And there's only a letter on the table.
Xing Jiabai, every time there is a meeting there must be a farewell, I congratulate you on your healing from the bottom of my heart, you are a good person, and you must be happy! Don't worry about me anymore, because I'll be happy too!
At that time, ambition felt very high, he said,
Travel alone in the distant world.
Don't be sad when you break up.
When the sun goes down,
A raucous voice,
Why do both eyes need to be glazed?
Who sings the song out there?
The rhythm of the song brought me back to dreamland.
Even though it's a thousand miles away,
The sky is not old,
And the earth is still spinning,
Tonight the moonlight will shine. Hi Baolan!
Yu Group.
“It healed?” this morning Yu Jinglan saw Xing Jiabai in a suit and leather shoes coming towards her, she was very stunned and surprised, then slammed a punch on her chest, “It has completely healed!”
Xing Jiabai smiled lightly, “If I still don't recover, I will feel bad about you guys! And just as soon as I could attend the one-monthly banquet of Wen Xiaoxing and Gongben's sons, I no longer wanted to participate in a wheelchair! In the end, I'm afraid I'll be embarrassed!”
“You can be embarrassed?”
“Of course, my heart is so fragile!”
“Uh! Good thing, after ten months of smallpox, you don't suffer from mental illness, and I also feel at ease being able to hand over office matters to you!”
“Just relax, my mental health is five-star! Oh yes, why did Song Yin give birth?”
“In these few days, I just picked up some documents and go home soon, I leave this company to you!” yu Jinglan's black eyes flickered, her eyes radiating as if she was such a fast abacus, “Oh yes, what about Hai Baolan?”
“She's gone!”
“What does it mean?”
“He's already left me!”
“You didn't prevent it?”
“Why should I prevent it?”
“I think you'll prevent it!”
Xing Jiabai frowned, “I'll work!”
