DAD, I'M SORRY

Chapter 455 There Is No Say If

Oi! I am an article!

Yu jing lan stood up, walking towards the public bathroom that was outside.

Yu jing lan opened the water faucet, closed her eyes, washed her face. Only, when the water touched the face, his facial muscles also twitched, unable to distinguish which water, where tears!

Oi! I am an article!

With a long time, finally made his feelings become calm, just returned to the patient's room.

If he continued to accompany her by her side, then the child would still be around, she was so miraculously having a child!

If, if he had never suspected from the beginning, if he had known this news from the beginning happily told him, he would have loved this child, how hopeful, how hopeful, pick him back to the villa looking after his body, the child must still be there.

If she had never suspected it all this time, but in this world there was no word if, perhaps, she would not have another child! This was God's punishment to him, punishing him for not trusting Song Yin.

Oi! I am an article!

His body uncontrollably twitched again, but he tightly closed his eyes making himself not to shed tears.

Anything never made it difficult for him, anything, he could definitely survive.

But his chest really hurt very much….

Song Yin slept for a very long time, there was a day last night for so long, she did not want to wake up, continued in a fainting state.

One day later.

Yu jing lan remained seated beside the bed, not resting, thus holding Song Yin's hand.

Lan Xin was also there, she was too tired, exposed on the sofa, her eyes were red and swollen, but in any case did not want to leave.

Finally, Song Si Tong told him: “Auntie, let's go, wait until Yu jing lan can't take it anymore, you just came again!”

Lan Xin also remained unwilling to leave, Jian Yi consulted the hospital, rented a high-class patient room, so Lan Xin could rest there.

Yu jing lan continued to guard Song Yin, she knew, the problem in her heart, had not been resolved all this time, so, just did not want to wake up again. The body that was so weak, became increasingly thin, like a catkin in a gust of wind, so weak as at any moment it would be blown by the wind.

He clasped Song Yin's hand tightly, he was completely unthinkable, himself in his previous life did what evil, had to pass so many obstacles, he was completely unthinkable, the love story of him and Song Yin why is it so hard to run?

Wasn't it!

Not the life before!

But now, he keeps making mistakes.

First of all with no other purpose of marrying Song Yin, originally wanting to leave her all over the public face made her a laughingstock in the entire Feng City, she said, but it did not even occur to slowly begin to be captivated by him, until finally really love him.

But thinking love, expressing love, can do it, but it hurts so much, so much. Eventually, he remained helplessly forced to leave her in public.

And he, too, was a chess grain to his mother, a sad and funny pity!

Blame fate?

Should blame himself!

Cannot distinguish right from wrong, cannot know the truth! The most evil thing was that he suspected his loyalty towards her. This was an unforgivable mistake, how vulgar, how funny?

He loved himself so much, loved secretly for so long, died not wanting to be financed by Jian Yi, how could he carelessly do with others?

He who has not cherished it all along, he who does not deserve it! Marriage is less with trust, how to continue this relationship again? God snatching his son, is a great punishment against him this whole life!

Bowing his head, whispering beside his ear: “Yin Yin, wake up, sorry, I was wrong to you, shouldn't not trust you! You have no right to hurt you! Quickly wake up!”

For a very long time did not get a response, but he still did not stop, continued to say with him.

Song Yin who was in a fainting state, only felt herself as if she was enveloped by volcanic magma, hot, chased by hot waves, enveloped, inundated.

He was struggling, struggling within the whirlpool of waves.

The whirl of the current was as gradual as semi-gradually, as it bobbed by wave, like a tide that was swallowing it. He felt himself unable to breathe, nor could he exhale, he struggled wanting to yell, but like a nightmare unable to shout out, like his neck being strangled, to the point of being unable to breathe.

That sharp pain, grinded within the organs of the body, within the tidal waves rolling in the swirl of hot currents, he felt in the depths of his mind, what was vague, what was, an unclear face, an unclear thought.

Yu jing lan's face, was inside the depths of his mind!

Oho! The kid?!

It was like seeing a cute white baby, walking towards him, shaking, walking slowly, so funny, so small, so cute..

My boy!

He reached out his hand, wanting to hug her, but instantly turned into an extremely red bloodstain…

“Aaa..No...” He fearfully reached out, let out a loud shouting voice: “No!”

“My boy!” This screaming voice, like he was a bit faint, he vaguely himself was like lying on a bed.

There was a soft and cool hand grasping the hand of him who was searching in the air.

He turned his head, said to himself, issuing a word that did not sound clear: “Child….My son..”

He struggled, his entire thought, like a messy hemp tied together, he could not let go.

He suddenly opened his eyes, opening in confusion.

“Yin Yin, Yin Yin, are you human?” It's me, I'm your Big Brother Yu, I'm here!” Yu jing lan heard him shout child, her heart was like it was pierced by thousands of steel needles, so sick, the pain was almost split apart.

Song Yin suddenly closed her eyes again.

That familiar voice was Yu jing lan's voice, then, she felt that her cool hand was stroking her forehead, her voice was sobbing and trembling: “Yin Yin, forgive me! Yin Yin Yin, forgive me!”

Yu jing lan's voice began to far away, gone, she closed her eyes again.

Time did not know how long it had gone by, he woke up vaguely, seemingly hearing a voice saying what.

“Doctor, why is he still not awake?” This is Mom's voice.

“He may be evading from what, the consciousness in his mind does not want to wake up!” Doctor exhales, “But he is no longer in danger, you do not worry, he will improve.”

Song Yin opened her eyes faintly again, she was sick, she thought! E! Nah! He's not sick, he's in an accident, his son's gone!

The front of her eyes was faint, all things were not clearly visible, Mother Lan Xin's face was like a shadow that was in smoky, distant, unclear, and unreal water.

He blinked his eyes, trying to concentrate. “Mother!”

He called out, astonished, his voice why it became so foreign and hoarse!

“Mother!” He called again.

Lan Xin immediately ran to the side of the bed, holding her hand, happily and crying, pleasantly surprised to shout: “Yin Yin, are you awake? Are you human?”

“Mother, don't cry!” she raised her hand, wanting to wipe away Mother's tears, but, her hand was so heavy, she just lifted up, falling helplessly again.

“Yin Yin, you are well, siuman is good!”

Song Yin looked at Mother's face, she was already thin, lethargic, her vague vision began to become clearer, with a small voice saying: “Mother, you already have white hair?”

“Dumb boy, Mom is old!” Lan Xin wiped away the tears, being able to see Song Yin weeping, her heart started to feel calm.

And Yu jing lan who had just walked in from the outside saw that Song Yin was already awake, feeling very happy. “Yin Yin, are you awake? Wealthy already?”

Suddenly heard the voice of Yu jing lan, Song Yin's body trembled, the corner of her lips, lifted with a sense of hopeless self-implicating: “Child is gone, there is no more!”

“Yin Yin, sorry!” Yu jing lan's heart ached deeply, running to the side of the bed, tightly hugging Song Yin.

Song Yin fiercely turned away not wanting to see him, but not dodging him, her eyes were already in tears.

Lan Xin dumbly looked at them, exhaling: “jing lan, Yin Yin just woke up, you don't bother her!”

“I, I know..”Yu jing lan with a sobbing nod of the head.

Lan Xin walked out, closed the door, and in the corridor, another huge shadow stood there - Xing Jia Bai!

Lan Xin looked at Xing Jia Bai, so grateful she was these few days every day coming to see Song Yin, just guarding in the corridor, like a smart person unrelated to this, also like the gandrung guy who was in this thing.

“Xiao Xing, thank you! Yin Yin Yin is already human!” Lan Xin said to him.

“I've heard it, it's already good!” Xing Jia Bai's voice was low and hoarse, if heard meticulously could be heard his jakun like he was sniffling, but felt happy, “Skiss is good!”

Song Yin Siuman was well, now, all he could do for her, was pray for her, only able to pray.

And in the patient's room.

Inside the patient room were only two people, crying, but Song Yin's eyes, from the start did not want to see Yu jing lan .

Lips Yu jing lan , once after a time kiss Song Yin's hair: “Yin Yin..sorry...”.

Song Yin's body, started to limp in her arms, finally cried out: “I thought, I could give birth to her, I thought I could love her well, but….God didn't give me a chance, He didn't give me a chance.”

Yu jing lan's heart was in her tears it was split apart, she cried and kept saying: “Sorry! I'm not good, I'm not good, everything because I'm not good.”

He held Song Yin's hand: “Yin Yin, you hit me, okay no? I'm wrong, you want to do what everything can.”

Song Yin's hand, was not located on her face, but instead hugged her tightly, like a child crying out loud….

That day, Song Yin continued to hug Yu jing lan tightly, her face was in her arms, crying like a child.

When the nurse came in to inject, her small hand still tightly held onto her shirt.

“Yin Yin, time to inject!” Yu jing lan with a small voice said, holding her small hand, seeing that her hand had been pierced by a needle until it was greenish in color, her heart was very sick.

Song Yin said nothing, only extending a hand.

As the needle pierced into the vein, his body trembled for a moment, and Yu jing lan also hugged him, following feeling heartache. He promised, he won't hurt her again! It won't be anymore!

But the love in which there is much pain, can it still be pure?

In the next few moments, Song Yin became extremely silent.

That day after being in Yu jing lan's arms crying for a very long time, she did not shed another tear, nor did she bring up about the child thing.

Just concentration on keeping his body.

He was so obedient that he made people hurt, told to eat to eat, told to sleep he would sleep, told to inject he would also be injected, told to eat medicine he would also eat medicine.

But everyone feels hurt.

Yu jing lan was getting worried again.

And on the other hand, the day it received a phone call, Gong Ben Yi Nan rushed to the hospital, not yet to the hospital, received a call from the hospital again, saying she had found Mu Xue, she said, he was in the flower garden of the hospital backyard, constantly sitting there, his mouth calling someone's name!

After Gong Ben Yi Nan arrived at the hospital, standing in front of the door of Mu Xue's patient room, from afar saw Mu Xue who was shrinking in the corner of the patient room, so thinly small, so thin, his facial expression was stiff, looking at him, his gaze was like feeling frightened, his mouth said hold one word: “Lan….Lan...Lan..”.

Keep turning back that word.