DAD, I'M SORRY

Chapter 361 The Destroyed Dream

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All feelings of emotion flooded my heart, Gong Ben Yi Nan's lethargic gaze fell onto Mu Xue's face, then she saw Yu Jinglan and Song Yin again, then turned around and walked out.

Song Yin did not expect Yu Jinglan to say this to Mu Xue, even though Mu Xue had just come to her senses. Was he not afraid to speak so loudly to her, he was going to commit suicide again?

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She gently pulled Yu Jinglan's hand, then turned her head back and gave Song Yin a comforting smile, understanding what she was worried about.

Mu Xue cried out in great sorrow, but if Yu Jinglan had not told him that, not knowing what would have happened to her? How could he choose to commit suicide? Life is so precious, and only once, but he's so easy to let go.

When Mu Xue saw Yu Jinglan holding her hand, her eyes looked surprised, she looked even more hurt and cried even harder, Song Yin thought, could it be that Mu Xue is in love with Yu Jinglan ?

Otherwise, how could she have so relied on Yu Jinglan in such a way, just because of a few words, she had already cried so sadly. Did he kill himself because he did not get love from Yu Jinglan or because he could not stand the abuse of Gong Ben Yi Nan?

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Does the world still have difficulties or sufferings that we cannot bear? It seems to be true. People can at least lie to themselves. For example, the self always wants to bear all its own bitterness, but ultimately he can not do it.

I suddenly felt sorry for Mu Xue, what was wrong with love?

More sorry for Gong ben, because of his deep love, a man of great stature willingly asked for help while holding his beloved woman to the hospital barefoot! Just such a scene made one think that he really loved Mu Xue, how deep was his love?

Song Yin withdrew her hand and wanted to leave a quiet place for Yu Jinglan and Mu Xue. Perhaps Yu Jinglan wanted to say something personally to Mu Xue.

A deep gaze glanced at Song Yin, Yu Jinglan held onto Song Yin's body tightly, as if she was forbidden from leaving it, a half step should not, Song Yin was pulled so tightly to her side, as if she was forbidden to leave it, he can't move at all.

Yu Jinglan had truly already loved another woman, Mu Xue threw away her face of pain, tears of complaint kept flowing from her eyes, all her dreams shattered.

He actually saw indifference in Yu Jinglan's eyes . His former softness had given him to Song Yin who was beside him. He thought that Yu Jinglan would not fall in love with any other woman. He thought that Yu Jinglan only wanted revenge, but—

“Mu Xue, try it with your heart, what exactly did Gong Ben Yi Nan give you? Then what did you give him? I hope you're not stupid anymore, I hope this kind of thing won't happen again. We will visit you again, hoping to see you again mature, stable and optimistic! After Yu Jinglan finished speaking, she took Song Yin's hand to leave.

“Yu Jinglan , did you just leave?” As Yu Jinglan turned around to leave, Mu Xue shouted anxiously, with tears streaming down Yu Jinglan's back . Is this still that gentle Yu Jinglan? How could he be so cruel to himself?

Gong Ben Yi Nan stood before the door, her face pale, and filled with excruciating pain after shock. She still loved Yu Jinglan, and it was only this man that she loved!

Yu Jinglan straightened her spine, not turning around, but gently said to Song Yin: “Song Yin, where are we going to spend our honeymoon?”

Song Yin was stunned, what did this mean? Asking him to help her break up from Mu Xue, or had he thought clearly, did he find anything? Did he not see that Mu Xue's dependence on him was love?

He did not dare to speak, nor did he want to say anything, he did not like the feelings that were taken advantage of by others.

Yu Jinglan pulled Song Yin to leave, suddenly a scream came from behind.

“Yu Jinglan –” Mu Xue yells out loud. ” Do you not care about me anymore? Do you really not care about me anymore?”

Yu Jinglan turned her head, this time, with resolute and indifferent eyes, looking at him.

There is a bright light in the eyes expectant Mu Xue, “Yu Jinglan ——”

But when he saw that Yu Jinglan's eyes were only cold and indifferent, his heart suddenly collapsed. Yu Jinglan really did not care about herself. He did not see himself in his eyes, and he could not see himself through his eyes. “Do you not care about me anymore?”

Just as a brother!

“But I love you!” He finally said, he said what he hadn't said in all these years, finally today he said it.

Song Yin was almost suffocated by Mu Xue. He looked sympathetically at Gong Ben Yi Nan, who was standing in front of the door. She never expected that Mu Xue would express her love to the other man right in front of her. What a wonderful irony.

“Really?” Yu Jinglan's voice was still warm, but there was indifference, feeling foreign in her words. He used to joke about marrying her. But it was just a joke. “Can you really tell the difference between love and brotherhood? Or you're just relying on me. Did my joke make you misunderstand? Mu Xue, then, forgive me!”

I never really thought about marrying you, nor did I know you loved me. We are just a brotherly relationship. I hope you can distinguish between love and brotherhood and not lose the person you love!”

“Yu Jinglan , what do you want me to do?” Mu Xue's white face was filled with tears and her emotional look, “I want to die but can't .. If I die, it's best, everything will end”.

Hearing this, Song Yin turned her head and glanced towards Gong Ben Yi Nan again. He stood still in front of the room door, letting out a breath of depression that made one gasp for breath.

His brows were deep, his expression was icy cold, and his eyes were filled with emptiness and pain, there was loneliness and sadness from his bones, that is, sadness no greater than death.

Hearing Mu Xue's words, Gong Ben Yi Nan's eyes became darker and involuntarily stiffened. He finally admitted it, unable to endure it anymore. Finally, she said the fact that she loved Yu Jinglan, Gong Ben Yi Nan's expression almost collapsed.

Song Yin was very sympathetic with Gong Ben Yi Nan, and Mu Xue's cries made her feel a little funny. He suddenly looked at her and said, “Mu Xue, don't you think that you are bored?”

“You–” Mu Xue suddenly raised her head to look at Song Yin. “Are you accusing me?”

“Yes! I'd like to slap you in the face if I can, but this is not what civilized people should do!” Song Yin glanced at Mu Xue with disdain, and pointed to Gong Ben Yi Nan who was at the door of the room: “It wasn't my turn to say this, though, but I think you really don't deserve this guy!”

Mu Xue was made by Song Yin speechless, only looking at her in shock.

Song Yin snorted coldly: “He for the sake of saving you barefoot came to the hospital. In what situations will a man forget to wear his shoes? And for this woman like you, who didn't get your love and wanted to die, do you think you deserve this man's true love? Do you think Yu Jinglan would like a woman who always wants to die at every turn? Where does your self-worth go? If you were as confident as the first time I met you at Hai Huang, maybe Yu Jinglan would like you, but if you were like this, I think even a beggar would not love you! Only this foolish man would love you!”

“But what about you? Are you worthy of this man? Are you worthy of your child? At least I know that your son Nian Nian called Yu Jinglan as father, why did you let Nian Nian call Yu Jinglan father? You for no reason deprived Gong Ben Yi Nan of the right to be a father. Would you like to say you don't love her? Then why would you sleep with her if you didn't love her? love or not what does it have to do with caring for a child?”

Mu Xue was a little dazed, she did not know what was going on, suddenly Song Yin was angry at her!

Song Yin let go of Yu Jinglan's hand and stood there, like a jade tree facing the wind. His eyes were smoldering, like two floodlights that emitted a strong light in the dark night. He stared intently at Yu Jinglan, and then his eyes immediately turned to Mu Xue.

At a time like this, Mu Xue was frightened by Song Yin's attitude. He subconsciously grasped the blanket tightly, like a frightened bird looking for shelter, half hidden in the blanket, showing only a few eyebrows, he was afraid of Song Yin. Look at him timidly.

Song Yin looked at him, momentarily saying, “Did you say that he raped you? if it's true that you raped her for the first time, then you got pregnant, you can abort the womb, why did you marry her again? Now that you are married and planning to give birth to that child, then you should take care of her? Why did you get divorced when your child was not born? Of course this is not what I have to say, but I really cannot understand you. Now that you have children, should you fulfill your obligations as a mother? Leaving your own son and then committing suicide, is a woman like you a human being? Are you crying today to confess to Yu Jinglan that she doesn't love you and you will kill yourself again?”

Mu Xue did not move by the sharp words of Song Yin, she forgot her tears, forgot she was crying, she just stared deeply at Song Yin, it was as if his words had entered his heart.

He said that he had forgotten his reaction, and he was really pondering it carefully!

If he was like that, would no one like him? Except Gong Ben Yi Nan? What does he like about himself?

“Mu Xue, from the first day I saw you, I couldn't understand you. You have a sublime temperament, but you also have hypocritical character conditions. I don't like this feeling, I can hold it in my brother. Since I owe him, I am patient with my mother, because she is my mother, I can be patient with my father, and I am patient with brother Yu Jinglan, but you, you, I can be patient with my father, I don't owe you anything. Today, you confessed to Yu Jinglan, who is still my man, and in front of me, you don't even think of me as an air door! Humble doesn't mean cowardice, I don't speak, don't think I'm all right, you shouldn't think that I'm a bully! I'm telling you, you made me underestimate you! So I'm not going to let you, I'm not going to let a woman like you spy on my man, even if you've killed yourself before, maybe after I say these things, he said, You still think about playing suicide, it has nothing to do with me. Because I don't owe you! If you want to die, please stay away. Don't tell us if you want to die, make it dizzy!”

Neither Yu Jinglan nor Gong Ben Yi Nan both spoke, but they turned their eyes to Song Yin. No one would have thought such a gentle woman would utter such sharp words. It doesn't look good, but the truth is everywhere. Yu Jinglan was thinking, she really felt lacking in recognizing Song Yin at all, she was actually angry but she was still willing to face Mu Xue.

Yu Jinglan had indeed thought that Song Yin would speak to Mu Xue, and that was true, there had to be someone who spoke to Mu Xue once in a while, but had no idea the effect would work or not.

“Yu Jinglan , do you want to go? I don't want to stay here anymore!” Song Yin said in a low voice, and turned to Gong Ben Yi Nan: “You love so much, I sympathize with you, but I think you are strong, you don't need sympathy from me! So I can only say, You love the wrong person!”