DAD, I'M SORRY
Chapter 386 Not Worth Being Together
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After her breathing and heart regained order, Song yin turned her head slowly and released Yu Jinglan's grip on her shoulder. “Let go of me.” His ice-cold voice flowed, unaffected by the atmosphere just now.
” Yin yin?” Yu Jinglan looked frantically at the woman's cold face, and once again she tried to tightly hug the woman's body. “Don't do this, don't go.” Refer to it in a soft voice.
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“We don't deserve to be together.” He said he shook his head and averted his eyes, unable to see the disappointed face of the man.
He was an arrogant and always confident man, the woman had no right to tease him, hurt him, but the video that circulated widely on the internet was his older sister, and the man lying in the hospital was none other than his father.
” Yin yin.” Calling her softly, soulfully, her call cut Song yin's heart.
Only God knows, all these years besides work, for the first time he really wanted something, but why God was so cruel to him.
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“I want a divorce, I'm tired, very very tired, Brother Yu , please let me go!” said Song yin with a voice laden with pleading tones.
The more he wanted the woman, all he got was a cold face and an unfamiliar look from the woman, Yu Jinglan smiled weakly “We talked again when it was calm.”
Highlighting Yu Jinglan's eyes laden with deep grit, regret, and wounds, she clasped tightly onto Song yin's hand, looking a deep loving look glittering in her eyes as she said: “Yin yin, a very loving look, I'm giving you a chance to get back to my side whenever you want.”
Once, the woman had been dreaming that the man would be nice to her, pamper her, pay attention to her, but now, everything that happened has destroyed all the beauty that exists. How should he resist all those feelings? How's he supposed to hold all that?
Song yin's cold gaze floated far away as the thought of her father lying in the hospital rose again in her mind. Retracting her hand held by the man. “I'm really sorry, my lawyer will hand you our divorce papers.” Said flat.
That was all the woman could do, she could no longer pass through the obstacles that stood in her way. “Kakak, take care of yourself!”
The man again grabbed his hand, his big hand tightly grasped the woman's tiny hand, he looked at her like a fool, yet his gaze was firm and refused to take off his hand.
Song yin had no intention of turning around and looking at the man, she was afraid that she would cry, unable to hold back so that her cry would not break. But the man clasped his hand so tightly. “Yin yin, we can't end up like this.” He said with hunting breath.
The woman turned around, she saw the man's reddened eyes, for the first time she saw him so.
The woman's heart ached even more, watching the man clasping his hands with reddened eyes, as if the woman would vanish when the hand slipped.
Looking at those crystal-like eyes, instantly flashed through the woman's mind, why is it so difficult? Why is loving so hard? Why is it so hard to let go of this hand?
The woman has drained almost all her energy to hold back tears, “Yu Jinglan, why can't we part? Not parting can I face a heartless person? Who ended up injured?” he laughed coldly and without feeling. The sentence cut like a sharp knife. Cut the last thread that connects them both.
“Not split well not split!” He said he almost howled.
His hands clasped so tightly that the woman was in pain, all the tears were held in her hands, the vision around her became circles of light, in it there was only the man's face, his eyebrows, his eyes, his lips, his lips, slowly everything faded away and all that remained were streaks of light.
“Let go of my hand.” Her request.
“No.” Resist.
Sadness was pungent in her nose, her knees were squeezed, her heart was very sore and shaking, her body was shaking.
His voice changed, one by one he said clearly: “Do not want you to let go, can you turn back time?
Can you make my wound never happen? If you continue what else will happen, can you predict?”
The man kept looking at her, his heart was in great pain.
The man looked at him, long, without a word said, then quietly he asked: “Why is it so hard?” he has no power to hide his wounds.
“Ya, why is it so hard?” the woman muttered to herself, questioning the man The woman slowly escaped her hand from the man's fingers, who was still reluctant to take it off. One by one his fingers were removed. Finally his hand slipped and the woman turned around.
His figure that turned around like a light in the man's gaze, as the woman turned around, that instant a bone-chilling coldness gushed into her body. The man did not even know how to begin the step to chase after that distant figure.
His hands were slumped to his side.
Song yin rushed into the elevator, tears blurred the eyes of his two eyes, he walked out of the hall and towards the highway. He walked and continued walking, until he realized, that's when he felt his heart ache like being stabbed with a knife.
He felt that human life was like walking on the edge of a knife, every step of which had to be in a pool of blood, he was sitting on the side of the highway, hugging his arm and crying loudly, he said, he kept crying until an hour had passed, he kept crying until he felt dizzy, he no longer paid attention to the sight of passing pedestrians. He got up and wiped his tears, himself looking chaotic. Then he walked back, walking down the street, his tears not stopping to drip all the way.
He never knew that loving someone would be this difficult. It was as if a part of his heart had been taken away, like holding a knife and piercing his own heart right?
Thousand knives! One by one the knives filled his heart, a pain that could no longer be explained by words, it felt dizzy and choked between the various tastes he felt.
Yu Jinglan, I love you, so I stay away from you!
I'm afraid! One day all these problems made me stop loving you, so I decided to split up!
Never mind. From the beginning I was helpless against you!
Despite crying to the point that her heart was broken into pieces and her tears were dry, an unjust and sad feeling lingered in her heart, refusing to leave.
After Song yin passed, Yu Jinglan stood in a corner outside the hall with a cigarette tucked in her lips, she opened the match cover, her hands shook, she lifted it once, the fire did not burn. Then the cigarette lit up after he tried it repeatedly. He looked up, his eyebrows clutched. After smoking a few cigarettes in a row, Yu Jinglan walked in with a gloomy face without saying a word.
” Lan!” asked the figure of Jian yi who came out of the room while carrying a wine glass.
“You're okay right?” Du Liling's face was cold and the look in his eyes seemed to warn.
Yu Jinglan's sharp facial lines formed a cold smile, the look of her cold eyes seemed to deepen. His cold, dark eyes and icy-cold expression looked like a king emerging from the darkness, cold-blooded and cold-looking which made it look terrifying.
The guests were a little surprised, but they realized it seemed like President Yu was tripping over trouble until his face was so gloomy.
A boom rang out, Yu Jinglan fluttered his fists loudly to Jian yi's chin, the punch was too powerful, Jian yi's figure staggered backwards and tried to balance his body. ” Yu Jinglan .” He said as he rubbed the blood flowing from the tip of his lips, Jian yi stared incomprehensibly at Yu Jinglan who was raising her fists.
At that moment Yu Jinglan's face looked cold, as if numb, her eyes were laden with a burning fury. A moment later, Yu Jinglan again raised her fist.
Jian yi who from the beginning was easily ignited emotions did not want to lose this time, the two of them threw each other fists, blind fists and all was just an impingement.
“What's meds? What is this doing?”
Du Liling shouted in a sharp tone. “Stop you two!”
But no one listened, and continued to struggle.
Guests from Japan were shocked to see it.
“Satpam, get here fast. Separate these two!” du Liling's sharp voice echoed throughout the hall. But who would dare to go forward?
Obviously the two people had only made it an impingement, a few minutes later, the security guards finally advanced to disperse the two people, Jian yi loosened his tie, lying on the floor panting, gasping for air, his whole face was blushing.
Despite having skills, but Yu Jinglan's looks were no less messy, her lips were smashed, one eye was bruised. After venting it, he felt the anger within him finally begin to subside.
“This issue has nothing to do with me, after all it is not me who started.” Jian yi felt unfairly treated, as a result he was unwilling to budge.
Yu Jinglan did not say a word, she looked at Du Liling coldly and then passed from there.
“Stop!” geram Du Liling's
Yu Jinglan stopped her steps and turned around quickly: “How come you're already unhappy? What's in it for you?”
Du Liling staggered, then said coldly: “You know how I am, will not stop before what I want is achieved, revenge even though it has been 30 years is never too late to reply!”
Yu Jinglan let out a cold laugh and only replied: “Serah, as long as you're happy!”
Song yin returned to the hospital, Song Qingquan had opened her eyes, while looking at Song yin, her eyes were just staring at his face, not saying anything, just staring at the woman, emotions seemed to be berserk in the
his eye.
“Dad!” song yin said slowly, his voice choking.
” Yin...” call Song Qingquan, just now the word was spoken, her saliva flowed out very much, her voice was barely clear, which sounded only her voice calling Song yin's name.
Song yin instantly felt very sad, why did her father become like this? His father was so learned, so charming. His father had a stroke, even his strong and sturdy self cultivation was unable to withstand such a trial?
“Dad, forgive me.” Only four words could he say. His throat was sore, making him almost choke while saying it.
Lan xin took a rag and helped Song Qing wipe her saliva. “Don't panic, your father will be able to speak clearly again.”
Her father was about to convey something but could not say, and she grew even more panicked, with his hand he pushed Lan xin and said: “Yin.”.
“dad, what do you want to say? Try saying.” Song yin's heart is very difficult to withstand his sadness. “dad, I will listen.”
Stiffly Lan xin turned around and wiped her tears.
“... ...” Song Qingquan said, but unfortunately neither Song yin nor Lan xin understood, the more they did not understand, the more panicked he panicked, he tried several times but finally only the saliva flowed, he hit his bed with his hands.
“Dad. Do not panic, panic is useless, with practice will definitely improve. Don't be in a hurry, let us guess how? If we're right dad nodded, if wrong dad shook his head.” Song yin attempted to use that means to communicate with his father.Song Qingquan immediately nodded.
Finally found a solution to the problem of how to communicate, Song yin tried to guess the contents of his father's heart. “Dad, do you want to know where you are?”
Song Qingquan thought for a moment then nodded her head.
“We've called but not connected.” Song yin had previously called a few times. “But I'll find him father.”
Song Qingquan shook her head again.
