DAD, I'M SORRY
Chapter 135 The Powerless
Oi! I am an article!
Mu Xue's hand was clenched, so much so that her chest pain felt like it could spit blood! His chest hurts so much, he can't explain what it feels like, it's just that he's hesitant, sick, numb…
“Xiao Xue!” Qin Yinuo pulled him, not wanting to let go.
Oi! I am an article!
“Release!” He kept smiling.
But his hands were still cold, cold to the point of bone-piercing.
Qin Yinuo clasped her pair of hands. His gaze was filled with a complicated pain, he wanted to help him warm his hands, but realized that his hands would not warm. His hands remained cold, perhaps cold as this was the cold that came from a sick heart.
Tears falling down the tip of his eyes, “Sorry, Xiao Xue!”
Oi! I am an article!
Xiao Xue kept smiling, “What no, anyone has a past. I don't give a shit! Right!”
The more he smiled, the more Qin Yinuo's heart ached. He was afraid, afraid of losing himself. His smile was so eye-piercing, he wished this woman had hit him, hoping he would get into his arms crying and scolding him. But the more this woman was logical, the more scared her heart was!
“Xiao Xue! You don't fear me!” He muttered softly, his voice filled with fear and trembling. His thumb stroked the lips of the woman who had been bitten to the point of tearing, his heart filled with regret.
Mu Xue sighed inwardly, keeping a bright smile. It's just that his eyes don't smile, “No, I didn't surprise you. You'll bring me here, I have to get back to work!”
“Kuantar!” He said full of pain.
“Not necessary!” He said quickly, “I'm back by taxi, you go take care of Miss Mo!”
“Xiao Xue, I'll take care of you!” He insisted.
Then he doesn't fight anymore, “Alright!”
Inside the car, Mu Xue did not speak, just stared out the window.
Winter has arrived, leaves fall on the streets and are blown by the wind, leaves are flying in the streets, somehow messing with whose view!
Mu Xue was swinging her lips, her bitten lips were sore, it hurt so much!
Qin Yinuo did not dare to speak, afraid that once speaking would instantly solve something.
Their car returned again to “Ling Feng”.
Qin Yinuo suddenly stretched out her hand and pulled her into his embrace.
Mu Xue felt her wet and cold neck, then looked at her with a smile, but then she was shocked, “You– why cry?”
Qin Yinuo rubbed her face on her shoulder like a child, her tears had drenched her woolly clothes. His pair of eyes were filled with tears, “Sorry!”
He kept smiling, “Don't say sorry, you're innocent to me! I know those things are over!”
But there is a memory that will remain etched even though time continues to run. He is not willing to throw away the photos, because he has an unforgettable romance story? And a memory like this was afraid that even though how long time passed, it would definitely be back burning if there was a chance! Of course Mu Xue did not say this thought, she simply harbored it in her heart!
Because he was too messed up, too eager to fight back. He didn't know what to do, so he could only choose to smile.
“Wife,” Qin Yinuo held her breath, suddenly wanted to cry again, “Please promise me, okay?”
“?”
“Please promise me you won't think too much. I didn't mean this. The stuff in the cardboard is really just the past!” Qin Yinuo looked at him, “Please promise me, okay?”
Mu Xue looked at him.
His eyes are so clear.
His gaze was like lake water under the radiance of sunlight, looking at his face in silence.
After a long time, he stared at her under the sun, nodding, “Good! I know the past is just the past! Can you let me go now?”
“Good! Go then! After work I'll come pick you up!” He said, his tone filled with doubt.
Mu Xue got off the car, directly walked into the building “Ling Feng.”
Qin Yinuo stared at her figure that disappeared from the entrance just starting her car.
Mu Xue was not powered to press the elevator button. He picked up his phone and called Du Jing, “Du Jing, I want permission. This afternoon I can't work!”
“You, it's okay right?” Du Jing asked attentively.
“It's okay!” Mu Xue shook her head, “I'm fine, Du Jing, do you know the address of the hospital where she stayed?”
Du Jing was stunned, then gave her Mei Xiyun's address.
After hanging up the phone, Mu Xue walked out of the building. Qin Yinuo's car had already disappeared, it was good that he had already left.
He walked out.
In the taxi.
“Nona, where are you going?” The driver asked. He had already asked a few times, but Mu Xue did not say anything. As if he doesn't know where to go either.
The driver looked at the woman through the rearview mirror, while she was silent.
Finally, Mu Xue said, “Go to the hospital!”
Her tears filled her eyes, her heart was like a knife, it was aching.
This pain filled his entire body.
All the trouble came together, as if he was going back to the times he lost his father, Mu Xiao and Tian Yu. He was tired, suddenly he was tired!
His heart throbbed, where was he going? Didn't he say he wanted to work?
At this moment Qin Yinuo instantly came to a realization, he really did not understand Mu Xue in the slightest.
As soon as he remembered his bright smile his heart immediately ached. His persistence, his logical actions, made himself a craze.
He followed the taxi to the hospital.
He got out of the taxi and nodded at the driver.
Then Qin Yinuo also got down from the car, following him from behind.
He entered the back of the hospital, Qin Yinuo also followed him.
He didn't know the man was following him from behind. He asked the hospital nurse, then went upstairs. He did not take the elevator, but took the stairs. The road was slow, as if not powerful
Qin Yinuo continued to follow him from behind. Seeing Mu Xue enter a VIP treatment room, but just standing in front of the door, did not walk in.
Inside the treatment room there was a gentle man's voice, “Yuner, you eat something, you haven't eaten all day!”
Mu Xue was familiar with Gong Peixin's voice, unexpectedly she was as gentle as that of Mei Xiyun.
Mei Xiyun did not speak, Mu Xue did not hear her voice.
“Hurry, Yuner, get up to eat something!” Gong Peixin continued to say.
“I don't want to eat!” I heard Mei Xiyun's voice.
Mu Xue was stunned, her body was shaking, the woman was okay! He also became relieved, after sobbing for a while in front of the door, then he turned his body slowly.
Qin Yinuo went into hiding. Mu Xue was facing this direction. Qin Yinuo saw him having walked away and down the stairs.
Who's he coming to see? Why not go in?
It turned out that Gong Peixin was so kind to him, that he deserved to be so crazy, maybe this was his way of life! Mu Xue thought, he just did not understand why he always pretended not to know her?
Then he remembered Qin Yinuo, then glanced into his bag. In her bag there is an album. He thought that only Mo Yilan had kept it, unexpectedly Qin Yinuo also kept their beautiful memories.
He had once thought Qin Yinuo did not have it, but when it was in his presence, he was forced to believe it.
His heart was stuffy, it felt like breathing was congested. He told himself once and for all not to cry, nothing terrible, what had he never experienced?
Qin Yinuo followed him from behind. Seeing Mu Xue who kept walking forward, he called to his phone. He walked out of the hospital, a car stopped in front of the hospital door and Mu Xue got into it.
Qin Yinuo's heart twitched. He also got into the car quickly, but he had lost himself.
Then he received a message from Mu Xue. “No need to pick me up again. Mi Ling has already taken me home!”
Inside the Yong Xiang Street apartment.
“What's up? Your expression is so weird!”
“Mi Ling!” Mu Xue looked up at Mi Ling. His gaze was empty and not glowing. His eyes are horrible. He looked at Mi Ling, but it was as if inside his eyes there was no Mi Ling. He suddenly laughed, but the sound of his laughter was empty, making the person who heard him feel uneasy.
“Xiao Xue, why are you?” Mi Ling felt her strangeness, asking in a hurry.
Mu Xue shook her head, “I just want to cry, want to cry, but can't cry!”
Mi Ling sighed, her voice filled with worry, “Xiao Xue, you don't just think. Tell brother what happened. I'll support you, won't let you be miserable. Is Qin Yinuo bothering you again?”
“Mi Ling, you said I should how?” He asked in a low voice, as if he didn't know what else to do.
Mi Ling's gaze was filled with helplessness, she pityed him, “What is that thinking in your brain? What kind of trouble? If you like her then tell her, if you don't like her to look after Mo Yilan, then just kick her silence. He's Tian Yu's father, you can't for the sake of this child and instead ruin your whole life!”
Mu Xue shook her head vigorously, “If it is really that easy, then it is so easy! Will not be bound by feelings, no helplessness. Now I am helpless, loose and not separated equally sick.”
Mi Ling was speechless, “You're a mess! You've already poisoned Qin Yinuo! Wanna cry, right? Need to borrow sister's shoulder to lean on?”
Mu Xue looked up, smiling. Although his smile was bitter, but sincere. “Mi Ling, thank you. You always help me every time, really thank you, I feel so much better!”
“Still ponder with me?” Mi Ling sighed, “I really don't know what love feels like, but once I see you guys hurting yourself, beat me to death I don't want to fall in love!”
Qin Yinuo's car stopped in front of Mu Xue's apartment alley. He followed her all the way here. He saw Mu Xue go down with Mi Ling, then he continued to sit inside his car.
He lit a cigarette and smoked in his car. He spewed out a puff of smoke, but he could not feel calm.
Tomorrow morning.
Mu Xue woke up on her own bed and started cooking. He's been resting all night, it feels a lot more comfortable. The night when Mi Ling left was already late once, while Tian Yu had also already picked up Grandpa Qin.
Or maybe Grandpa Qin deliberately created an opportunity for him and Qin Yinuo, but…
After thinking about it all night, he thought the man would find him or call him.
But there's none!
Not even one message!
Actually, he was a little disappointed and sick.
Remembering the photo, their intimate pose. Mu Xue was helpless. It was just that then his heart became calm leibh. These few years, he had only learned one thing, following the circumstances…
He ate the porridge quietly. Her hand caressed her little belly, muttered, “Honey, know mami. Should you forgive daddy?”
In the alley.
Beside a blue bugatti stood a tall figure. The man's body was wet with snow, his lips were pale. The light of the sun cast into his eyes, but he did not feel warm.
It seems he hasn't been gone all night. On the street full of cigarette butts, he just stood beside the car. His handsome figure had not the slightest expression, his shadow reflected long under the radiance of the winter sun.
