DAD, I'M SORRY

Chapter 106 The Sky Does Not Collapse

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“Qin Yinuo, still not aware, that Mo Yilan's disease is impossible to cure in a short period of time? You can't be too selfish either! I don't want to linger waiting for you either, I want to forget about you immediately! I want to start my new life!” Mu Xue said: ” Within a year or two, do you think things could improve? How much longer do I have to wait? Your father would also definitely not allow me to take Tian Yu away with me, nor can I have you completely, and there is only suffering that I feel! And for me, the most generous thing I can do is to let you go and let you take care of her. If I had to keep waiting, I was afraid that mentally I would also be in trouble, going crazy like him. Please don't let me down, can you understand? ”

Qin Yinuo sighed. “But..... I can't live without you!”

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His expression was painful. After pausing for quite a long time, he said again: “Xiao Xue, why when faced with the current circumstances, do you even show your tough attitude? Why don't you just choose to be selfish? Do you know if you currently say, you don't want me to care about it anymore, then I will definitely leave it! ”

“But haven't you decided?”

“What decisions have I made?” Ask Qin Yinuo.

Mu Xue laughed as she shed clear tears, and those tears drenched her cheeks, then Qin Yinuo held her face and continued to kiss her.

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“Qin Yinuo, you are so stupid, you chose to lose me, instead you chose that sick person! You prefer that sick person over me, Qin Yinuo! But I was so proud and happy because as it turns out, the man I love is not someone cold-blooded!”

His heart felt more and more like it was being slashed by a knife. Her tears flowed, and Qin Yinuo took a deep breath, while holding back her tears from flowing.

Mu Xue's big eyes looked at Qin Yinuo's deep eyes, “When you kissed me in despair, and you told me you were going to marry me, I suddenly realized this, you know, that you will never be able to leave Mo Yilan, and taking care of Mo Yilan will forever be your responsibility for her. You are the only person he can recognize, I think he must have loved you to the root, then that he can only remember you, nothing else he has!

Qin Yinuo, you are the place to lean on for her, and you are the source of strength and hope for her to recover from her pain! ”

“Xiao Xue, how can you understand me so much, you can read my thoughts?” He whispered softly then hugged her tightly, if he could he wanted Mu Xue to be kneaded and inserted into her body, becoming bone and blood for him.

“Your dreams towards him, your guilt towards him, are far above your feelings towards all of us, including feelings towards your father, Tian Yu, and even towards me, because Mo Yilan is a sick person! We are all healthy! Qin Yinuo! “Mu Xue pushed him and took a deep breath.

“Don't worry about me, I still have Tian Yu and Cheng Cheng, I'm still twenty-three years old, and I can still enjoy a pretty pleasant youth. Even if a few years later, I couldn't stand being lonely and found a man to marry me, I would still be able to have a happy life. Because I have good health! And she already had nothing, she couldn't even have children! So I feel like I'm better than him! But I'm so jealous of him, because he got your attention! Qin Yinuo, if one day he can be healthy again, I am sure that I will not likely let go of you, even if it is not for the sake of my son, I will still not let go of your hand, but.

The ring was stored in Qin Yinuo's hand, and Mu Xue held her hand very tightly. “This is the last time I hug you, also the last time I have you! After this, I will learn to be selfish, I will fall in love again, I will find a man and marry him! So don't worry about me anymore!”

“Xiao Xue! Hear me! Stay at Villa number 15! You take Cheng Cheng with you and stay there!” He begged, Qin Yinuo was thinking of ways to reduce her guilt.

“Alright! That villa is now mine!” Mu Xue said in agreement, solely so that Qin Yinuo's heart would feel calmer! “I want that villa, and also that savings book!”

“Xiao Xue!” Qin Yinuo shouted at his name with a loud voice! Because of this woman, she thought that during her life she would never fall in love with anyone else, because she would never be able to find a woman who was a greater soul than this woman.

“Alright! I'm leaving! Qin Yinuo, I have to leave now!” Mu Xue smiled, then tiptoed and kissed her lips, then inwardly she said to herself, that it was the last kiss for her!

“Share him quietly, you can definitely do it!” Mu Xue laughed, tears filling her eyes then flowing profusely.

Then Mu Xue turned around, “Qin Yinuo, goodbye! Don't look for me anymore!”

“No! Xiao Xue's! Don't be cruel to me!” Qin Yinuo tried hard to grab her hand, then pulled it into her arms. “Xiao Xue, don't be so cruel to me!”

Qin Yinuo hugged her tightly, then she held her cheeks with both hands, she kissed her eyes, nose, mouth, and cheeks……

The tears of the two mixed into one.

Then, once again Qin Yinuo pressed Mu Xue's head against her chest: “No!”

Qin Yinuo looked insistent. “How can I willingly release you?”

“You can do it! In this world, anyone who left abandoned others, could definitely survive as well! Everything's gonna be okay! Just like when I lost Tian Yu and Mu Xiao, it felt like the sky was about to collapse, but it would not happen and the sky was still intact! So, Qin Yinuo, you can definitely, let go of your hand! ”

Qin Yinuo was astonished, nor did she know what to do because she felt a deep bitterness after listening to Mu Xue's words. “Xiao Xue, you definitely know if you do this to me, I will be even more unwilling to lose you! None of us will be happy!”

“What is the definition of happiness? What if you see your partner laughing or living better? Actually, what is meant by happiness is: a pair of people can spend the rest of their lives alone. As the saying goes, two people who join hands and pass their days together until old age. I also have the right to seek my happiness. While Mo Yilan's happiness is you, suppose you hold my hand, and I hold your hand, can we really be happy? Will our conscience not be damned forever? Qin Yinuo, if you do not feel guilty to him, then why did you leave me alone and go to France to look for him? Did you know, when you left me alone, I didn't bring any money at all? ”

“Xiao Xue–” Qin Yinuo's hand held Mu Xue's hand, but Mu Xue only smiled.

“I don't know about it, I've ignored it!” Of course, when he left in a hurry, he only arranged for the driver to take him to the airport, but forgot that Mu Xue had no money. “Sorry!”

Qin Yinuo did not know what to say except to apologize.

“I don't need an apology from you. I can understand that at that time you were too panicked. It also shows that your guilt for him is too deep. So, Qin Yinuo, release me!”

Mu Xue looked at the big and slender hand holding her small hand tightly, then she stretched out her hand to release Qin Yinuo's fingers one by one. “Release!”

“Xiao Xue!” As soon as Mu Xue's hand was released from her hand, even the air around her instantly felt heavy to Qin Yinuo, making her breathing alone ache, to the point of almost asphyxiating.

Mu Xue opened the door, then Zeng Li looked at her with great anxiety, because from outside the room occasionally she could hear the contents of their conversation, “Xiao Xue–”

Mu Xue wiped the tears with her hands then smiled at them, her face was like a sunflower in full bloom, looking so beautiful and shining.

“Xiao Xue!” Qin Yinuo whispered behind him.

“Qin Yinuo, marry her, I think what she cares about all this time is that you never married her! Maybe getting married is a better solution than any drug! Goodbye!”

Mu Xue walked to the door, then turned around, and showed a beautiful and bright smile to Qin Yinuo and Zeng Li. “Goodbye, Qin Yinuo, goodbye Brother Zeng!”

From the eyes of Zeng Li who was being stunned, there was a shadow of Mu Xue closing the door.

Qin Yinuo was disappointedly sitting leaning on the sofa while clenching her hands beside her body, had she really lost Mu Xue?

Zeng Li glanced at Qin Yinuo briefly, then went out to chase after Mu Xue.

However, Mu Xue had disappeared without a trace.

Along the way Mu Xue ran as fast as she could, she did not know how long she had been running, nor did she know the place she was heading to, it seemed like it was a garden, his wet body was all sweating, as if he had been running for a long time!

Mu Xue wanted to smile, but her current smile was bitter, she wanted to cry, but even to have a voice was already too tired. He sat in the garden recliner, staring blankly at the street.

He has lost it! He probably never really had it before! But, he also had no regrets! The man she loved was a responsible man and had a conscience, that was enough!

Mu Xue smiled, with a smile she shed tears! “Qin Yinuo! You must take very good care of Mo Yilan, in order for her to recover quickly, otherwise my sacrifice to bless you, would be meaningless! So, you should be able to yah!”

Mu Xue took out her phone!

He looked at the number Qin Yinuo had on his contact list!

Right now, Mu Xue's hand was rubbing Qin Yinuo's phone number lovingly, her phone number was two in that contact, she touched it over and over, she touched it over and over again, and finally, he pressed a button to remove the contact number from his phone.

Seeing the number disappear instantly, his heart felt extremely ill. One drop after another his tears fell. Those coin-sized drops of tears, the more drops there were, instantly became a puddle of water around his feet. Mu Xue muttered to herself. “Goodbye, Qin Yinuo!”

In fact, by deleting his contact number, memory can also be erased? ——

A week later.

“Hei! What's wrong with you? Why have you hardly ever been out of the house lately?” Mi Ling felt strange every time she came to see him, “Xiao Xue, how long have you been home?”

“Maybe there....week.” Mu Xue only smiled, her smiling expression was very very flat. “I plan to find a job! I want to start a new job!”

“Where? Qin Yinuo has agreed? By the way, what about him? Why is he never seen?” asked Mi Ling confusedly.

“Mi Ling, I broke up with her!” Mu Xue said calmly.

This sentence, feeling like a bomb, left Mi Ling stunned for a moment. “What?”

“I've broken up with Qin Yinuo!” Mu Xue said calmly, she repeated her words.

“Why? Today's not April Fool's, is it? Don't scare me!” Mi Ling was dumbfounded, and then angry: “Why break up? I'll look for him! Damn it, didn't he say he would treat you as his life partner? In just a few weeks, you have broken up! ”

“Don't look for her, she must be sadder than me!” Mu Xue shook her head, “Mi Ling, please don't ask again, okay?”

“If you don't tell me the truth, then I'll be there to ask!”

Mu Xue nodded. “Alright, I'll tell you!”

Mu Xue slowly told everything to Mi Ling, and her heart suddenly felt relieved after telling a story. Because every word he spoke made his heart ache as if it was slashed by a sharp knife, but the pain gradually disappeared. At this moment he was already somewhat calm, then he looked up and gave a beautiful smile.

“I want to go back to my room! Can you not go look for him? I beg of you!”

“Xiao Xue, how can you be so stupid? How can you let go of your love? After declaring love to you, and then he just let you go, you guys are really stupid! There was a mental hospital, as well as the Mo family, why should Qin Yinuo take care of him? I really don't understand whether your actions are stupid or truly noble! Goddamnit! “Mi Ling cussed at the person with emotion, then she kicked around the sofa. “What have you experienced during these five years? Did he ever feel guilty for you?”

“Mi Ling, really, I'm fine. It's been a week . Now I have become calmer and my heart feels peaceful and serene. Right now I really feel calm, don't make my faith waver again, don't let Qin Yinuo become anxious about me, okay?” Finished speaking, Mu Xue immediately turned around and walked into her room.

Mu Xue buried her entire face into the blanket and did not say anything, just remained silent.

Mi Ling was confused and shocked by it.

At this moment, the doorbell rang, who came?

Mi Ling with emotion went to open the door, and when she opened the door she saw Zeng Li, “What are you coming here for?”

Zeng Li looked at Mi Ling's style, as if ready to hit people.

“Mi Ling, do I offend you?”

“People who know Qin Yinuo and those who are close to Qin Yinuo, all of them offend me!” Mi Ling said in annoyance and refused to let her in. “For what did you come here?”