DAD, I'M SORRY
Chapter 387 Wounds that are too deep
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Song yin asked again “Are you not looking for brother? ”
Song Qingquan nodded her head as she looked towards Song yin with her two teary eyes. When he saw her eyes filled with struggle Song yin felt confused and did not know how to interpret Song Qingquan's heart .
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“Dad , do you not allow me to go look for brother?”
Song Qingquan simply nodded.
Song yin sighed
Song Qingquan's eyes stared at the ceiling of the ceiling in the patient's room as if she was thinking of something.
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That day, Song Yin walked out of the patient room then sat down on the long bench of the corridor while closing her eyes and frowning and her eyes suddenly reddened.
Suddenly from a distance heard a familiar voice calling “Song yin ?”
Song Yin looked blankly, looking at Wen Xiaoxing who looked much thinner than before wearing jeans and a white T-shirt with a picture of a typical Chinese plum flower. She held a bunch of flowers while looking at Song yin with a gaze that contained a thousand meanings, but in the end only one sentence was spoken, “Song yin, no problem that could not be solved, no problem that could not be solved, we all must be strong!”
Song yin stood up while rubbing his eyes, then stretched out his two hands to hug Wen Xiaoxing “What you said is true, we should all be strong! Why are you here? Are you better?”
“Good!” Wen Xiaoxing replied with a laugh. “Let's go in see your father!”
Song yin nodded his head while answering “em” then led Wen Xiaoxing in.
Song Qingquan fell asleep again , Wen Xiaoxing put a bunch of flowers on the table and spoke a few words with Lan xin then asked her : “Aunt, can I come out with Song yin for a while?”
Lan xin nodded her head . “Yin yin, go home, it's already night jing lan must be worrying about you!”
“Mother! i...” Song yin suddenly fell silent. “Mother, later I will come to replace you , at night you come home for rest, I will take care of dad!”
When the exit was with Wen Xiaoxing, Lan xin seemed to want to say something but stopped, in the end she did not say anything.
The two girls were sitting in a cottage that was located right under the hospital building, then Song Yin bought a newspaper thick enough to be taught as a seat Wen Xiaoxing because Wen Xiaoxing had just had a miscarriage and severe bleeding and was still in the puerperium so she could not enter wind.
Wen Xiaoxing looked at the pile of newspapers as she said “Song yin, you really make me angry at the same time do not have to”
Song yin raised his head and only said : “Sit!”
“It has been up to this second, you are still very considerate of me, you are really my true friend!” Wen Xiaoxing who had not cried for a long time because she had cried too often until her tears felt dry could not help but cry again for this time and her eyes immediately turned red.
Song yin replied in a soft voice as she gazed towards Wen Xiaoxing ” Aren't we the friends of a lifetime?”
“Of course!” Wen Xiaoxing who was sitting on top of the pile of newspapers prepared by Song yin felt his heart slowly melt. “Have you found your sister?” Song yin shook his head.
“Who hates that so much? I really didn't expect something like this to happen, how could such a thing spread, what a shame!” Wen Xiaoxingwho was still filled with anger wanted to seek justice to restore her family's good name said “Truly inhumane!”
” Mother Yujing lan !” song yin softly said.
“Ah...” Suddenly Wen Xiaoxing was silent.
“I've prepared for divorce!” Song yin casually said “You have suffered enough”
“Song yin .. if not Yujing lan did this, would you...”.
“Do not persuade me!” Song yin cut off the conversation: “You are my friend so don't persuade me! Just leave a man alone, we can still live as usual!”
Wen Xiaoxing frowned and suddenly asked “Can I smoke?”
Song yin felt confused saying “Your health has not fully recovered, and you want to smoke?”
With a strange voice Wen Xiaoxing said “Agot panic!”
“Yes, then smoke!”
She felt like she wanted to shed tears when she heard Wen Xiaoxing say.
Wen Xiaoxing took out a box of cigarettes that had the shape of a thin box white like her hand. Then he lit a cigarette and smoked in a very charming style, from within the puff of cigarette smoke looked Wen Xiaoxing who was so beautiful.
Previously never seen a woman smoking as beautiful as this, while staring at Wen Xiaoxing smoking, Song yin reached out her hand saying “Give me a butt”
Wen Xiaoxing stared at Song yin while giving her a cigarette butt and helped light it “Song yin , are you sure it's okay?”
This is the first time Song yin smokes , when sucking his mouth feels like numb and spicy then he chokes and coughs “uhuk uhuk uhuk...”.
Wen Xiaoxing exhaled and said “Song yin , you can't smoke!”
Song Yin did not reply and continued to suck then she coughed even harder until she let out tears.
Wen Xiaoxing casually said “Cry if you want to cry, brother will lend this shoulder to you, do not look for excuses by saying you are choking on cigarettes!”
“Can you not be too honest?” Suddenly, when Song Yin turned her head towards him, her tears had already flowed.
“If not honest , you will continue to hold it? Brother is afraid you can't hold back anymore!”
Song yin cried unheard and they continued to sit there in a sad atmosphere until dusk.
Wen Xiaoxing while sucking on a few cigarette butts gently said “I have absolutely no regrets about my old choice, you know? Ye Jintangstill married Gao Tian, my mother said, Ye Jintang does not deserve my love because now he is bringing Gao Tian to Australia for his honeymoon!”
Song Yin was greatly shocked and astonished to feel that Wen Xiaoxing was suffering much more than her. “Therefore, I do not regret aborting my baby because this is not the result of love but my own baby!” Wen Xiaoxinglaughs again, her laugh was a little forced “I loved her for dozens of years, watched her for dozens of years, after being with her for so long in the end I only became a stranger to her whom she did not recognize.”
This is all destiny! But you are , Yujing lan , and we are different, try to think about it once again!”
Song yin was silent. This is different, but the same one is suffering!
Wen Xiaoxing continued: “Women should not be stingy, let alone stingy with an unworthy man, even if the man is worthy, I still want to insist on being stingy!”
“Do you still believe in love?”
“Believe! Why not believe it? About my relationship with other people and about believing in not believing in love has absolutely nothing to do!” Wen Xiaoxing looked at the sky. “Everything has passed, I owe it to Ye Jintangand I have paid it off! In the previous life I owed him, I will pay him off in this life, then continue the rest of my wonderful life!”
Song yin also looked towards the sky and shed tears profusely like rain.
After leaving the hospital Wen Xiaoxing became increasingly thin and her eyes became extremely cold, the once charming red rose had now turned into a very thin woman.
Song Yin could only sigh, when she was young she was also skinny.
That night, Lan xin told her to go home to rest, then Lan xin said “She doesn't need to look after dad, she just has to do what she should do. Song Qingquan is a mayor, the government has also sent 2 special guards so that at night he does not need to stay here.”
Song Yin returned to the Liyuan complex.
After bathing and changing her pajamas, she heard the sound of knocking on the door and she already knew clearly who was knocking on the door, but felt reluctant to open the door for not knowing what to say, he really didn't want to add any more grief.
The sound of knocking on the door was heard continuously lasting for several minutes.
Song Yin simply looked at the door casually and did not open it at all until the knocking sound of the door was no longer heard and the room went silent. Then Song yin thought maybe he had already left!
Hose not so long, suddenly the phone rang a sign there was a voice message coming in, “Yin yin, I was at the door!”
Mobile phone display show Yujing lan.
Song Yin just held onto her phone then thought that she was really stubborn, but I would act a lot more stubborn, then he presses the answer button on his phone and just says one sentence , “Please go, I don't want to see you again!”
The tall, large figure of Yujing lan could only stand at the door staring at the screen of his phone containing the reply message, with trembling hands taking out a cigarette and then lighting it.
“I won't go!”
“Nothing to do with me!”
He really did not open the door and hurried to turn off the lights and lay on the bed and could barely sleep well all night.
It was time in the morning after washing his face and brushing his teeth and opening the door, finding that he was still sitting on the front floor of the door by maintaining the position of the body leaning against the wall all night and a crumpled coat.
Song Yin did not want to see his face, because when he looked closer he would see his face full of bruises, moreover his eyes were blue.
As soon as the door opened, he immediately stood with his body staggering and stiff legs and almost fell. Inevitably Song yin had to clean it up.
His huge tall body as well as a very familiar scent made him feel heartache again. But this hug made him feel tired and pain that penetrated to the bone. All the things they had been through together were also memories that were hard to forget, but they were all just memories.
He immediately hugged her and whispered in a rather hoarse voice “Yin yin!”
Song yin said gently “Go to you!” Song Yin looked at him then told him to stand up straight then Song yin immediately closed the door and went downstairs.
But Yujing lan's big hand pulled Song yin's hand, with a cold and tired face and a gentle gaze said “I'm sick, don't look for trouble with me anymore!”
Song yin's heart was pounding, he didn't mean to look for trouble just that he was already very tired.
“Yujing lan ! Release!” Song yin frowned and tried to let go of his hand but to no avail as his hand was grasped very tightly and there was absolutely no chance of escape.
“I won't let go!” with his always calm expression, for the first time he looked like a naughty little boy, not only did not want to let go of the hand instead pulled Song yin's body forcefully then directly kissed Song yin's soft lips with a smile.
“Yujing lan !” all names and margot are called. Song Yin tried to escape from Yujing lan who seemed to enjoy very much by pushing her with both hands.
Yujing lan held back the handSong yin who wanted to slap while looking at him said”Yin yin, my face is bruised, do you still want to hit?”
Song Yin fell silent, then looked at her bruised face and one side of her eyes turned blue and swollen but one side was still normal.
Yujing lan stroked Song yin's face gently while shouting in a nearly exhausted voice “Yin yin, I'm sick! I haven't eaten and slept in a day!”
His tone was a bit spoiled like a child trying to get attention.
“Do not touch me!” Song yin instantly pushed out Yujing lan's hand and immediately dodged her “You eat alone! I have to go to the hospital!”
Yujing lan shouted in a nearly exhausted voice “That problem has nothing to do with me!”
Song yin went downstairs while saying inwardly “Even if this matter has nothing to do with you, our relationship also still cannot continue anymore!”
Yujing lan did not try to chase after him anymore and it felt like losing a part of the heart, really painful. But he no longer cared because of the pain that was too deep!
After returning to the office Yujing lan who was sitting in his director's seat found that yu group shares were problematic because there was someone who bought yu group shares in secret but Yujing lan did not know about it, he can only follow procedures to stop the company running for the next few days in order to fully investigate the shareholders.
